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JULY

1 July 2004 Thursday

We have a member in our yahoo group...”egdixie”... (Evergreen of Dixie) he is running the anti-gay hate yourself and feel shame group.  As he may need our support down the line, for now I am going to allow him to remain a member, unless he begins sending emails to those in the group encouraging self-hatred, or putting any of us on Evergreens mail list. If anyone has any thoughts regarding this, please feel free to respond.

In nine of the 70 countries where homosexuality it a crime, the punishment is death. In 2002 "Saudi Arabia condemned 44 people and executed four for the crime of homosexuality.

I heard Past Emperor XII Donny Eastepp died after a long struggle with AIDS. He was the "All American Emperor" from 1987-1988 of the All American Fire Rose Court. His partner Bobby Dubray preceded him having passed away Sept 18, 1990 age 42. They were co owners of the In Between Bar from 1986-1990.

This was the cover story for the SLC Metro July 2004 LAW OF ADOPTION by Ben Williams A disregarded practice of early Mormonism that went into the dustbin of history along with Blood Atonement, the United Order, Plural Marriage, Slavery, Racial Inferiority based on skin color, Adam being God the father, and ZCMI is the sealing of men to men in sacred temple rituals. Brigham Young in a talk given February 16th 1868 proclaimed, “The ordinance of sealing must be performed here man to man, and woman to man, and children to parents, etc., until the chain of generation is made perfect in the sealing ordinances back to Father Adam; ….until the earth is sanctified and prepared for the residence of God and angels" (JD 12:165).  The sealing of men to men was not an LDS connivance for Gay marriages in the 19th Century as some would like to believe however it was a means for men to increase their “kingdom” through adoption as being sealed to a woman would increase a man’s kingdom by sexual reproduction. The sealing of men to men was a non-sexual way for a Mormon male to multiply. The practice of sealing men to men was instituted by Joseph Smith before the Mormons left Nauvoo to come to Utah. An article concerning the law of adoption appeared in the Mormon Church's publication The Latter-Day Saints' Millennial Star, June, 1843, Vol. 4, pages 17-19. LDS historian Gordon Irving, stated that while, "No consensus exists with regard to the date when the first adoptions were performed... It is certainly possible, perhaps probable, that Joseph Smith did initiate certain trusted leaders into the adoptionary order as early as 1842." (Brigham Young University Studies, Spring 1974, page 295) Mormon historian Michael Quinn believes that Joseph Smith was not hostile to male to male intimacy as are the modern LDS General Authorities today. In an article published in Dialogue: A Journal of Mormon Thought entitled, Male-Male Intimacy among Nineteenth-century Mormons: A Case Study, Quinn suggest that at the funeral address for Lorenzo D. Barns, the Mormon prophet hinted at a special relationship between “friends” in the eternities.  (Dialogue: A Journal of Mormon Thought, Winter 1995, page 110) Antonio Feliz, one of the founders of the Restoration Church of Jesus Christ and author of “Out of he Bishop’s Closet,”  wrote a paper stating that Smith’s funereal address for Barnes as a coded endorsement for  homosexuality among the Saints. Joseph Smith's History of the Church records the speech given on April 16, 1843, at the funeral of Lorenzo D. Barns.  "It has always been considered a great calamity not to obtain an honorable burial... If tomorrow I shall be called to lie in yonder tomb, in the morning of the resurrection let me strike hands with my father, and cry, 'My father,'... When we lie down we contemplate how we may rise in the morning; and it is pleasing for friends to lie down together, locked in the arms of love, to sleep and wake in each other's embrace.... when the voice calls for the dead to arise, suppose I am laid by the side of my father, what would be the first joy of my heart? To meet my father, my mother, my brother, my sister; and when they are by my side, I embrace them and they me...." (History of the Church, Vol. 5, page 361)  Mormon apologist George L. Mitton horrified that Quinn interpreted this passage to have anything to do with homosexuality wrote a letter to the editor of Dialogue, claiming that “The 'arms of love' is a scriptural allusion -- the imagery of godly love as the Lord extends it at the resurrection and otherwise...."  (Dialogue: A Journal of Mormon Thought, Winter 1996, pages v-ix.).  Modern Mormon apologists always claim that an embarrassing anachronism from Mormon history such as Blood Atonement, as practice during the Mormon Reformation, were only literary devises.  Not so. The early blood and guts Mormons were straight forward and said what they meant, leaving it to their namby-pamby descendants to white wash their words. However the passage “friends to lie down together, locked in the arms of love, to sleep and wake in each other's embrace....” is long stretch for an endorsement is a sexual orientation that is outside the norm but still it is often cited by optimistic Latter Day Homosexuals as proof of Smith’s intentions of sanctify a union for homosexuals if he would have lived longer.  There is no support for this conclusion except for the anachronistic Law of Adoption or the practice of sealing men to men. There is no evidence that the sealing of men to men was a backdoor attempt to sanctify homosexuality but as a writer suggested, “the practice certainly could have opened a door for those predisposed to homosexual temptations.” The augment is that “men who were sealed to one another were likely to have closer contact with one another than those who did not enter into the practice,” and therefore more open to an intimate relationship much like  “some missionaries who were constantly in close contact with their companions (have) yielded to homosexual activities.  What then was the purpose of sealing men to men? The noted Mormon historian Juanita Brooks wrote: "If the prophet Joseph were to become a God over a minor planet, he must not only have a large posterity but able assistants of practical skills. Brigham Young had been 'sealed' to Joseph under this law; now he in turn had some thirty-eight young men sealed to him." (John D. Lee:Zealot--Pioneer--Builder--Scapegoat, page 73) Brigham Young's grandson, Kimball Young Ph.D., as chairman of the Department of Sociology at Northwestern University wrote of the male to male dynamics in Brigham Young's time:   "To understand the role and status and the accompanying self-images of men and women in polygamy, we must recall that Mormondom was a male-dominated society. The priesthood--which only men could hold--was in complete control and celestial marriage, either monogamous or polygamous, exemplified the higher status of men. Women were viewed as of lesser worth, to be saved through men holding the priesthood.” Historian Hubert Howe Bancroft wrote of the Law of Adoption:  "The father may be either younger or older than the son, but in any case assumes the character of guardian, with full control of the labor and estate of the adopted son. Many young men give themselves over to the leaders as 'eternal sons,' in the hope of sharing the honor of their adopted parents." (History of Utah, page 361) Interestingly, adopted sons in the sealing ceremony of men to men were sometimes older than the men who adopted them. Gordon Irving revealed a case in which two men “could not agree on a sealing ceremony because they both wanted to be the father: " Albert K. Thurber’s autobiography mentioned that in 1850 Mormon Patriarch Benjamin F. Johnson approached him and 'in a round about way proposed for me to be adopted to him.' Thurber put him off by telling him, 'I thought it would be as well for him to be adopted by me.' " (Brigham Young University Studies, Spring 1974, page 304) The word “proposed” as used by Thurber conjures up many scenarios.  On April 6, 1862, President Brigham Young claimed that the practice of sealing men to men was "a great and glorious doctrine." "By this power men will be sealed to men back to Adam, completing and making perfect the chain of the Priesthood from this day to the winding up scene. I have known men that I positively think would fellowship the Devil, if he would agree to be sealed to them. 'Oh, be sealed to me, brother; I care not what you do. You may lie and steal, or anything else, I can put up with all your meanness, if you will only be sealed to me.' Now this is not so much weakness as it is selfishness. It is a great and glorious doctrine, but the reason I have not preached it in the midst of this people, is, I could not do it without turning so many of them to the Devil. Some would go to hell for the sake of getting the Devil sealed to them." (Journal of Discourses, Vol. 9, page 269) The sealing of men to men actually was a more sacred principle than Celestial marriage according to Brigham Young. In a discourse Young gave on September 4, 1873, he said , "we can seal women to men but not men to men, without a Temple." (Journal of Discourses, Vol. 16, page 186) A sermon by Brigham Young, reported by John Read, in a letter to one of his wives, revealed that Young referred to some future time 'when men would be sealed to men in the priesthood in a more solemn ordinance than that by which women were sealed to men, and in a room over that in which women were sealed to man in the temple of the Lord.'   Wilford Woodruff, the fourth president of the LDS church, wrote in his journal that he "officiated in Adopting 96 Men to Men." (Wilford Woodruffs' Journal, edited by Scott G.Kenney, 1985, Vol. 9, page 408)  Kimball Young PhD.stated that the sealing of men to men was evidence “of deep, psychological Brüderschaft (brotherhood)” and of “obviously latent homosexual features”.  He compares “ the Mormon system, with all its ecclesiastical trappings and military controls,” like similar organizations which had “strong homosexual components.”  He maintained, “This is true of armies; it is true of priestly orders in all religions; and certainly in many aspects of the occupational guides of the Middle Ages." (K. Young, Isn't One Wife Enough? The Story of Mormon Polygamy, 1954, pages 278-280) Brigham Young as we all know had many wives. No one knows for sure the exact count but twenty-seven seems to be the official number. However he did not respect or enjoy their company and society. "There are probably but few men in the world who care about the private society of women less than I do." (Journal of Discourses, Vol. 5, page 99)  He had numerous offspring but had little interaction with their growth or development seeing them more an extension of his property. He had no great fondness for men either, using them or abusing them always for the building up of the Kingdom of God of which he was the chief benefactor. He had 38 men sealed to him including John D. Lee who was acting in behalf of Young as an adopted son at Mountain Meadows. In fact the only person with whom Young seemed to have developed a deep emotional attachment was the Prophet Joseph Smith. Brigham Young recorded several visions or dreams he had of the slain Smith wherein Young would throw his arms around his mentor, embrace him and cover him in kisses and tears. Young’s last words on his deathbed were neither for his wives nor children but for his beloved Joseph his adopted father from whom he maintained he received the “keys” to become a lord and king on earth as well as in heaven. Today the LDS Church has “modified” passages in the Journal of Discourses eliminating most references to the seal of men to men.  One such passage has been changed to read:     "The ordinance of sealing must be performed here [son] to [father], and woman to man . . . instead of “man to man”.  Modern homophobics  in high authority did not want Brigham Young's comments concerning men being sealed to men to be even a mild endorsement of same sex unions. Another example of the “same type of cover-up” is found in the passage where Brigham Young stated:  "Then man will be sealed to man until the chain is made perfect . . . (Journal of Discourses, Vol. 15, page 139). It now reads "Then [children] will be sealed to [parents] until the chain is made perfect .  Present-day Mormon temples are used exclusively for individual sacred ceremonies and genealogies where one must prove legal documentation of familial relationship before a “sealing” is performed. Present-day Mormon temples are matrimonial factories churning out thousands of heterosexual weddings daily in which they seal women to men for time and all eternity. Interesting men are never sealed to women. Their children are also sealed to them for eternity. The ceremony known as "the law of adoption, "  wherein  a man could have any number of men adopted to him as sons for eternity  has been completely abandoned.

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2 July 2004 Friday

A former UTA bus driver born Michael R. Etsitty but is becoming Krystal S. Etsitty sued the Utah Transit Authority claiming the agency fired him because he failed to conform to stereotypical male behavior.

 

3 July 2004 Saturday

Pamela Manson of the Salt Lake Tribune reported Transgender Sex change leads to lawsuit against UTA

A former bus driver who was born a man but is becoming a woman sued the Utah Transit Authority on Friday, claiming the agency fired him because he failed to conform to stereotypical male behavior.

Krystal S. Etsitty, who was born a biological male named Michael R. Etsitty and is planning to undergo a sex change operation, contends UTA officials said they had to let him go because he looked like a female and they were afraid of what the public and other employees would think. In addition, they expressed concerns about which restroom he would use, Etsitty alleges in his lawsuit.

The legal action, which was filed in U.S. District Court and accuses the UTA of sex stereotyping and gender discrimination, seeks unspecified damages. It uses male pronouns because the claims are based on Etsitty's biological sex.

 Justin Jones, a UTA spokesman, said Friday that the agency has not seen the lawsuit. However, he said, "We cannot comment on current litigation but UTA does have policies in place that ensure we are in compliance with the equal opportunity laws."

The suit says the 41-year-old Etsitty has been diagnosed with Gender Identity Disorder and decided in the late 1990s to begin a transition to female, which he considers his true sexual identity. It says he changed his name then and began hormone therapy under the direction of his physician.

When he applied at UTA, he put down "Krystal Etsitty" on his application, according to the suit. It says that at his job interview, Etsitty had medium length hair, wore minimal makeup and was dressed in gender-neutral clothes, a pair of khakis and a shirt. Etsitty, who began work in December 2001, said he put Krystal on his name badge and slowly began to make his appearance more feminine by wearing more makeup and acrylic finger nails.

After UTA officials heard about the changes, an operations manager and human resources officer told him they were unable to accommodate him, the suit claims. He was forced out in February 2002, it says.

The U.S. Equal Opportunity Commission, where Etsitty first filed a complaint, issued a report last year saying there is "reasonable cause" to believe his civil rights were violated. "The Commission has previously determined that employers may not discriminate against an individual because he or she fails to act in the way expected of a male or female," the report says.

            Utah Transit Authority (UTA) hired Krystal Etsitty as a bus driver in 2001. Her work record was spotless. After telling her supervisor that she was undergoing gender transition and would be appearing more feminine at work, Etsitty gradually began to wear makeup and jewelry.

Soon after, her supervisors decided that Etsitty’s transition created an “image issue” for UTA, and they terminated her. Although UTA acknowledged that no one had complained about her performance or appearance, it claimed that the public would see Etsitty as “inappropriate.”

The U.S. District Court for the district of Utah ruled against Etsitty, holding that Title VII does not protect transgender employees. Lambda Legal filed a friend-of-the-court brief in the Tenth Circuit court of Appeals in Etsitty’s support, pointing out that many courts have affirmed Title VII’s application to transgender employees and arguing that customer prejudices are not a legitimate basis for employment decisions.

 

5 July 2004 Monday

The Southern Utah Gay& Lesbian Community Center was approved to have a link on SouthernUtah.com

A wake for Donny Eastepp was held at the Trapp

            Obituary of Donny Eastepp in Deseret News Donald Eastepp. Age 43 passed away July 1, from complications of AIDS in Salt Lake City with his mother Mercy and brother Scott at his side.

Born February 19, 1961 in New York, N.Y. to Charly and Mercy Eastepp. Donny was raised in Houston, Texas.

He worked in the hospitality industry most of his life and tended bar in both Houston and Salt Lake where he owned and managed the In-between Tavern.

In 1988 Donny along with the Royal Court Of The Golden Spike Empire established a fund to help people with AIDS at Christmas time. This fund has since helped thousands of PWAs.

Donny is survived by his mother Mercy, brothers Chuck, Scott and Kenny; nephews, nieces and many loving friends. Preceded in death by his father, grandparents and longtime companions Bobby Dubray and Randy Bird.

His family would like to thank the hospice staff, and the U of U Medical Center staff and his friends in Salt Lake.

A wake celebrating his life will be held Monday at 6:00 p.m. at the Trapp.

 

6 July 2004 Tuesday

Gordon Storrs elected president of Utah Log Cabin Republicans.

 

7 July 2004 Wednesday

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints' endorses Amendment 3's ban on same-sex marriage and civil unions. .

Cathy Martinez of the Idaho Statesman  reported  Larry Craig Appeals Guilty Plea Ruling  “Senator Larry Craig, R-Idaho, in his mug shot after being arrested at the Minneapolis Airport Minneapolis — Sen. Larry Craig, R-Idaho, filed a notice the morning of Monday, Oct. 15 with the Minnesota Court of Appeals that he will appeal a lower court decision that upheld his guilty plea to disorderly conduct.

 Craig pleaded guilty to the crime after his June 11 arrest in the Minneapolis airport on charges he solicited sex from an undercover police officer. Later, he filed an appeal, seeking to withdraw his guilty plea.

On Oct. 4, a Minnesota judge turned down Craig’s attempt to overturn the plea, saying that Craig’s claim that he didn’t know what he was doing when he pleaded guilty to disorderly conduct was “illogical.”

Craig’s filing with the Minnesota Court of Appeals is the first step in a lengthy legal process. Craig’s appeal was filed at the court in St. Paul less than two weeks after Hennepin County Judge Charles Porter refused to overturn the guilty plea, saying it “was accurate, voluntary and intelligent, and ... supported by the evidence.”

The four-page filing did not detail the basis for the appeal. Craig’s lawyers must first order and file a transcript of his Sept. 26 hearing. Once that has been filed, his lawyers have 60 days to file a brief outlining his appeal. Then, prosecutors have 45 days to file their response to his appeal. Once those are filed, the court sets a date for oral arguments — which often occurs about six to eight months later. Ninety days after the oral arguments, the judge will issue a decision.

Billy Martin, the lead attorney representing Craig told the Idaho Statesman the senator has maintained his innocence from the outset. "Senator Craig has a right to appeal and we believe that it was a manifest injustice not to allow Senator Craig to withdraw his guilty plea entered in August," Martin said. “Like every other citizen, Senator Craig has the constitutional right to make every effort to clear his name. Senator Craig is hopeful that the Court of Appeals, after reviewing our arguments, will reverse or vacate Judge Porter’s decision denying his motion.” 

In an interview Oct. 14 with KTVB-TV in Boise, Idaho, Craig repeated that he will not resign his post in the Senate and said he had the right to pursue his legal options. “It is my right to do what I’m doing,” said Craig. “I’ve already provided for Idaho certainty that Idaho needed — I’m not running for re-election. I’m no longer in the way. I am pursuing my constitutional rights.”

"What’s the likelihood of success? Even less likely of prevailing in the appeal than he had in prevailing before Porter,” Steve Simon, a legal defense expert at the University of Minnesota Law School, told the Associated Press. The appeals court must find there’s been an “abuse of discretion” by the trial judge before overturning a ruling — in other words, that some aspect of the ruling was decided improperly.

Ron Meshbesher, a longtime Minneapolis defense attorney, said earlier this month that the standard for an abuse of discretion is vague but that such a ruling is fairly rare. “It’s not frequent, let’s put it that way,” Meshbesher said. “It certainly is a steep hill to climb.” It would most likely be well into 2008 before the Court of Appeals rules on the case.

The process by which both sides prepare their legal briefs alone usually stretches to more than 100 days. A heavy caseload at the Court of Appeals has slowed down both the scheduling of oral arguments and the release of rulings, according to court spokesman John Kostouros. It has been taking at least three months after briefs are filed for arguments to be scheduled, he said, and at least another three months before a decision is reached. Craig’s Senate term ends at the end of 2008.

 

8 July 2004 Thursday

I sent Charline and mom a gift subscription to Netflix the movie subscription service.

 

9 July 2004 Friday

I felt well enough to go see Mom in California. Mike Romero said he would look after Priscilla, Saffy, and Smokey while I am gone.

            I stopped for gas in St. George but drove straight through Las Vegas and in Palmdale by 6:30. The truck handled well but it was really hot by Barstow and had to pull over a few times to let the engine cool down.

 

10 July 2004 Saturday

2004 Deseret Morning News, Saturday, Gays say they grapple with pain, LDS policy By

 

Clay Essig

Deborah Bulkeley Deseret Morning News Clay Essig says he lives the chaste life required of a devout Latter-day Saint. He says he attends church, complies with Mormon doctrine and hopes to someday fall in love and get married. I'm thrilled to be gay," says Clay Essig, who says he's active in church. But Essig will likely never marry in a temple of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. That's because he's looking for a husband, not a wife. Being gay was for years a struggle that would depress and discourage Essig. At one point he left a boyfriend to "go straight," an effort that didn't succeed. "But now I'm thrilled to be gay, I'm grateful to be gay," he said. "I'm also grateful for the truth that I've gained as a Latter-day Saint." But Essig admits it hurt when the church's First Presidency issued a statement this week saying it "favors a constitutional amendment preserving marriage as the lawful union of a man and woman." It didn't come as a surprise. LDS doctrine is clear on the matter that acting on homosexual urges is a sin. And Essig copes by seeing his relationship with his church and with his God as separate. "Certainly there's a conflict between the church and what I am," Essig said. "There is not a conflict between what I am and God or the gospel. "The church kept saying I was wrong, even when I was with my boyfriend, and I was incredibly happy and at peace," he said. "I said, 'I guess I'm not supposed to be happy with my life.' . . . Gradually (God) helped me understand that what I am is perfectly fine with him as long as I lead a good life. That includes having a happy family in my creation as a gay man." The church's statement doesn't favor any specific legislation but clearly supports both federal and state efforts to constitutionally ban same-sex marriages. Utah is among 11 states where voters will decide on such proposed amendments this November. In Utah, the amendment would also forbid recognition of other types of unions, such as civil unions. Debate on the federal constitutional amendment started Friday and could be voted on as early as Wednesday. Deseret Morning News/KSL-TV polls conducted before the church's statement have suggested that most Utahns would vote in favor of the proposed state constitutional amendment to ban gay marriage. Support for such an amendment was especially strong among LDS Church members, who comprise about 66 percent of the state's population, according to a 2000 report by the American Religion Data Archive. Life of loneliness But for those who are homosexual and LDS, the church's stand creates a conflict for them as well as for their families and friends. Gary Watts of Provo and his wife co-chair Family Fellowship, a

 

Mille and Gary Watts

support group for LDS parents of gays and lesbians. The group's mailing list includes about 1,700 families. And it can be difficult for those with homosexual loved ones. One  woman, who asked not to be identified, said she is "generally alarmed" by the church's position on the issue. Watts said the church unfairly expects gays to live a life of loneliness, "one that isn't as meaningful as one that's enriched by a companion." "There is no place in the Mormon Church for gay people, there is basically no place," said Watts, who has six children, two of whom are homosexual. "Our gay kids are terrific." Watts and his wife are no longer active in the LDS Church, and he has daughters — some married in an LDS temple — who now aren't sure if they want to raise their children in the church because of its stand on homosexuality. In 1998, LDS President Gordon B. Hinckley issued a statement that said, "We love (gays and lesbians) as sons and daughters of God. . . . We want to help these

 

Gordon Hinckley

people, to strengthen them, to assist them with their problems and to help them with their difficulties. But we cannot stand idle if they indulge in immoral activity, if they try to uphold and defend and live in a so-called same-sex marriage situation." President Hinckley has also said gay marriage is a moral issue, not one of civil rights. In a 1999 talk at the church's general conference, he described the church's duty of "defending this sacred institution." "God-sanctioned marriage between a man and a woman has been the basis of civilization for thousands of years," he said. "There is no justification to redefine what marriage is. Such is not our right, and those who try will find themselves answerable to God." But Watts described the church's position of separating its opposition to gay marriage from civil rights as "double speak." "It's about my gay kids' civil rights," he said. "It just makes my blood boil." Learned or genetic Church therapists do, in general, have sympathy for homosexuals, but they also contend that sexual orientation is learned and can be changed. David Pruden, executive director of Evergreen International, a resource, education and referral program for those who have

 

David Pruden

 unwanted feelings of same-sex attraction, believes that no one is born gay.  Pruden said Evergreen's anonymous help line receives about 300 calls a month, and many of those calls come from married men. Most of Evergreen's clientele are LDS Church members. He said the first step is to make sure everyone who contacts his group knows their feelings are normal and they are not alone — he believes about 2 to 3 percent of the LDS population has had same-sex attraction feelings. "This is very difficult," he said. "We are all called upon to live the same doctrine, the same standards. . . . The question is how are you going to cope with those very difficult feelings." Pruden said a good portion of people never make any attempt to change their orientation. For those who do decide to remain in the church and seek therapy, there are ways to cope. Some people choose a life of celibacy, others may eventually lose their sexual feelings altogether, and he said some do eventually become heterosexuals. Pruden said when homosexuals fail at their attempts to change, "I do honor the idea they believe they've done their best. I can believe that and love them. . . . I can't believe theologically that God meant them to be gay." However, many therapists believe sexual orientation is a genetic trait and can't be changed. Kay Packard is a marriage and family therapist, her husband, Ted, is a counseling psychologist. They believe their son, Mark Stanfield Packard, was born gay. Mark Packard, 41, of London, gave up on the LDS Church when he was 16 and left Utah at 18. "It was like eating glass every day," Mark Packard said. "The pressure I felt growing up was very very difficult, very very painful. . . . I grew up with a strong sense I was going to burn in hell for something I could do nothing about . . . I knew there was some problem between me and the Mormon Church years before I could figure out what it was." Packard's parents, who raised all their children LDS, said the church's strong stance against homosexuality is detrimental not only to themselves but to their patients. Kay Packard said some of her clients are married couples with one homosexual partner. Some were advised to get married as a way to change sexual orientation, while other couples thought they could work together and pray for a change. "It's excruciatingly painful for them," she said. "The heartbreaking thing is it doesn't work. Five, 10, 15 years down the road — the heartbreak comes sooner or later." Speaking from her own experience, Kay Packard said, "it has been difficult at best," with women in a church group often making derogatory comments about homosexuals. She said official church support for the constitutional amendment "is going to make it even harder." "It just seems discriminatory," she said. "It would seem that if we truly love them, then we would want them to have as close and warm and loving a relationship as they can."

            2004- Hi, Ben, this is Susan Killfoile, (Jimmy's friend, Susie.)  I have had a hell of a time getting your address.  I'll tell you about that later.  I'm having a reception for Jimmy [Hamamoto] and John [Reeves] at my house on this upcoming Saturday, July 10.  Obviously, the happy couple won’t be here, and I’m hoping the video we make will surprise and delight them.  I’m asking all friends of Jimmy and John come to my house and wish them well on the video or by writing in the book I got.  Please feel free to pass this message on to anyone else that Jimmy and John may know here in Utah.  I sent an email to all users at KRCL and have contacted Carolyn Person and John's grandson, Chris.  Any way, if you have questions, call me on my cell.  This soiree will begin around 5:00 and will end when people stop coming.  Please bring an appetizer or a beverage of your choice.  I hope to see you sometime on Saturday.  Susan K.

 

 

Many people who know Jimmy Hamamoto know that he moved to Boston in 1996. The KRCL family may not know that he and his partner, John Reeves are planning to be married on July 23 in Boston. I am hosting a reception at my home on Saturday, July 10th from 5:00 pm - on. We will have a videocam set up so people can record good wishes and thoughts for Jimmy and John. People can call me at 463-2673, or just show up at 623 E. Garfield Ave. on Saturday, July 10, after 5:00 p.m. Bring an appetizer, salad or dessert to share. I hope to see you there Susan K.

I responded “Dr. John Reeves was Vice Chair of the Gay and Lesbian Community Council of Utah in 1988, and co founder of Beyond Stonewall a Gay and Lesbian Weekend Retreat held at Camp Rogers. He now teaches sociology courses at Bunker Hill College in Mass. Jimmy Hamamoto was vice president of Lesbian and Gay Student Union at the U of U in 1979 and was a member of the Sacred Faeries from 1990-1995, a Gay men's spiritual path founded in SLC in 1989. He was a host of several obscure music programs on KRCL for over 10 years. Jimmy is heavily involved in reanimating the Radical Faerie movement of Boston.)

10 July 2004 Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgender Community Center of Utah hosted 2nd  GAY, LESBIAN, BISEXUAL, AND TRANSGENDER  Town Hall Meeting with 50 attending.

 

Isabel Sanford, American actress (b. 1917)

 

11 July 2004 Sunday

Lisa Welte York wrote: Hello,How are you doing? My mom said you stopped by and she was very surprised to see you!! She said it was a GREAT surprise!!!!! I live in Alaska now. I have been here 5 years in Nov.

How is everything with you? If you would like to see a pic of me all grownup you can look at my profile on yahoo. I was sorry to hear that your dad had passed! I hope that June is doing good. How are your sisters doing? It is crazy how time gets away from us! Well I just wanted to touch base with you. I hope to hear from you soon!!!! Take Care and Be Good!!!!

I replied: Hi Lisa I hope life is treating you good. Alaska must be fantastic.. I am living in Salt Lake City and teaching school. Dad went really fast. Had a stroke he was gone before he hit the ground. He was 79 yrs. old.

Your Mom and Dad are exactly 10 yrs. younger then Mom and Dad. Mom is still trying to adjust. She has back troubles like your mom. 

Charline is staying with her in Palmdale. Donna is living in Yucaipa out by San Bernardino. It was good to see your Mom and she didn't recognize me I had to say I was Jr. Williams LOL 

Well I am 53 years old and don't think I've seen your folks since I moved away in 1973. I have a few old pictures of Cathy and Frankie when your folks lived on Dale Street. When I get home I will email copies to you.

I met April. She's a pretty  girl and could tell by looking at her she was Cathy's dau.

Just wanted to let your Mom and Dad know about Dad. Please keep in touch even if just in your email address book to let me know how your Mom and Dad and your kin are doing. Take care Ben (Junior) Williams

 

 

12 July 2004 Monday

Mike Cronin of  The Salt Lake Tribune reported; 'Queers Kick Ash' campaign loses state funding- The Gay Lesbian Bisexual Transgender Community Center of Utah has distributed a variety of incentives at activities promoting anti-smoking awareness among the gay community. The program recently lost government funding.

For eight months, the "Queers Kick Ash" campaign hummed along, spreading its anti-tobacco message to Utah's gay and lesbian community with help from a state grant.

During that time, records show the Utah Department of Health routinely approved and funded promotional materials -- posters, banners, T-shirts, newspaper ads, even a Web site -- for the campaign by the Gay Lesbian Bisexual Transgender Community Center of Utah.

Then, in mid-May, several students were disciplined at Hillcrest High for wearing "Queers Kick Ash" T-shirts. A few weeks later, the Health Department yanked the funding – an expected $200,000 over the next two years -- and the anti-tobacco campaign fizzled. Ever since then, the community center has wondered why it lost the funding.

"We've made phone calls, mailed letters and sent faxes – and nothing," said Tami Marquardt, the center's acting executive director. "They haven't had the courtesy or the public decency to give us an answer. I don't know why they won't talk to anyone if this is all aboveboard. This is nothing but a homophobic cover-up. It's discrimination, pure and simple."

For its part, the Health Department -- in a June 1 letter from Heather Borski, manager of the department's Tobacco Prevention and Control Program -- maintains that it opted not to renew the center's grant to "prevent the anti-tobacco health message from being overshadowed by unrelated advocacy activity."

Richard Milton, the department's deputy director, and two department spokeswomen would not define "unrelated advocacy activity." "Our statement speaks for itself," Milton said Friday. "It's a question of interpretation."

In a statement released June 11, department officials said the anti-tobacco project's "use of sexually related messages . . . was inconsistent with the department's general approach to addressing tobacco use."

Again, Milton could not provide specific examples of "sexually related messages" used in the center's campaign. He did say, however, that "the whole issue is sexually related because the group represents a certain sexual preference."

Milton conceded that the controversy caused by the center's "provocative" messages has Health Department officials re-examining why they initially awarded the center the first of three potential $100,000-a-year grants. "I can't get into that," he said. "I can just say there's a discussion going on about why it happened."

Through a records request, The Salt Lake Tribune obtained hundreds of documents about the relationship between the Health Department and the center.

Spokeswoman Jana Kettering said the department could not provide at least three months of pertinent e-mails because they had been destroyed -- a possible violation of Utah's public records laws.

Even so, the records released show that many department officials knew precisely how the center was spending its anti-tobacco funding. Quarterly reports and expense reimbursement forms dating back to October specifically mention "Queers Kick Ash" as the name of the anti-tobacco campaign. Documents also show that department officials routinely approved not only the "Queers Kick Ash" moniker but also the expenses incurred for materials and events using that name. In one entry, a Health Department official praised the campaign's Web site: "I checked out the site, queerskickash.org. It looks great."

Some documents depict visual representations of various ways the "Queers Kick Ash" logo would be used, how it would be displayed and what it would look like. Not once in the documents did department officials object to or suggest changes to the center's anti-tobacco approach -- until mid-May.

Milton said staff members below the executive level had approved the campaign slogans and materials during the eight months without upper-level officials' knowledge.

Marquardt maintains the "Queers Kick Ash" name became a problem only after the Hillcrest incident made headlines. Milton acknowledged the incident contributed to the department's policy revision, but also said that the attention was not directly responsible for the change in department practices. He added that, to his knowledge, the gay-lesbian center is the only one among roughly 20 organizations receiving anti-tobacco money from the state that did not earn a grant renewal.

That frustrates Marquardt and her staff. "We offered to recraft our message and do whatever they wanted, but it was a no-go."

 

13 July 2004 Tuesday

I drove back home from Palmdale today. I left early in the morning and was hope by 8 this evening when I read this email exchange.

2004 Brandon Burt to Mandy Racer: I was thinking Ben could talk about different gay enclaves or "ghettos" that may have sprung up in Salt Lake's past -- I think the idea is that unlike in other cities, Salt Lake has never had a real, thriving gay ghetto, but there have been small enclaves where gay people have started to gather which have quickly become gentrified or in which a lot of new, small businesses have sprung up. There is still some controversy regarding how the Mormons will lock gays and lesbians out of downtown. Why is the city council not using one of the best tools it has at its disposal to revitalize the downtown area?

There is a philosophical component to the piece as well, though – is "ghettoization" a good thing or a bad thing for the community? In some ways, it looks like a stage that gay/lesbian communities go through in other cities, and then later (as in SF) the community leaves the ghetto and becomes more dispersed throughout the general community. Still, forming those gay-borhoods represents a gathering of power, and often concentrates gay/lesbian voting power enough that the community finds representation in local governments. Keeping gays divided up throughout the entire valley is really kind of a gerrymandering of the gay vote. Could there even be a conspiracy afoot to keep us from forming a real, vibrant ghetto here?

Mandy Racer wrote to me : Hi Ben, Brandon [Burt] gave me your name in connection with a story about "gay ghettos." He thought you might have some historical information about gay enclaves in neighborhoods in Utah's past. The angle is "where are our ghettos?" and would we want them? I've pasted Brandon's idea about the article below. Let me know what you think. My schedule is good only in the evenings, and Brandon is giving me until Thursday to pump this sucker out. If we can do this by email, that is fine also, but phone is good as well. This is my work email address; if you reply, please cc to my home address: MandyQ@comcast.net. Let me know what you think... Thanks so much!

I wrote back to Mandy Racer, regarding a Metro Cover Story. “I was in California when you emailed and just returned today. Certain areas of Salt Lake City always had higher concentration of Gay men especially Third East and 1st South where the Blue Mouse and Cosmic Aeroplane were in business. Some apartment buildings downtown often became predominantly Gay by word of mouth.

The Ben Albert Apartments is a good example of that. The SLC Gay ghetto in the 1970's to late 1980's was from the lower Avenues to about 5th South, 2nd East to about 7th East. After 7th east you were in the University area.

  Gays moved into the Lower Avenues in the mid 70's when it was mostly drug and hippy and began to gentrify the area much like the Marmalade area of the 1990's. 9th and 9th became a Mecca in the mid 1980's when Cahoots opened and the Tower had Rocky Horror Shows. 

Many Lesbians bought homes in the south Salt Lake area and often on the same street. Milton Street was very Lesbian. Women being nesters often bought homes while Gay men lived a more transient life style moving from Apartment to Apartment.

The Ghetto was mainly an area in which you could walk or ride your bike. We were not a real Ghetto with Gay Businesses but merely a concentration of a Gay populace.

The Rodeo Association of course lived out in rural SL County.

SLC tenant laws before the 1990's stated that only one single individual could occupy a one bed room apartment. Gays lived in fear of being kicked out their apartments if two were caught living in the same apartment.

I noticed in the late 1980's the beginning of an outward migration as Gay and Lesbian couples began buying houses in West Valley and such because they were so cheap. Also as more apartments were built that were two bedrooms or more outside of downtown there became a mass exodus as people could now have room mates.

 We use to debate the concept of Ghetto in various support groups during the 1980's. Those who read Mayor of Castro Street and understood the importance of the Castro for Gays in SF to achieve political power supported the Ghetto concept. In the mid 1970's there was even a movement to take over Alpine County in California as a Gay county.

Gay communes and Lesbian Communes were important for building self-esteem and creating an identity. The Lesbian community identified with 20 Jacob Rue on 8th South and I think 4th East for much of the early 1980's. It was a bookstore, coop, and feminist support center.

 I did a lecture on Building Community at the Mountain and Deseret State Conference in 1989 and the concept was that empowerment came in the form of identifying with and supporting a community.

We use to talk in terms of the Gay Community. I don't think the term has any relevancy anymore.  Many younger people hardly identify with being Gay let alone being included in a community. Metrosexual and all that.

When I lived at the Juel Apartment on 6th East from 1986-1989 there were 18 apts and 12 of them were filled with Gay men. We use to run up the stairs in underwear like we were in a dorm rather than an apartment building. LOL I should be home in the morning if you need some specific info phone Sincerely Ben Williams

Ben, You're fantastic. Thanks so much for taking the time to send me such a thorough response. I do have a couple of questions (and I will call you later when I get off work to save you from typing another essay if you'd rather not): You mentioned the name 20 Jacob Rue and called it a coop. What's a coop? And this was in SLC? Are the Ben Albert apartments still in business and still mainly gay? Also, what do you think about the negative connotations associated with the word "ghetto"? I've talked to some people within the community who hate the term and refuse its use. What do you think?

Coming, as you seem to do, from a political history and a personal association with the word (was the word "ghetto" itself used in these support groups during the 80's?), I would love your opinion on this.  Again, thanks so much. I will call later today if I don't hear from you. ~Mandy Racer

 

14 July 2004 Wedesday

Don't Amend Alliance held first Volunteer Training

 

16 July 2004 Friday

the Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgender Community Center of Utah reopens after a temporary closure. All

employees were told to reapply for their positions.

 

18 July 2004 Club Try-Angles celebrated its 2nd anniversary.

 

22 July 2004 Thursday

The House will vote TODAY sometime between 1 - 2:30pm, Thursday July 22, on H.R. 3313, the so-called "Marriage Protection Act."  This is a sneak attack on the  GAY, LESBIAN, BISEXUAL, AND TRANSGENDER  community - proponents of the bill think that nobody is paying attention, since the Federal Marriage Amendment failed so spectacularly last week in the Senate.  It is crucial that we show Representatives that we ARE paying attention to their vote. PLEASE call Representative Jim Matheson RIGHT NOW, before you do anything else today - and then send this message to others in your community.

Rep. Matheson's phone number is:  (202) 225-3011  Here's what you should say:  "My name is <YOUR NAME> and I am a constituent of Representative Matheson's.  I am calling to urge him/her to vote AGAINST H.R. 3313, the Marriage Protection Act.  This bill would undermine the Supreme Court as well as other federal courts - it's simply un-American to try to deny an entire group of citizens their day in court.    Can you tell me how Representative Matheson will vote?"

Then e-mail field@hrc.org to tell us how the staff member says Representative Matheson will vote on the Marriage Protection Act. Thank you for your immediate action!

 

23 July 2004 Friday

Former SLC activists to marry in Massachusetts  Many people who know Jimmy Hamamoto know that he moved to Boston in 1996. The KRCL family may not know that he and his partner, John Reeves are planning to be married on July 23 in Boston.

 

24 July 2004 Saturday

SU GAY, LESBIAN, BISEXUAL, AND TRANSGENDER CC held a Days of '47 BBQ fundraiser to raise money for 501c3. SU GAY, LESBIAN, BISEXUAL, AND TRANSGENDER CC Board members are. Aimee M. Selfridge (also known as Little Aimee), Amie M. Whipple (also known as Momma Amie or Amie Marie), and Lisa Lake (formerly Lisa Barney).

2004 The Amie's of Southern Utah Gay and Lesbian Community Center held fund raiser to raise money for registering their 501c3. “We have a lawyer who will do it, but we have to pay all the filing costs...about $300, so we have to come up with it somehow.”

2004  Dr. John Reeves PhD former resident of Utah and cofounder of Beyond Stonewall married Jimmy Hamamoto, former KRCL disc jockey and member of Utah’s Sacred Faeries are married at Boston City Hall, Massachusetts on the 23rd with a reception on July 24th in the backyard of the "Oldest House in Cambridge", Massachusetts. “I am hosting a reception at my home on Saturday, July 10th from 5:00 pm - on. We will have a videocam set up so people can record good wishes and thoughts for Jimmy and John. People can call me at or just show up on Saturday, July 10, after 5:00 p.m. Bring an appetizer, salad or dessert to share. I hope to see you there Susan K.” (USHS Note-Dr. John Reeves was Vice Chair of the Gay and Lesbian Community Council of Utah in 1988, and co founder of Beyond Stonewall a Gay and Lesbian Weekend Retreat held at Camp Rogers. He now teaches sociology courses at Bunker Hill College in Mass. Jimmy Hamamoto was vice president of Lesbian and Gay Student Union at the U of U in 1979 and was a member of the Sacred Faeries from 1990-1995, a Gay men's spiritual path founded in SLC in 1989. He was a host of several obscure music programs on KRCL for over 10 years. Jimmy is heavily involved in reanimating the Radical Faerie movement of Boston

 

26 July 2004 Monday

From Elaine Clark of KUER : Dear Ben, Craig Miller suggested I speak with you about the history of the gay community in Utah. RadioWest would like to focus on this topic tomorrow, July 27. Craig suggested that you have written on the topic, and would be able to give us a lot of great information about the past. Please contact me as soon as you get this e-mail. My phone number is 801-581-7781.

Subject: KUER to do talk show on Utah Lambda History  RadioWest will be presenting The History of the Lambda Community in Utah tomorrow at 11:00 and replayed again at 7:00. Among those invited to participate is Ben Williams director of the Utah Stonewall Historical Society and columnist for The Salt Lake Metro.

'KUER presents RadioWest weekdays live at 11:00am and replayed 7:00pm.RadioWest is an hour-long conversation about ideas ranging from arts and culture to history and politics. The interview format allows host Doug Fabrizio to explore topics in-depth with local and national experts. Listeners are invited to join the conversation by phone or by e-mail.

KUER FM 90 is a public radio station licensed to the University of Utah in Salt Lake City. KUER is affiliated with the two major public radio networks in the U.S., National Public Radio (NPR) and Public Radio International. We broadcast 24 hours a day, with news and jazz throughout the week, and a range of information and entertainment programs on the weekends.'

 

 

26 July 2004

The Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgender Community Center of Utah hired Chad Beyer who has an extensive social justice background as the new Executive Director.

2004 Subject: KUER to do talk show on Utah Lambda RadioWest will be presenting The History of the Lambda Community in Utah tomorrow at 11:00 and replayed again at 7:00. Among those invited to participate is Ben Williams director of the Utah Stonewall Historical Society and columnist for The Salt Lake Metro. 'KUER presents RadioWest weekdays live at 11:00am and replayed 7:00pm. RadioWest is an hour-long conversation about ideas ranging from arts and culture to history and politics. The interview format allows host Doug Fabrizio to explore topics in-depth with local and national experts.Listeners are invited to join the conversation by phone or by e-mail. KUER FM 90 is a public radio station licensed to the University of Utah in Salt Lake City. KUER is affiliated with the two major public radio networks in the U.S., National Public Radio (NPR) and Public Radio International. We broadcast 24 hours a day, with news and jazz throughout the week, and a range of information and entertainment programs on the weekends.'

 

27 July 2004 Tuesday

My cousin John Johnson wrote me: “hi there- sure made for some interesting reading appreciate your sending it to us. mom and dad read all too. i sent it all on to Chris too. really thought the tidbit about the dna passed on thru the male heirs was something i had never heard. hope you are back up to speed after the flu? guess it won’t be long till school starts again-think it starts here about the middle of august. well better git  mom bout has lunch ready. bye—john

2004 UTAH GAY NEWSLETTERS AND PAPERS 1975 The Gayzette editor- Babs de Lay 1976-The Gayzette's name to The Salt Lick editor Babs DeLay 1977-1978 The Open Door - Editor Ray Hencke 1978- 1979 The Open Door (Rocky Mountain Open Door), publisher Joseph Dover bought The Open Door for $500 from the board of Trustees of the Gay Service and used the appellation of "R. Spike Joseph". 1979-The Open Door editor- Michael Perry 1979 -1985-The Women Aware Newsletter published anonymously by Lesbians although most noticeable were "Marilyn, Nancy and Terri." 1979-1981-The Open Door editor Rev. Robert Waldrop, pastor of MCC 1981-1982-Gay Community News editor Michael Aaron 1984-1985 The Salt City Source Editor "Shar", and publisher Laura L. Ferreira 1984- 1985-The Up Front a project of Gay Community, a non-profit Utah Corporation incorporated David Nelson Editor 1985- The Community Reporter, published by Gay Community Inc. with Michael Aaron and David Nelson, editor and publisher 1985-The Best Source, published by the Utah Community Services Center and Clinic. Editor "Michelle Cheney " whose real name is Michelle Beauchaine 1986-1987-Triangle Magazine Editor-Scott Dunn 1987- 1990-Triangle Community Digest-Editor & Publisher Satu Servigna 1989-Angles-editor Chad Kellar and Bobby Childers 1990-1993 The Bridge -Publisher and Editor are Alice Hart and Becky Moorman 1990-1991 Queer Fucker's `Zine- Publisher Queer Nation Utah 1991-1995 Womyn's Community News' - publisher and editor Kathy Worthington 1991-1993 The Salt And Sage, publishers Sacred Faeries 1992-1993- Out Front Review publishers Ron Shelby and Randy Richardson 1993-The Pillar of the Mehn's Community, Uranian Publishers-editors Ben Williams; Brandon Creer 1993-1995 The Pillar, Uranian Publishers -Brandon Creer, editor 1993-1997 The Center of Attention, publisher The Utah Stonewall Center 1995-1996 The Pillar, Uranian Publishers- Kim Russo, editor 1995-1997-The Labrys, Publishers Dina and Whitney Hannah 1996-1997 The Pillar , Uranian Publishers -Todd Dayley, editor 1997-2000- The Xchange-Kim Russo editor 1998-Present- The Pillar, Publisher and editor Todd Dayley 2003 Women 4 Women Publisher, Happy Mediums-editor Janice Eberhardt 2004 The Salt Lake City METRO Publisher Michael Aaron Editor Brandon Burt

Hi Historians, I would like to offer one spelling correction to the Utah Gay Newsletters and Papers. The 2003 publication is correctly spelled Womyn 4 Women. Thank you for keeping our history. Best regards, Janice Janice Eberhardt, editor/publisher Womyn 4 Women

 

28 July 2004 Wednesday

2004 De-Classified FBI Records; A Treasure Trove for Gay Historians By John Emery Reading thru the 150 pages of de-classified FBI surveillance records of the Gay Activists Alliance, I have been able to learn who some of the major players were in the early gay rights movement. My research involved finding the earlier origins for the First National March on Washington in 1979. These efforts have been hampered by the absolute lack of historical records in some cases and the lack of on-line archives in others. Some of the best sources have been recorded interviews with the few remaining survivors (bless you IN THE LIFE) and FBI records. The karmic payback of J Edgar Hoover's homophobia and obsession with the "radical" homosexuals who insisted on "coming out", was the exhaustive records left for today's gay historians. Perhaps J Edgar and Roy Cohen are rolling in their fire pits of hell, knowing that we have hundreds of documents laying out who, what, where, how and why of our early gay history. For the makers and keepers of these early activist records, came possible consequences comparable to today's kiddy-porn collectors. Many of the 1940's and 1950's gay activists were Marxists. The 1950's McCarthy witch-hunts cleared the ranks of these "pinko commie fags" and it wasn't until the mid 1960's that the socialist gay movement picked up steam again. The activists need for secrecy combined with J Edgar and Roytoy Cohen's obsessions gave us heretofore missing gaps in our history. Thanks to the efforts of the FBI, we now know of more people deserving of honor, in the gay annals of history. Amongst others, the COINTELPRO surveillance programs in the 1960's and 1970's included the Black Civil Rights movement, the anti-war movement and the women's movement; including the efforts to pass ERA. These investigations followed the women who later served in the post-ERA lesbian and gay movement, who were our experienced backbone from the mid 1970's. The FBI was concerned that the defeat of ERA would cause a radical backlash. This backlash, they feared, would manifest thru the lesbian and gay movement, in the form of riots and domestic terrorism. Their fears are laughable in today's perspective and are worthy of an epic comedy, or at least a Mad-TV skit (visualize J Edgar Hoover in Islamic drag, spying on drag queens and lipstick lesbians for make-up tips, pretending it's for Homeland Security). In 1965, a tradition started of lesbians and gays marching on July 4th in Philadelphia, the city of love. These peaceful, respectful and quick marches were some of the early roots for the first national march on Washington. It was at these marches where people risked arrest, incarceration and hospitalization for their courage; not to mention jobs, homes and family. July 4th of 2005 will mark the 40th anniversary of these early first marches. These more known events are contrasted with the FBI's intelligence, which include later obscure events, including a little sit-in on July 30, 1971. According to FBI records, 170 people demonstrated at City Hall in Bridgeport Conn., a soiree organized by the Kalos Society-Gay Liberation. Personally, I probably would never have heard of this little ACT-UP grandpa, if it weren't for J Edgar's obsessive need to know what his fellow gays were wearing after  Memorial Day. Another little factoid revealed in the de-classified records, concern the FBI's worries that gays would try and disrupt the Republican and Democratic National Conventions in 1972. Imagine all that time wasted in 1972, following gay activists while G Gordon Liddy and his gang from CREEP (their own acronym for the Committee to Re-elect the President), were breaking into nearby Watergate offices. Makes you wonder how much time the FBI is wasting on simliar "Curve Balls" of intelligence in 2004; with the gays all in a twitter over constitutional amendments banning their basic human rights and all. What laws, currently being violated by today's CREEP, are being ignored while the FBI worries obout gays disrupting the 2004 Republican and Democratic Conventions? Perhaps the de- classified files 20 years from now will be able to fill-in gaps in our present sloppy recording of gay history. Today, the Christian-hate mouthpieces in Congress warn of "The Dangers to National Security of Homosexuals Destroying the Sacred Institution of Marriage" while Rep. Nancy Pelosi points out the immediate and real threat to national security, the Bin Laden network. Yet again, our country's surveillance systems are given backseat to Christian-hate politicians. Meanwhile, the hate- Christians are probably slipping by the incompetent FBI, once again. For these and other tid-bits, the Freedom of Information Act official website is a treasure trove of gay history. To J Edgar Hoover, wherever you're rolling, my wigs and heels are off to you. It's too bad they didn't bury you in your favorite drag outfit; because every good drag queen, worth her tips, ALWAYS wears flame retardant wigs and pantyhose - dahling.

© John Emery, All Rights Reserved

USHS Note: http://foia.fbi.gov/ is the website for Freedom of Information Site...for all you radical Lambda activists from the 70's and 80's check out if you have a file on you. A former co founder of the Gay and Lesbian Historical Society of Utah always insisted that he did. The LDS Church uses a lot of ex-FBI agents in their Church Security headquarters (formerly known as the DANITE Den- I am only joking! Don't kill me). For those who only read this site for some dirt, the first FBI agent convicted of treason was a Mormon who was committing adultery with a Russia Spy. I thought it was suppose to be only Gays who couldn't be trusted for security clearances because they might get black mailed HA! All is Well!

 

29 July 2004 Thursday

Utah Bear Alliance Meeting tonight All, What a great thing is happening here. The Utah Bear Alliance is well over 50 members now and continuing to grow. We hope more would like to come and join us in some great activities and service

projects.

I would like to stress that YOU DONT HAVE TO BE A MEMBER to come to our meetings and activities. We invite you ALL. We just hope that once you come and see the fun we are having, you'll want to join the group and help contribute to a great organization.

Why Join...you ask? Well many positive things come from being a member of the U.B.A. Being a member shows your driven to building unity within a group of men that represents building of brotherhood and service to the gay community. So many great things are to come from the group with activities, participation in the gay community at large through service and co-sponsoring of events as well as helping build the international brotherhood of Bears.

We are having our Monthly Membership Meeting at 7 pm at the Black Box Theatre at the Gay & Lesbian Center ( GAY, LESBIAN, BISEXUAL, AND TRANSGENDER  Community Center of Utah) and invite you all to come and help us grow stronger. Afterwards, we have our Bear Growler, and great meet and greet, at Club 161 (a private club for members). Another great time to be spent by all. So Come Join US!

AND A GREAT BIG THANK YOU...to all the Bears who have joined and

made our group such a success. YOU ARE ALL GREAT! Take Care and see you soon, The UBA Board.

 

30 July 2004 Friday

I wrote my neiece Denise Wachs: Denise, I have paid your delinquent fee of $358.01 so you are current. Your next payment is due August 13 for $92.67. The lady said you have not made a payment since December.

I am very, very upset. I would never have co-signed your loan if I knew that I was going to be responsible for it.

I had to pay to bring James home from that fiasco and with the $100 I gave him that was nearly $300 I am out. I helped you out last year by paying the loan until you were settled. Gave you money to move to Virginia and paid for your plane ticket for Dad's funeral.

I was happy to do that but enough is enough.  I wanted to send your mother some money in August but that is not possible now. 

Denise I am not going to pay another dime on your loan. It is not my responsibility but yours. If you default on it the loan will attach itself to my house and I will be responsible for it.  I don't know where you are spending your money but $95 a month does not seem unreasonable for you to pay for your education.

I want you and Cody to secure a loan to pay off Sallie Mae and take me off as a co-signer. I know what hard times are. I have been through plenty of them and while now I am getting by I am not made out of money. Disappointed Uncle Jr.

2004 Glen Warchol, Salt Lake Tribune Business Desk reporter, did a nice write up on Salt Lake Metro. The print version has a great picture of Michael Aaron holding the blow-up of the inaugural issue.

Ogden historian Val Holley wrote me: Dear Ben, You recently posted your year-by-year queer history of Utah, which included the 1974 opening of the first gay bar in Ogden, Sweetwater, by Helen Runnels. In Thursday's (July 29) Ogden Standard-Examiner, there was an obituary for 47-year-old Jay Dee Runnels, who is survived by his mother, Helen.  The family apparently now lives in Downey, Idaho.  I think it's highly likely this is the same Helen Runnels.  Did you ever meet her?  I'm interested because I'm a native of Weber County and grew up in Ogden.  But of course, was totally unaware of Sweetwater when it existed. Best, Val Holley

 

 

31 July 2004 Don't Amend Alliance's "Out Against Amendment 3" Kick-

off Party. Volunteers on hand to educate and inform people about the

 

 

 

 

August

1 August 2004

Utah's delegation to the Democratic National Convention had one of the highest participation levels in the nation of openly Gay and Lesbian members. Utah was identified as one of only three states with more than a 10 percent Gay delegates. Three of the 29 Utahns were Gay or Lesbian.

 

2 August 2004

Club Panini and Salt Lake Metro presented Gay Speed Dating Tonight, 7pm  at Club Panini Do as many 5-minute dates as you can. Complete a form of who you would like to spend MORE time with. If you both match, you'll get each other's contact info.

Great fun at a great new space. Club Panini is at the Wells Fargo Building above the KUTV Studios, 299 South Main Street. Free appetizer from the bar. Separate smoking room. Indoor and outdoor seating. $2 Drafts Come on by and snag a boyfriend!

 

 

6 August 2004

A joint press release from all Utah Attorney General candidates opposed Amendment 3 " because proposed Amendment 3 goes far beyond simply defining marriage and would prove unnecessarily hurtful to many Utahns and their families, we oppose the amendment."

 

9 August 2004 Monday

Donald Steward announced a training session for people interested in learning how to use Benefits Check Up (an online program created by the National Council on Aging for seniors/low income folks that checks information against 1500 federal, state and local entitlement programs).

If you work with GLBT seniors or are interested in GLBT senior issues, this is an important no-cost training opportunity. It will be held at the AARP office at 6975 Union Park Center in Midvale, Suite 320 from  6.30PM to 8.30PM. Please RSVP so we can tailor the catering and numbers of materials needed. If you need information, contact Donald Steward.

My name is Chris Wharton and I am the Volunteer Coordinator for Rep. Jackie Biskupski's Re-election Campaign. We are looking for volunteers to help us walk door-to-door all over her district starting next week on this schedule

Aug. 9-Monday: 5:30-7:30 p.m.

Aug. 11-Wednesday: 5:30-7:30 p.m.

Aug. 12-Thursday: 5:30-7:30 p.m.

Aug. 14-Saturday: 10:00 a.m.-12:00 p.m.

If you do not know Jackie, here is some information about her: She is the State Representative for the area around Westminster (Legislative District 30) She is a Democrat, an environmentalist, and is the only openly-gay legislator in the state. I have known her for a while and she has been given numerous awards for public advocacy, open government, education, GLBT issues, women's rights, etc.

2004 FAY WRAY King Kong's 'queen', Fay Wray, dies at 96 August 9 2004  In Answer to Dr. Frankenfurter's question in The Rocky Picture Show, "What Ever Happened to Fay Wray, that delicate Satin draped dame?", here is the sad news. King Kong's 'queen', Fay Wray, dies at 96 The actress initially resisted, but then embraced the attention she received for the role By Claudia Luther Los Angeles Times Fay Wray, who screamed her way into movie history as the apple of King Kong's eye, has died. She was 96. Wray died Sunday night at her home in New York City, according to Rick McKay, a close friend. No cause of death was reported. ''She was fairly active up until the end,'' said McKay, who directed the documentary ''Broadway: The Golden Age,'' which included an interview with Wray. Her last public appearance was at the New York premiere of the film in June. Wray was already a silent screen and talkie star when at age 25 she was cast by director Merian Cooper as Ann Darrow - aka ''the girl'' - in the 1933 film ''King Kong.'' Although she made about 80 movies, her fame as a co-star to a giant ape - she referred to her unrequited lover simply as ''Kong'' - far outlasted the notoriety she got from her films with the pantheon of Hollywood's leading men, including Gary Cooper, Ronald Colman, Cary Grant and Spencer Tracy. For many years, Wray resisted the attention that came to her for her role opposite her ''tallest, darkest leading man.'' But Wray eventually embraced ''King Kong'' with good humor. ''I'm liking it better now than I did in the beginning, when it seemed to me that it was not Shakespeare,'' she told an interviewer in 1994. She called the movie ''my greeting card'' and said that everyone - even Shakespearean actor Laurence Olivier - grilled her about how one of the greatest special-effects movies was made. Well into her later years, Wray continued to travel to film events here and abroad where she was feted as the ''scream queen,'' although she remained surprised by the accolades she got for a performance that she hardly considered acting. ''I yelled every time they said, 'Yell,' '' she said of the role, for which she was paid 10,000 for 10 weeks' work -- good pay for Hollywood in

 

the Depression. RKO Pictures got more than its money's worth - the movie grossed nearly $90,000 in its first four days, a fortune at a time when movie tickets were 15 cents. What's more, Wray recorded some of her sensuous moans and shrieks for the studio, which were later used in other horror films. After ''King Kong'' found a new generation of fans when it became regular fare on black-and-white TV in the 1950s, Wray cheerily succumbed to her fate and even made a tribute to the lovesick gorilla in her 1989 biography, On the One Hand (the title is a playful tribute to the film in which Kong clenches her in his paw). In an open letter to King Kong, she said, ''To speak of me is to think of you. To speak to me is often a prelude to questions about you.'' The book party for her autobiography was held at the Empire State Building, the skyscraper that the ape scaled in order to rescue his writhing beauty from the flash-bulb popping crowd of journalists who were chasing him. His great power weakened by love, unable to swat away the pesky airplanes that were attacking him, King Kong finally falls to his death. ''The final scene is really moving, where Kong is shot as he stands on the Empire State Building, and clutches his breast, but then stretches out his hand to where I am,'' she told an interviewer 1998. ''A great piece of acting from that little fellow.'' And Wray did mean little - although King Kong was several stories high in the film, he was in reality 18 inches of cloth, metal and rubber brought to life by special-effects genius Willis O'Brien. The only part of the monster that actually was big was the 6-foot- long arm and paw.

 

Confessions of an old queen. When I was a little boy I wanted to be Fay Wray when I grew up and have some hairy ape maul and adore me too! Okay I know I have a fixation with Fay Wray who just recently died, but according to a SLTribune reporter she did have a Salt Lake City Connection. Vulture: Wray's SLC roots, a misspelling hoot and Mitt's bare-naked truth By Brandon Griggs Salt Lake Tribune Columnist Wray's pre-monkey days: Did you know that original "King Kong" actress Fay Wray, who died Aug. 8, spent much of her childhood in Salt Lake City? According to her 1989 autobiography, On The Other Hand, Wray lived in Utah with her family from about 1913 to about 1922, when the then-14-year-old moved to Hollywood. The book even lists two of Wray's Salt Lake City addresses. Being curious, I checked them out last week. Nobody was home at the small,wood-frame house at 814 Sherman Ave., which Wray's family rented for $12 a month. So I drove over to the brick bungalow at 236 Hampton Ave., where Wray once rode a pet horse up and down the street. Current resident Isaac Wolfe had no clue a famous actress once lived in his home. Nor did he know exactly who Fay Wray was. "She does sound kind of familiar," said the young man. I had better luck with next-door neighbor Eve Serenko. "She's the one with the gorilla? On the Empire State Building? That's something," said the elderly woman. But Serenko seemed miffed at the boorish suggestion (mine) that she might remember seeing her famous neighbor. "That's before my time," she sniffed. "And I'm 80."

2004 Dear All, On Monday August 9th, there will be a training session for people interested in learning how to use Benefits Check Up (an online program created by the National Council on Aging for seniors/low income folks that checks information against 1500 federal, state and local entitlement programs). If you work with GLBT seniors or are interested in GLBT senior issues, this is an important no-cost training opportunity. It will be held at the AARP office at 6975 Union Park Center in Midvale, Suite 320 from 6.30PM to 8.30PM. Please RSVP so we can tailor the catering and numbers of materials needed. If you need information, contact Donald Steward at 597-9844.

 

2004 We need to do all we can to make sure Jackie get's re-elected!!! Mike Picardi. Hello, My name is Chris Wharton and I am the Volunteer Coordinator for Rep. Jackie Biskupski's Re-election Campaign. We are looking for volunteers to help us walk door-to-door all over her district starting next week on this schedule Aug. 9-Monday: 5:30-7:30 p.m. Aug. 11-

 

Jackie Biskupski

 Wednesday: 5:30-7:30 p.m. Aug. 12-Thursday: 5:30-7:30 p.m. Aug. 14-Saturday: 10:00 a.m.-12:00 p.m. If you do not know Jackie, here is some information about her: She is the State Representative for the area around Westminster (Legislative District 30). She is a Democrat, an environmentalist, and is the only openly-gay legislator in the state. I have known her for a while and she has been given numerous awards for public advocacy, open government, education, GLBT issues, women's rights, etc. For more info, you can visit her web site. If you can't or don't want to, that's cool. But, if you are interested, please call me or e-mail me ASAP and I will give you the details. I hope to hear from you soon! Thanks, Chris Wharton P.S. Please forward this to someone who may be interested.

 

13 August 2004 Friday

A memorial service for Jay Bell, Gay LDS historian, was held as part of the Sunstone Symposium. Affirmation has Jay's research and published articles on a CD for a minimum donation of ten dollars.

August 13 – Julia Child, American chef (b. 1912)[142]

14 August 2004 Saturday

Willy Marshall

 2004 Utah Stonewall Historical Society Community Forum-“Strange as it may seem, the little polygamous founded town of Big Water has the only openly Gay mayor to my knowledge in the Western States. Willy Marshall, a native of Bountiful, is a member of the Libertarian party and in the late 1980's or early 1990's converted the community founded by Alex Joseph to Libertarian principles.  Big Water is north of Page, AZ near Glen Canyon Dam, just inside the Utah border.-{Ben Williams] –

“A big Howdy and hugs to Ben and everybody at USHS, Yep, strange but true. I hope to get up to SL sometime when you are having a meeting. I don't mind small town life so much, but I do miss being around gay people! So I get out of town as often as I can to go to SL or Phoenix or anywhere! A reporter was here from the SL Tribune yesterday and is going to do a story on me and the town, so watch for that in the Trib within the next week. Actually, I'm not the only gay mayor that I've heard of in the West, but I haven't met any of the others yet. The recent mayor of Tempe AZ was openly gay, named Giuliano, I think. He didn't run for re-election. And I've heard the mayor of the little town of Mancos, in southwestern Colorado, is gay, but I haven't been over there to meet him yet. [Willy Marshall]-

“In the "western states"??!? California, Oregon, and Washington have several LGBT mayors, including my own town of Santa Cruz; our mayor is a very out bisexual woman. John Laird, who lives two blocks from me, was the first openly gay person to be elected mayor in the US, here in Santa Cruz in the early 80s. John is now in the House of Representatives, doing a great job fighting for Queer rights. And he's about the nicest, most honest person I've ever met! [Connell O’Donovan]

“By Western states I meant the Desert and Mountain States as in the old Desert and Mountain Conference: Wyoming, Colorado, New Mexico, Arizona, Idaho and Utah. I believe Oregon Washington and California are considered as part of the Pacific Conference. Thanks Willy for clarifying that there are indeed more than just you! [Ben Williams]

16 August 2004 Monday

My Aunt Marie Williams wrote: Hi how are you feeling?  Have you started school.  Our schools opened for the students last Wed.  This lady I know has 29 in her class and was going to get more so she will have 34 0r 35.  I think that is a lot of kids.  She only has one troubled kid.  

I was glad to hear that your mom is doing good.  I would like to see her soon...Time will only tell.  I have been so busy.  Maybe in Sept.  Take care and don't let the kids get to you....Love Marie

I wrote back to Marie Williams: I start back this Wednesday and the kids will next week. So far I have under 30 kids but that could change. Actually anything over 25 you aren't teaching but are doing crowd control and dealing with behavior issues because of the crowded classrooms.

It's been a very nice summer. We have had no temperatures over 100 this year. The highest was 97. I had a bumper crop of apricots and nectarines. My peach tree is loaded also but they won't be ripe for another 2-3 weeks.

I talked to Mom last night. She decided not to have her colonoscopy which I'm glad. She's tired of being poked and prodded. She is getting a better mental attitude. She said she wax and polished the kitchen cabinets and wants to do something in the backyard.  

Donna's son Ken [Jones my nephew] and his wife are expecting a baby in March.  I haven't heard much from anyone. I guess everyone is well. Love Jr.

 

17 August 2004 Tuesday

The school year began officially today with a faulty meeting so that the new principal Merry Fussleman can get to know us and us her. I suppose she will be alright but it just not seem the same without Pam Park.

            Tomorrow we have to be in the classroom getting our rooms ready.

 

18 August 2004 Wednesday

2004 Bryan Jordan Smith (1983-2004) Bryan Jordan Smith was born March 27, 1983 in Salt Lake City, Utah. He graduated from American Fork High School and LDS Seminary. He was an active member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and served an LDS mission in Omaha, Nebraska. Bryan was a loving son and brother who enjoyed the outdoors, scrap booking, animals, and gardening. He loved cars and especially, his white Ford convertible Mustang. Bryan worked for Alpine School District at the Pony Express Elementary School. He planned on attending Joseph Patrick Academy of Hair this fall. Bryan committed suicide on Wednesday, August 18, 2004 in American Fork. He left a suicide note stating that he could not handle the fact that he was gay and that was at least one of the reasons for his suicide. He is survived by his mother, sister, brother, grandparents, and numerous other relatives. Funeral services were held August 24, 2004 in the American Fork LDS West Stake Center (700 East 500 North). Bryan is buried in the American Fork Cemetery.

Bryan committed suicide leaving a note stating that he could not handle the fact that he was Gay and that was at least one of the reasons for his suicide.

 

20 August 2004 Friday

An Art Against Amendment 3 auction featured local artists including Trevor Southey, Steven Sheffield, Sandee Parsons, Karen Brinkerhoff, JoNell Evans, Schelleigh Stott, Christina Schmidt, Greg Ragland and others.

The  GAY, LESBIAN, BISEXUAL, AND TRANSGENDER  Public Safety Liaison Committee and the Salt Lake City Police Department held the first ever workshop on Same Sex Domestic Violence Issues at the Pioneer Precinct (1040 West 700 South).

2004 Dear Folks, The GLBT Public Safety Liaison Committee and the Salt Lake City Police Department will be holding the first ever workshop on Same Sex Domestic Violence Issues on Friday August 20th at 7PM at the Pioneer Precinct (1040 West 700 South). The workshop will be conducted by Lt. Melody Gray and Dianna Goodliffe of SLCPD, and will cover issues such as police sensitivity in police investigation and arrest procedures, advocacy resources, restraining orders, child custody issues, and so on. I highly recommend the presentation to anyone in the GLBT community, especially social service providers, educators, and persons working with GLBT folks at risk of violence. Questions? E-Mail me. Donald Steward.

 

 

Connell Rocky O'Donovan

2004 Ben: Thank you so much for all the information on the AIDS epidemic in Utah and also for allowing me to use your journals from BYU.  I'd like to basically put them all online as a link from my main history page.  I'll let you know when that's set up so you can approve it before I "go live" with the website. So how are the Sacred Faeries these days?  I believe the circle is still listed in each RFD, although I haven't seen an RFD in a few months.  SCARF (Santa Cruz Area Rad Faes) is supposedly putting together an entire issue soon.  I know I've volunteered to write a piece, but haven't heard any details since then....Silly Faeries! I love SCARF!  We totally rock!  While Santa Cruz only has about 50,000 people, there are easily more than 50 Faeries here, so one per every thousand, which is GREAT!  We're very active and vocal in the community (both Queer and mainstream) and we are totally loved and embraced by the city.  Two years ago we received a City Proclamation from the Mayor and City Council that every time I read it, I cry, because it's so beautifully written and so perfectly captures the glamour and magick we spread here.  I'm very involved in youth issues.  Nell Newman (Paul's and Joanne Woodward's daughter) is my neighbor and is best friends with another Faerie here (they went to their Senior Prom together decades ago!) and she gives SCARF $5,000 a year to put on a fabulous Queer youth camp.  So the Faeries take 30 Queer youth (ages 13-20, all genders) out into the woods each summer for five days and we have our way with them.  We have heart circles and full-moon rituals with them and they love it!!!  I've led "Wanding Workshops" (teaching the youth how to make their very own Faerie Wands), Safe Sex playshops, Ritual 101, etc.  We also hold a huge annual Queer Youth Leadership Awards banquet at the Boardwalk in which we give out five $500 college scholarships to qualifying Queer youth in Santa Cruz county.  Many end up sticking around with the Faeries after the graduate from high school and have gone to Wolf Creek and Zuni Mountain for large Faerie Gatherings.  It's really exciting to see the bonds between us old fogies and the youngsters strengthen and blossom. After leaving Moab UT in 1994, I went directly to Wolf Creek to stay for two weeks.  It just happened to coincide with a Daisy Chain Sex Magick Workshop that Harry Hay and John Burnside were putting on.  I didn't do the workshop (I didn't know about it and hadn't signed up)  but I got to hang out with everyone after their days' activities were over.  I got to spend a lot of alone time with Harry the Duchess, [ Harry Hay] haarguing deconstructionism vs. essentialism, the value of Queer history, Mormonism, etc.  He was a cantankerous, lovable old fool and I miss him dearly.  (I was an usher at his HUGE funeral in SF.)  We even went skinny-dipping together and ended up doing an impromptu bathing/baptismal ritual for each other in Wolf Creek itself.  Lovely!  He also gave me a blessing the day I left Wolf Creek to move to Santa Cruz, and that blessing has stayed with me, strengthened me through many difficult challenges in my life.  However, I've always said while Harry was the Mind and Soul of the Faeries, John Burnside is our Heart. Now that Harry is dead, John Burnside has BLOSSOMED like you cannot believe!  No longer hidden behind the very large shadow that Harry cast, John is finally free to be.  He comes down here or I go up to SF every 2-3 months to give him magickal body work.  I'm the only masseur he trusts!  He LOVES how I work him over, and I LOVE working him over.  I always have mystical experiences whenever I massage him.  Can you tell I adore John? You know I tracked down Billy Bikowski about two or three years ago.  I got his parents' number back East and they gave me his home number in Slick City.  Bizarrely enough, when I called him, he was JUST on his way out the door to go to some big Evergreen meeting.  He was shocked that I called right at that moment, and I could tell he was trying NOT to make it significant.  I just let him know that I thought he was a wonderful, creative person just as he is and didn't need to change anything in my book.  Not something he wanted to hear.  I worry about him and keep him in my "prayers" often.  He said he's been doing Everqueen for quite some time and I asked if it was "working" and he grudgingly admitted not really.  Fuck, I wish he'd pull his head out of his ass and BE the magical person he is!  I'm sure you know FAR better than I do about that....Well, Happy Friday - I'm a work and ought to actually do some work... : ) Best,Connell the Barbarian (my Faerie name)

 

21 August 2004 Saturday

Swerve held a Garden Party event at Cactus & Tropicals, 2735 South 2000 East, SLC rafling off a trip to the Bahamas. Tickets are $15, and each admission will receive one complimentary raffle ticket as entry to our drawing.

Will you be the lucky winner of the Olivia 4 night cruise for 2 to the Bahamas? Come to the sWerve Garden Party and find out!

Grand Prize: A FREE four night cruise for 2 to the Bahamas, courtesy of Olivia!FOUR NIGHTS IN PARADISE WITH THE WOMEN OF OLIVIA JAN. 29-FEB. 2, 2005

Treat yourself to a mid-winter burst of sunshine and relaxation with our four-night cruise through the Bahamas. We're joined by knock-down, drag-out funny comedian Elvira Kurt. Her unscripted hijinx will keep you rolling with laughter. And, back by popular demand, Halcyon rocks the ship. Escape the winter doldrums with the women of Olivia. Olivia is a proud sponsor of sWerve.

Sure, the Grand Prize is awesome, but there are other cool give-aways. Like two massage packages generously donated by a local massage therapist!

Come to the event, where you could win big!

The money raised at our Garden Party will go toward the establishment of a scholarship fund to further the learning opportunites for post High School women in Utah.

Live music by Honey, food, beer, wine, margaritas! Come dressed in your favorite cruise attire and sail the seas with sWerve!

 

22 August 2004 Sunday

UAF held annual Aqua AID: Fun in the Sun soiree, courtesy of Mark Chambers and Joe Pitti. Entertainment by Queer Utah Athletic Club and Salt Lake Men's Choir

2004 This Sunday, August 22nd at the Trapp Patio. At 4:00 p.m. there will be a BBQ hosted by our reigning Monarchs, Syren Vaughn (Scott Wilson) and Mike Sperry. Then at 5:00 the gambling will begin! This is for sure the event NOT to miss this summer as we have been provided with some very nice prizes for you to win. We also have some of your favorite live performers ready to entertain you! The two of us are looking forward to seeing you all there! In love and Service... Michael Vaughn Childers From HELL! ===== "When you wish upon a star, your dreams come true."

 

Syren Vaughn

Syren Vaughn aka Scott Wilson has been a professional live entertainer for 30 years, but 15 years ago, the creation of “Syren Vaughn” was born and in that time, Syren has won such titles as Miss Gay Utah, La Femme Plus Salt Lake City, and Empress 29 of the Royal Court of the Golden Spike Empire. Syren has won “Entertainer of the Year”, “Vocalist of the Year” and “Emcee of the Year” as well as being named “Sexiest Drag Queen in Las Vegas” by the Q Vegas readers for 2 consecutive years. She has been involved in many venues as a host, emcee or performer such as: Entertainer for the 2002 Winter Olympics, opening act for Melissa Manchester in 2003, Night of a Thousand Gowns in New York City and Rainbow Festival in Sacramento, CA. She has performed around the country and you can see her every Thursday night at KRAVE in Las Vegas.

 

 

Joe Pitti Mark Chambers

 2004 Aqua Aid Plan to join UAF for our annual Aqua AID soiree, courtesy of Mark Chambers and Joe Pitti. $40 per person, wine and food, entertainment by Queer Utah Athletic Club and Salt Lake Men's Choir and the opportunity to support the Utah AIDS Foundation - all for only $40 per person! RSVPs aren't absolutely necessary - the more the merrier. See you Sunday!

 

2004 New Yahoo Group Queerevents There

 

Mark Swonson

is a new yahoo group created called Queerevents@yahoogroups.com which will be for all social, political, recreational, and spiritual groups or individuals that reside in Utah. This yahoo group is setup to be clearinghouse for all events and parties that happen throughout the year and where you can invite the Queer Community of Utah to attend and all those that support us. All groups, organizations, and individuals are welcome to post to this group site so that your event or party well be listed immediately to all those who need to know. Queerevents welcomes and encourages all non-profit and profit groups or organizations to post there events and parties throughout the year. Mark Swonson

 

24 August 2004

 

Chad Beyer

2004 The Gay and Lesbian Community Center hired Chad Beyer as new director. The Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual Transgender Community Center of Utah has hired a new executive director, Chad Beyer, who is spearheading efforts to launch a new strategic plan using feedback from surveys and focus groups. "We're seeking community input," Beyer said. "What is it we can do that nobody else does?" Beyer said feedback will be collected through September, with an organizational meeting in early October. He said that meeting will help create a solid mission plan for the nonprofit community center. The center, established in 1991, provides a meeting place, youth activity center, library and coffee shop. It also sponsors the annual Utah Pride celebration. Beyer said the center, 361 N. 300 West, acts as a resource for youths, and several groups use it as a meeting place, including the Don't Amend Alliance, which opposes a proposal to write a ban on same-sex marriage into the state's constitution. Beyer replaces interim director Tami Marquardt. Executive Director Paula Wolfe resigned in April after 4 1/2 years at the post. At the time, Wolfe said she stepped down, in part, to spend time with her children in Seattle and because of the recent legislative session, in which lawmakers approved the proposed marriage amendment, which will be on the ballot this November. Beyer said the state's political climate isn't new to him. He's from Grand Rapids, Mich., an area with similar dynamics to Utah, in terms of its size and religious conservatism. Beyer is a graduate of the University of Michigan at Ann Arbor and has a master's degree of social justice education and advocacy from the University of Massachusetts at Amherst. Deseret News

 

 

26 August 2004 Thursday

Utah Gay Rodeo Association “UGRA” hosted its 4th Rodeo and Wild West Festival at Legacy Center arena at 151 South 1100 West in Farmington

Utah Gar Rodeo Association’s Grand Marshall Reception was held at Paper Moon.

2004 UGRA RODEO 2004 SCHEDULE OF EVENTS THURSDAY- AUGUST 26,2004 GRAND MARSHALL RECEPTION PAPERMOON-7:00 P.M.. 26th The Utah Gay Rodeo Association kicks of its 2004 rodeo with a Grand Marshall reception Thursday evening at the Paper Moon beginning at 7 p.m. From a field of five nominees one person will be selected as Grand Marshall for the weekend, which runs through Sunday night. The rodeo kicks off Saturday morning at the Davis County Fairgrounds in Farmington. The reception will feature a light buffet as well as special drinks. A representative from the Mayor's office is expected to attend the reception. The rodeo association has been working for over a year now in  preparation for the 2004 show. Everyone is invited to attend the reception and make plans to attend the rodeo Saturday and Sunday.

 

27 August 2004 Friday

Utah Gay Rodeo Association’s Rodeo Bar Crawl

2004 Friday Games a hit at Salt Lake mall By Jenifer K. Nii Deseret Morning News Published: Mell Bailey thought she had retired from the Olympics business, mostly. As owner and operator of "Spirit of the Games" stores, she had a good run selling 2002 Olympic Winter Games merchandise in malls throughout Utah. But runs have a way of ending, and Bailey was prepared. However, as the Athens Summer Games drew near this year, Bailey started getting phone calls. Lots of phone calls. "They (Fashion Place mall) kept calling us and calling us, saying there's really a need out there for it," Bailey said. And so the "Spirit of Athens" was born, keeping the Olympic spirit — and merchandise — in Utah. This time, as a kiosk in the center of Fashion Place mall. Weston Blaney, spokesman for Fashion Place, said the mall was pleased with the success of the "Spirit of the Games" store and believed customers would support an Athens store. "The mall is always looking for products and services that consumers would be interested in," Blaney said. "The Spirit of the Games store was very successful, and we thought that there would be some interest in Athens 2004. We saw it as an opportunity that would be successful." At first, Bailey said she was "skeptical." Would enthusiasm for the Salt Lake Winter Games translate to a demand for merchandise from the far-away Athens Summer Games? Apparently, the answer is yes. Sales at the kiosk have been better than expected, Bailey said. Items available include T-shirts, pins and (recently "smuggled" directly from the Games) stuffed 2004 Athens Games mascots, along with discounted merchandise from the 2002 Games. "It has done 20 times more (business) than I thought it would," she said. "I expected we'd do a couple of hundred (in sales) a day, because of its uniqueness. But it has gone way past uniqueness. Olympic fever has hit a fevered pitch since Salt Lake." The "Spirit of Athens" kiosk is one of only a handful of stores dedicated to Athens 2004 merchandise, Bailey said. The others are located at Olympic training facilities like Lake Placid, N.Y., and Colorado Springs, Colo. Other vendors like the Roots retail stores sell Olympic merchandise, though not specific to Athens. Utahns love the Games, Bailey said. And Greek-American-Utahns really love this summer's extravaganza. "I'm half Greek, but even I didn't realize there were so many Greeks in town," Bailey laughed. "Gus Paulos alone has bought like $1,600 in items." Paulos, owner of Gus Paulos Chevrolet, estimated that he's spent $7,500 at various Olympic-related retailers, including Bailey's stores and Roots. "We did such a good job with the Olympics in Salt Lake City," Paulos said. "I was so proud, and I was proud to try to support anybody I could. These people put a lot of money into their stuff. I know that Roots did, and the gal at the mall did." Paulos said he has given Olympic memorabilia to thank employees for helping him through an illness, to provide encouragement to children pursuing their own athletic dreams and to support people fighting cancer. "This was just one way I could tell my employees, 'Thank you,' and it was my way of saying to these people, 'I want to support you,' " Paulos said. The Athens kiosk will be open until Sept. 8, but Bailey is already looking ahead to Torino in 2006. "The Greeks really didn't have a good pin program going," she said. "Hardly anyone wore or traded or bought pins like they did here. The pin companies really didn't see the potential. But I'm in contact with the Italian pin companies, and they want to implement any and every pin concept they can. They see it." [Mell Baily was a community activist]

 

28 August 2004 Saturday

Utah Gay Rodeo Association’s  Grand Entry began at noon . Saloon Night held at the Trapp and Trapp Door free to contestants with badges all others $5.00 cover.

 

29 August 2004 Sunday

Utah Gay Rodeo Association’s Grand Entry began at noon. A cocktail Pary was held at the Trapp Door followed by the Award Ceremony

The Salt Lake Metro and Utah Gay Rodeo Association hosted Gay Day at Lagoon.

The quarterly Family Fellowship Forum was held in the SLC Public Library Auditorium with BYU law professor Lynn Wardle and Lesbian activist Jane Marquardt discussing the pro's and con's of Amendment 3.

Steven Mark Baxter, community supporter and businessman died today. In 1980 he opened "The Deerhunter Club" and was the proprietor of it until it was destroyed by fire in 2001. Steve also helped start Club Try-Angles.

2004 Steven Mark Baxter 1949 ~ 2004 died of AIDS. Born to Art and Joan Baxter on May 10, 1949 in Portland, Oregon. He grew up in the Oregon/Washington area. Enlisted in the US Navy in 1968-1972 and served during the Vietnam War. Employed by Bausch & Lomb and transferred to Utah where he started an optical store in Sandy. In 1980 he opened The Deerhunter Club and was the proprietor until it was tragically destroyed by fire in 2001. Survived by his son Michael A. (Karen) Baxter of Salt Lake City, UT; four grandchildren, his parents Art and Joan Baxter of Sun City, AZ; brother David A. Baxter, Sun City, AZ. Preceded in death by his sister Susan Jo Bunnell (6/21/04). He also leaves behind companion Dan and close friends Santos and Gene and a whole community of friends. Steve passed away in Arizona on August 29, 2004, it was his wish to be cremated. We will miss his laughter, his listening ear, his energy and drive.

 It is with great sadness that we note the death of Steve Baxter, who has long been a familiar and beloved face in our community. Steve passed away Aug. 29 due to AIDS complications. Steve was born in Oregon to Joan and Art Baxter. He is survived by his son Michael Baxter, his sister Suzie, and his brother David. He grew up in the Oregon/Washington area. He served in the U.S. Navy during the Vietnam War in San Diego, alifornia as a supply officer. He later moved to Salt Lake City and, in 1980, opened the popular gay club The Deerhunter on 300 West. The bar operated continually until, tragically, it burned down in August 2001. Earlier this year, Steve moved to live with his mom in Arizona, where he eventually passed away. Steve was known by many and loved by all who encountered him and will be greatly missed in our community.

 [ September 6, 2004 Have known Steve since the mid 80's when the Deerhunter was just a small house, been there throughout the remodeling and then the devastating fire. Became awesome friends and even roommates for a while. Even if Steve didn't remember your name he still walked up and grabbed your hand and asked "How have you been Buddy?" To me he will remain an awesome and dear friend. I will miss the many times we all got Jagermeistered together. May peace be with you Steve.

 Dennis Rowley (Salt Lake City, UT )-September 6, 2004 Condolences to Steve's partner Dan and extended family. I knew Steve as a patron of his business from the early years until the early 1990s. Always, he was cordial, warm and easy-going, regardless of how pressured he might have been. I will always remember Steve as being just one heck of nice guy. It was at the Deerhunter that I would eventually have the opportunity to meet my partner and husband of (now) 12 years. Sadly, I never thanked Steve for the part he played in that serendipitous meeting. I thank you now, Steve. Verne (Minneapolis, MN )-

 September 5, 2004 I only knew Steve as a patron but he was always so happy and treated everyone with respect. Steve Baxter's business endeavors provided a great time for a great many people in SLC. He will be in our memories forever. Ben Williams (SLC, UT)-

September 14, 2004 I WOULD LIKE TO THANK JEN, BOB, DENNIS,VERNE, BEN. I ENJOYED READING THE MESSAGES YOU ALL LEFT. They remind me of the good old bar days. I still feel that Steve is looking out for me like he always did. He had the biggest heart, I miss him every day, and think about him just as much. My family has been a great part of his and my life- helping us out when we needed it the most, including Gene, Santos, and everyone of the Deerhunter's members. Both Steve and I crave to hear the laughter from all of you and to be able to call YOU a friend. YOU were the biggest and best part of his life and will never be forgetable. Please feel free to email me Dan Baker (Sandy, UT )  September 9, 2004 For the last 10 years Steve has been my friend. I will miss him every day. To Steve's family and especially Dan, I feel your pain. Please remember he will always be with you. Jennifer Evans (SLC, UT )

September 7, 2004 I worked for Steve as a bartender at the Deerhunter when he had just opened the place. He was always a great guy and a wonderful boss. I moved away before the fire. I always just assumed the place was still there, with Steve behind the bar with a wink and a smile for everyone. My condolences to Dan and all the guys who knew Steve. Bob Paolino (Albuquerque, NM )

Deerhunter Provided Cherished Memories by Brandon Burt By the time I started

 

Brandon Burt

 sneaking into bars, the Deerhunter was already an institution in Salt Lake’s gay community. Back in those days it was the closest thing we had to a Levi/leather club. At age 19 I would present my fake I.D. — which, to tell the truth, was as convincing as the GOP’s recent pretense at inclusiveness — and somehow the doorman would let me in. Most nights, having successfully negotiated the tight squeeze up to the bar, I would be greeted by a handsome, jovial, bearded man. I’d plonk down my dough for a dollar draft and, as he gave me my change, Steve Baxter would briskly tap the bar twice — a friendly, trademark gesture — and say, “Thanks, buddy!” I don’t think he ever learned my name. But it was enough for me, at that tender age, to be his “buddy.” Eventually I turned 21, and, as it turned out, half of Salt Lake’s gay male community was Steve’s buddy. But somehow he always made each of his customers feel special, and whatever profits he made — on the narrow margin that any bar business earns — he invested back into the business. City Cab dispatchers, with cynical wit, would call it “Bambi’s.” It had a reputation for attracting a somewhat more butch clientele than many straight people were willing to associate with a gay bar in those days. To begin with, it was a quirky and somewhat cramped place — just a bar and a tight spot with a pool table — but Steve kept expanding and adding onto it. The game room was notorious, but then a front bar was opened, and with it enough space for multiple pool tables. Tournaments started up. The summer the patio appeared, with its quaking aspen and ponderosa pine, was glorious.       The Wasatch Leathermen Motorcycle Club adopted it as their home bar, and would regularly hold fundraising beer busts. Steve himself would offer weekly two-for-one specials, and in odd compliance with DABC regulations, would present customers with a “wooden nickel” — a pine slug exchangeable for a draft beer — with each purchase. Only last week I was going through a box and came across a few of those beer tokens.       One of my fondest memories was the night I was blindfolded, handcuffed, and carried bodily out of the Deerhunter by the WLMC. My pledge period was finally over and it was time for the big initiation. When I, along with the rest of my new club brothers, returned, I was a changed person. Suddenly, I was part of something larger than myself — something that often freaked out a lot of other people. In some ways that was the best part — the shock value — but, no matter how far we went with our raucous, somewhat perverse fun, Steve always made us feel our presence was valued. In some ways we were the floorshow, and on the bright side, nobody ever lost an eye. For many of the Deerhunter’s customers, the beginning of the end came with the addition of the dance floor. A friend of mine, John Martin, mainly objected to the inclusion of a Confederate flag along with all the other banners hanging from the ceiling. (After complaints were met with little response, John’s plan to get rid of the flag was to bring a bullhorn and begin to agitate the crowd against racism. During the ensuing brouhaha, another friend would just “happen by” carrying a gas can. John would run into the bar, tear down the flag, grab the gas can and engage in an “impromptu” flag burning. For better or worse, this bit of street theater never actually took place.) For the rest of us, however, the dance floor simply changed the dynamic of the bar. It brought with it a flood of people we would derisively refer to as “the Sun crowd” — twinks, sweater queens. I’m pretty sure now they were not much different from the rest of us, but at the time it marked a distinct change in the Deerhunter’s clientele. After the Sun blew down during a freak tornado, the change was complete — the Deerhunter would never be the same. Later, the Deerhunter itself burned down and Club Blue was closed by the DABC Gestapo. It was a bad period for gay clubs in Salt Lake City.       There’s more to life than going to the bar, of course. But Steve Baxter provided a comfortable, friendly place for us to meet, and without him, Salt Lake’s gay community wouldn’t have been the same. And for that, all I can say is, “Thanks, buddy.”

 

Jane Marquart

 

Lynn Wardle

2004 LDS FAMILY FELLOWSHIP QUARTERLY FORUM Aug 29, 2004 2:30 p.m. SLC Main Library Building Bridges - Healing Relationships - Loving and Serving All The quarterly Family Fellowship Forum will be held on Sunday, August 29th at 2:30 p.m. in the Salt Lake City Public Library Auditorium. The forum will begin at 2:30 p.m. rather than our customary time. We have invited BYU law professor Lynn Wardle and practicing attorney Jane Marquardt to discuss the pro and con considerations of the proposed state constitutional amendment, Amendment 3. As you are probably aware, that amendment would change the state constitution by defining marriage as "the legal union between a man and a woman," and further stating that "no other domestic status or union, however denominated, between persons is valid or recognized or may be authorized, sanctioned or given the same or substantially equivalent legal effect as a marriage." Each presenter will be given 15 minutes to present their pro and con perspectives to be followed by a question and answer session with the audience. The forum will be open to the general public and seating will be on a first-come, first-served basis. We will not have our usual light buffet following the meeting as it is too difficult in the library setting. Family

 

Fellowship is a volunteer service organization, a diverse collection of primarily Mormon families engaged in the cause of strengthening families with homosexual members. We share our witness that gay and lesbian Mormons can be great blessings in the lives of their families, and that families can be great blessings in the lives of the gay and lesbian members. We strive to become more understanding and appreciative of each other. We seek to put behind us all attitudes which are anti-family or which threaten loving relationships. All who can support these goals are welcome to contribute.  The Salt Lake City library is on the corner of 2nd east and 4th south. Sincerely, Family Fellowship

 

My Aunt Marie Williams wrote me: Hi what’s up?  Hope you are back into the swing of things.  I have a friend who is teaching here in Sedona the 5th grade. 

Going to have the house painted but needed some work before that was done.  New door and some of the roof repaired.  Always something.  Those are the times I miss Milton [My Uncle] since he took care of those things.  Really I miss him for other things not just what he did around the house.  

Did you ever get over your cough?  Mine disappeared just as quick as it started up.  Well take care and write when you can.......Love your auntie Marie.”

I replied: I am much better than last June...had pneumonia so that was no fun. School started for the kids on the 25th but I started a week earlier. I have 28 students which is about average.

I talked to Mom on Sunday. She fell last week getting into the car and bumped her head. Called Paramedics but didn't go to the hospital. She said she is okay just a sore bump.

She said  Donna [my sister] might  become a grandma in March. Don't have much news just trying to stay on top of a new school year. Love Jr.”

 

 

September

4 September 2004 Saturday

Southern Utah's 2nd Annual Pride festival was held over Labor Day Weekend in Springdale, Utah. All funds raised went to the Southern Utah  GAY, LESBIAN, BISEXUAL, AND TRANSGENDER  Center. Softball and a dance was part of the celebration. Southern Utah PFLAG, Family Fellowship, Southern Utah University Pride, Affirmation and a host of vendors promoted the gathering of 800 people.  Lucie Blue Trembley, a Lesbian Singer Song Writer from Quebec performed.

2004 Thank you for your interest in this year’s Southern Utah's pride festival. This year we will be holding the festival September 4th & 5th, in Springdale, Utah. This year we have many different events to make this year’s festival for everyone who either attends or participates in it. All funds raised during pride will go to the Southern Utah GLBT Center, so that they may continue to stay open, and hopefully open a building in the Southern Utah area. The Calendar Of Events are as follows: Saturday September 4th: Southern Utah Pride Film Screening, presented by Technophiliax....Location TBA "Experiment" 6:00pm & Max" 8:00pm   Southern Utah Pride Launch Party, presented by New Wave Entertainment.... Location TBA, Doors open 10:00pm till 1:30am With DJ Dega & DJ Boi, $5.00 Cover (Proceeds will go to the Center) Sunday September 5th Southern Utah Pride March, 10am - Zion Park Blvd in Springdale. We will start at the park and march to Springdale Town Park Pride Softball Game Presented by the Southern Center.... 11am - 2pm Springdale Town Park Softball Field, Southern Utah Pride Festival..... 3pm - 9pm Springdale Town Park,9pm - 1am Pride Dance - Dance is Free Admission, in the center of pride.... with DJ Dega & DJ Boi This year we are offering FREE Booth Space at the park... We ask that everyone is set up and ready to go at least by 2:30 pm Sunday Afternoon. The City has given us limitation on how soon we are able to set up at the park, we can start setting up as early as 6 am and everything must be gone by 3 am monday. If you need help finding anything for your booth, please let me know... Please Don't Park in the Parking Lot of the Park, we will be using that space for the stage and dance area. Please park along Zion Park Blvd, or the empty lot west of the park. Also if you are planning to attend Pride, we suggest that you make hotel/campground reservations ASAP!! It is a holiday weekend, and we will be holding pride in a National Park Resort Town, so they may run out, the closet towns to Springdale are: Rockville, Virgin, La Verkin, and Hurricane, St George is 45 miles away..... We suggest Red Rock Inn B&B, Desert Pearl Inn, which are gay friendly hotels.... New Wave Entertainment will also possible be renting charter busses from Salt Lake to Springdale/Hurricane. For this to happen we would need to know ASAP, so we can make sure we rent, or schedule the correct amount of buses. The cost per person would be $32.00 per person (Round Trip Service), if you a (Round Trip Service), if you are also interested please let me know, ASAP.... Thanks Again, We Hope to see you there.... Thank you, Christopher Bradshaw, Southern Utah Pride "Stonewall was a riot. What we need now is a revolution!" I saw it on a sign at the Portland, Oregon Pride Parade

 

Springdale, Utah

ARE YOU READY FOR SOUTHERN UTAH PRIDE 2004? ROOMS IN SPRINGDALE ARE NOW SOLD OUT! WHEN: SEPTEMBER 4TH AND 5TH, 2004 WHERE: SPRINGDALE, UT CALENDAR SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 4TH, 2004 6pm — OPENING NIGHT WELCOME FILM ($6) “THE EXPERIMENT: GAY & STRAIGHT” with short “FOXHOLE” 8pm — ($6) PIXIE FLIX WINNING FILM: “MAX: A CAUTIONARY TALE” with short “FAIRIES” 10pm — OUT IN THE PARK dance party, Springdale Park SUNDAY, SEPTEMBER 5TH, 2004 Morning? -3PM — TAILGATE RELAY MARCH!!! Route (by car): Kayenta, Ivins, Santa Clara, Green Valley, Bloomington, Bloomington Hills, River Rd, Bluff Street,  St. George Blvd, Red Cliffs Dr, Tonaquint Dr, Washington HWY 91, Hurricane HWY to La Verkin, Springdale to Riverside Park, BY FOOT: to Springdale Park. 3pm-9pm — PRIDE IN THE PARK, Springdale Park. 9pm - 1am — PRIDE FOAM PARTY, with special performance by U S of A drag  winners, Springdale Park.

Hey everyone, Southern Utah Pride Festival is just around the corner, so I wanted to let

 

you know we have a website for you to look at that gives the rundown of what is happening for pride. Also, for those of you who don't know...Lucie Blue Tremblay Amie Marie, and many others will be performing for our Pride!!! Also, I just read this "letter to the editor" in the deseret news, and think we need to reply...here is the link to the letter...let's do research and make our responses good!!!

 

 

Aimee Selfridge

My name is Aimee Selfridge. I am the Chairperson of The Southern Utah Gay & Lesbian Community Center, and I would like to thank those envolved in The 2nd annual Southern Utah Pride Festival. This years organizer was Chris Bradshaw and his company New Wave Entertainment, and I would like to offer a huge Thank You to him for all of his hard work to make this years Pride come together.  Last years total numbers for the event was 150 attendees and this years total for both days was about 250. I do not want the numbers to be over exaggerated  as I would like honest representation for our community. Each year we will only get bigger and better and I am proud of our numbers so far.  I would like to thank our sponcers, The Hampton Inn of Cedar City, Technophiliax, ERA Brokers of St. George, The Town of Springdale, The Springdale Police Department, Q Vegas, Out Las Vegas, The Pillar, Salt Lake Metro, Womyn4Women, Griffin Design Studio, PlanetOut.com, Gay.com and the many others who supported us. If I missed anyone, please let

 

Nova Starr

me know so that I can fix it.  I would also like to thank our performers for coming to such a small venue to do your stuff, Kelexia Davenport from TX, Dena Cass from Iowa,  Nova Starr from Salt lake, Kitty Litter from Las Vegas and the other girls, DJ's Dragon Boy and Jester. Also a big thank you to acoustic singer/songwriter Amie Marie, and to French Canadian singer/songwriter Lucie Blue Tremblay, you both hypnotized us with your sultry voices and sweet guitars.      Thank you to all who attended and to all the non-profits for coming both years, and thank you everyone for your patience, your friendships, your pride, and all your love. We are already planning for next year, so to be involved, sponsor  perform or have a booth, please contact Aimee via email at suglbtcc@yahoo.com or call #'s below, I would love next year to be a celebration of our diversity, so I want our artists to come and have booths, and our musicians to come perform. I would like to see this pride to be a music, movie, and art festival, as well as having all the non-profits and print media's there!!! We need volunteer's to be on the planning committee  we will have a meeting at the end of this month to start organizing for next year, so if you want to help, please call.

 

5 September 2004 Sunday

The Southern Utah Pride March paraded in Springdale. Last year’s total numbers for the event was about 150 attendees and this year's total for both days was about 250.

 

9 September 2004 Thursday

The Salt Lake Metro sponsored a four day Gay Wendover Weekend at the Rainbow, Peppermill, and Montego bay Hotels and Casinos.

2004 Gay Wendover Weekend-  Huge Parties, Theme Parties, Gaming Tournaments & Classes all at Rainbow, Peppermill, and Montegobay Hotels and Casinos. For packages available contact Salt Lake Metro for more details

 

Ben Williams posted on Utah Stonewall Historical Society Group Site wrote: Gay Bars never were and never have been about getting an alcoholic beverage. Those who are upset that Gay culture is so identified with tavern life have no concept of history, and often are individuals who are the first to say being "homosexual" is only a part of me-i.e. "What I do" as opposed to "What I Am." Those who hold on to the former have never truly come out and often identify with the more fashionable bisexuality and Log Cabinism. (There you have seen my prejudices revealed.)

Homosexuality, until 2003, has mainly been an illicit behavior and until the 1970's an illicit state of being. Homosexuals were not simply arrested engaging in sexual behavior in public, but they were spied on, pursued to hotels and motels, sneak peaked on in park cars, and even arrested in their own homes- ask Michael Hardwick if you don't believe this.

Often in public places, police officers initiated sexual behavior to make an arrest, using enticing young cop decoys to entrap people.

Heterosexualistic society pushes homosexuals into the far reaches of conventional sexual practices, then points to these practices as examples of homosexuals being perverted. The Bastards!

Rumors and innuendoes of being homosexual ended careers, and often drove people to despair, self-loathing, and suicide. Lillian Hellmann's 1930's classic, The Children Hour was made into a Hollywood movie where Shirley MacLaine is driven to suicide simply because of her desire for Audrey Hepburn. "I feel so damn dirty!"  Homosexual lust alone, especially for the angelic heterosexual Audrey, was justification for Shirley to kick that chair out from beneath her.

It's a good thing that LuVerne never told Shirley how much she enjoyed sharing an apartment with her in Milwaukee, or the Sitcom "Shirley and LuVerne" would not nearly have been so funny, with Lenny and Squiggy pulling LuVerne down from the rafters. We all knew that the L was not for LuVerne but for Lesbian!

While Gay Bars were never safe, due to police raids, blackmail, or assault by guilt-ridden heterosexuals, they were wellsprings, where the beginnings of homosexual consciousness bubbled up. In these places we were not alone; were not an aberration. There were too many of us to be simply freaks of nature. Also the bars were the only semi-secure place homosexuals could meet even if discreetly. Even there we had to speak in code. "Do you have a light...dear?", "Do you know Dorothy?", and “I have a red tie at home just like yours," and more.

 Gay Friendly bars were mostly associated with the red light districts of Commercial and Regent Streets, and later Second South in Salt Lake City. Ogden being a railroad town was wide open. Gay friendly bars were the only safe places where Utah homosexual transvestites could cross dress.

Heterosexual males made little distinction between "loose women" and Sissy Men and used each for personal sexual gratification. Often Sissy men were preferred because they didn't charge and would perform oral sex which women are sometimes loathed to do.

I was told this in 1975 at Pioneer park by a cross dressing Gay man who said hetero-men had no problem with him being Gay as long as he was in a dress. (Don't ask why I was hanging out at Pioneer Park.)

In fact to many older homosexual men the word Gay always had a semi-sexual connotation.  The term "Gay Blade" in England was not to connote a happy fellow but rather a person who was "Randy", and usually one who frequented houses of prostitution. Remember, for most police officers before Stonewall, the words homosexual, whore, and prostitute were all synonymous.

In Utah a fortunate few homosexuals had cliques that functioned as a social gathering place outside of the bar, but unless initiated into such a group, you were out of luck. These cliques jealously guarded their privacy knowing that exposure could destroy lives.

When in 1986 I started a self-help therapy support group for homosexuals leaving heterosexual marriages, called MAD-GAL "Married and Divorced Gays and Lesbians,” I was approached by a prominent man who asked me to screen men coming to my group for him. He had a private homosexual circle of married lawyers, doctors, bishops, and other professionals who were seeking others in similar circumstances. Needless to say I did not acquiesce. I was too self-righteous and full of GAY PRIDE after years of self-deception. I should have though, for who am I to judge?

Having talked to several individuals who were “practicing homosexuals” prior to Stonewall, much of the "Gay" scene was conducted at such private parties, at private residences, much like what is still happening today in Utah County.

A message sent to a Utah group site recently proves this point. It said: "Since moving to Provo 8 months ago, I have found there is no safe place for gay men in Utah County to play. No gay bars, no sex clubs, no saunas, OR safe cruising places. So, I'm hosting two parties. I have had 3 parties since July 30th & they were phenomenal visual & sensual experiences for all."

While the homosexual gentleman, hosting these Utah County parties, in a private residence, is more democratic by posting such an invite to the general public, prior to the electronic mail age, and the Supreme Court's 2003 decision on sodomy, such affairs were impossible- except for small secret homosexual cabals.

Invitees often brought acquaintances or "initiates" to these top-secret parties which were very much middle class soirees, only with the curtains drawn and the shades pulled down. People dressed up, coats and ties for men, dresses and makeup for women. Drag was not even a remote possibility. Cocktails were served, and small talk made. These parties tried to imitate the cosmopolitan air of similar chic parties on the east and west coasts. 

Lesbians had their softball leagues and could be more "Tom Boyish", but at these residential parties, it was required that a more formal attire should be worn. However the Butches were allowed to wear sporty men clothing, with slicked back or short cropped hair, to distinguish themselves from the fems who were in party dresses.

If one had not "come out" and did not consider themselves homosexual, which was considered one step worse than being a Communist in the 1950's and 60's, then the dangerous world of illicit sexual encounters in semi-public places were all that was available. Quick anonymous sex was also sometimes addicting as an adrenaline rush; as was the fear factor of being caught. 

But anonymous sex afforded the luxury of returning to whatever "normal" life one was leading. It wasn’t really sex after all just fooling around.

The 1960's Bohemian Free Love movement never caught on in Utah. Utah was not a place to "Drop Out, Tune In and Turn On." Hippie Communes, and such radical concepts as sexual freedom, control over one's own body- were just plain "crazy talk." Utah hippies and advocates of free love generally decided that California or Oregon "Was The Place" not the barren Great Basin.

I always had a theory that Utah descendants, of Mormon polygamous families, inherited a "horny gene" from their stud ancestor. The more a man copulated, the more children he had, and therefore more likely to pass on his ability to have prodigious amounts of sex.  Those Mormon men, who were not as potent, or were not driven by a desire for copious amounts of sex, obviously had fewer descendants. Someone should do a study on the Mormon Sex Gene. After all these were the days before Viagra.

Some others proposed a theory that socialized homosexuality was dominant in Utah because of the lack of a sexual outlet for males with females.  While the ratio of males to females was pretty similar in polygamy days, access to the female population was limited to the whims and dictates of Brigham Young as holder of the keys of who could marry and who could divorce.  When one man married 26 women, it is obvious that 26 other men went without connubial sex.

 Penalties for straying from marriage vows were severe in Mormon Pioneer Utah. Adultery was a capital offense. Many a pioneer journal recorded that heads of women were found in Utah ravines, cut off for this very offense. Wayward men, however, were more likely to be simply castrated by bowie knife or primitive tourniquet. Ouch!

Nothing happened to Mormon aficionados of male on male sex, generally. The most common practices, group and dual masturbation, was a perennial pulpit denouncement, but one could live, (and keep ones balls), with that. Gay Gentile men were left alone, unless they diddled with underage Mormon Priesthood holders, then they were often assassinated.

Masturbation, frottage, and vaginal and anal intercourse were, before the days of better penile and vaginal hygiene, the preferred sexual practices over that of oral sex. Crotch odors from people who bathed infrequently and generally wore temple undergarments until they rotted off of them, made keeping ones nasal organs and taste buds away from such a pungent region paramount. Oral sex is a by-product of modern plumbing. It was a matter of taste.

When I first moved to Utah I was amazed how easy it was to have sex here with nearly any man as long as you did not talk about it or kiss. You don't kiss until "over the altar" but pretty much anything else went. Perhaps it was because so many temple-going elders did not feel they were violating their oaths of chastity by having sex with men because the oath only, at that time, pertained to not having sexual intercourse with the "daughters of Eve". I guess the sons of Adam were fair game or so it seemed.

And of course Lesbian sex was not even sex in Utahn Patriarchy. Where's the Penis? No Penis no sex.  Simple. Besides women were more naturally sensual and inclined to fleshly pleasures. Can't be trusted to be hard.  Real men -Priesthood men may have sex but don't go getting mushy. Going soft is bad....

When I attended BYU, from 1973 to 1976, there was nary a bathroom stall that did not have some homosexual graffiti on it. I remember one in the Smithfield House that pleaded, "I really need a BJ. I am so desperate."  In fact once I had barely sat down on a stall in the Jesse Knight Building when a hand came under wanting to grab a intimate part of me. I was so shocked! I was a naive convert from Southern California, so I rushed out of the bathroom, and was trailed by this young fellow sniffing my trail. I guess he thought I had entered the stall for sex and he was sooooooo desperate. I had no idea that, that particular men’s room was a predominant cruising epicenter. Perhaps my Gay instincts led me there. LOL. 

It would be several months before I broke down and decided to let myself  be "seduced". As they say-When in Rome. I soon learned what was meant by the ditty, "BYU, BYU where the girls are girls and men are too!" or the joke "You know why the man eating lion starved to death at BYU?" I think you know the punch line.

I also developed a sexual fetish for male one piece Mormon Temple Garments from time spent at BYU. Now that's perverted.

When I was cast out into Outer Darkness in 1976 (kicked out of BYU and moved to SLC) I soon discovered a local phenomenon and it wasn’t Gravity Hill. The closer one got to Temple Square the cruisier the bathrooms became. There was a direct correlation between the amount of homosexual bathroom graffiti and the distance from Main and South Temple.  Maybe it was gravity hill after all. LOL But that's another story. 

Prior to 1970 only the Radio City Lounge was openly identified as a Gay Bar, although its owners were straight, however in 1970 a Lesbian bar called Perky's opened on 3rd West.

Connell “Rocky” O’Donovan wrote: Actually there were many Gay bars in Salt Lake prior to 1970, some so identified, others "undercover".  This is all from memory, so excuse the lack of details.... The first was the Keystone Saloon.  It was open in the 1890s, and was located in the "red light" district of Commercial Street.  It featured a backroom where men could go for sexual assignations.  Some Mormon men were arrested there in 1896 for having anal sex in the backroom while a crowd watched them! In the 1920s, a Greek family owned Beehive Confectionary (a sandwich  and sweet shop downtown on State Street), and their Lesbian daughter (whose name escapes me, Maria something maybe?) was a waitress there. Her Lesbian friends began to congregate there and eventually the family secured a liquor license and the place became the Beehive Lounge.  It had a mixed clientele, mostly Lesbian though.  When the Beehive Lounge  moved to its current location, it became a straight bar. For men in the 1920s, there was the Opera Bar (I think on State Street). In the 1940s, besides Beehive Lounge, there was the Windsor Lounge, the Blue Angel, and eventually the Radio City.  The Windsor Lounge was most popular with the BYU crowd.  Earl Koefed and his circle from the Y frequented there (1946-48) when they could get away from school. There was also a mixed (Gay and Lesbian) bar in Ogden in the 1950s the name of which now escapes me.  They had a small record player and sound system for playing music for folks to dance to.  However, since same-sex dancing was illegal, when the red light over the bar went out, that meant the cops were at the front door and all the same-sex couples dancing would quickly switch partners to get into an opposite-sex configuration to avoid arrest.  This bar was popular with three all-Lesbian softball teams from Salt Lake.  After games, they would carpool up to Ogden to go dancing and drinking. While not a "bar" per se, the Coon Chicken Inn (owned by the Graham family, whose daughter, Dorothy Graham, was a Lesbian and manager of the restaurant) featured drag performances on the weekends by local and national talent. For men's cruising areas, City Creek Canyon (Memory Grove area) may have been used for such as early as 1864, when Frederick Jones met and had sex with "the Monk boy" in the "ravine" between downtown and Ft. Douglas, and he was subsequently shot dead in the street for it.  The Wasatch Hot Springs Bathhouse was popular from the 1880s until it closed.  And beaches north of the old Saltair complex were cruisey from 1910 or so on.  Apostle George Albert Smith (before he became LDS President) had a cabin built there near the cruising grounds and he had a couple dozen young men sign his journal after meeting them there on the beach.  (I am 95% positive that Smith was homosexual, although I sincerely doubt he ever actually acted on his desires.)  For the Mormon crowd, Desert Gymnasium was a popular cruising spot from at least the 1920s until it closed.  (Gordon Hinckley worked there as a towel boy in the late 1920s to put himself through school at the U and certainly must have known what was going on in the showers and steam room.) Jack Pembroke (1913-2000), whose mother was a Kimball, told me he began cruising Desert Gym as a young teen (about 1928) and was aware that it had been cruisey for many years previous. While some might disparage the bars, it was really just about the only "organized" scene in the Gay world prior to the 1960s, especially in smaller metropolitan areas.  They were important social and political spaces where our culture, history, traditions could be transmitted safely to those just coming out, regardless of class.  Their role as a foundation for current LGBT culture cannot and should not be understated. Connell O’Donavan

Ben Williams wrote: The emergence of a Gay community in Salt Lake City due to the efforts of the radical Gay Liberation Front in the 1970’s displaced the Gay friendly bars of  Pre-Stonewall with openly Gay Bars. Prior to 1970 only the Radio City Lounge was openly identified as a Gay Bar, however in 1970 a Lesbian bar called Perky’s opened on 3rd West and operated for 5 years. It was not at first identified as an openly Gay Bar but its owner was a Lesbian. Joe Redburn’s  Legendary Sun Tavern which opened in 1973 was the most important bar in the development of a Gay identity and community in Salt Lake City and actually all of Utah. Two pioneer bars opened in Ogden in the early 1970’s  the Sweetwater Tavern

Owned by Helen Runnells  who opened the  1st openly Gay Bar in 1974 in that city. Sweetwater was located at 25th and Grant. Another bar called Bobby’s First Endeavor operated on 12th St. below Wall Ave

By 1976, the director of the Gay Community Center stated in an article:“There are five Gay bars in Salt Lake and only two churches which will accept Gays. ” These bars were probably the RADIO CITY, The SUN TAVERN, NAME of the GAME, PERKY’Ss, and RUSTY BELL

In 1978- Mike Reid of Gay Service Coalition accused the Gay bars of fighting amongst themselves “ With only four bars here in town there is no reason to be always fighting”- However there were at least five bars operating in SLC at the time: RADIO CITY, THE SUN, THE RAIL, CLUB COMBACK, THE UPTOWN PLAC

One of the main complaints in the 1970’s was heterosexuals coming to the bars to look at Gay people. “ The general gawking public, who visit Gay bars like they would a zoo, to stare, laugh, imitate, feel threatened, and live, and curious reporters who confronted with 2 males and 1 female Gay, 2 of whom cannot gives names for fear of losing employment, interview, listen and discover an oppressed minority, one of the few remaining victims of religious persecution.”    

BARS of the 1970’s    

 Corner of SOUTH TEMPLE and FOURTH WEST

 

South Temple

The ROSE BOWL 363 West South Temple, The Rose Bowl a Gay club that opened August 1977 just east of the Sun Complex. It advertised drafts 35 cents drafts and 35 cent mixes. Owner may have been Rose Carrier. It closed after about a year and the place was reopened in 1978 as the RAIL

The RAIL 363 West South Temple The Rail opened east of the Sun Tavern on 21 November 1978 at the old Rose Bowl location. It was owned by Krazy Pete. Some bartenders were Rose Carrier, Krazy Pete, Jerry, Bill, Maxine, Gary, and Randy. On Memorial Day Weekends Rose Carrier held her annual Pajama party at The Rail.  In final league game of 1979 The Inter-Bar Volleyball League The Rail defeated Radio City two games to none and then defeated the Sun two games to none.  The league had the support of Joe Redburn, Susan Denny, Krazy Pete, Larry White, and Weldon Young.

 

The Sun

THE SUN TAVERN at 1 South 400 West SLC  On 7 February 1973, local talk show personality, Joe Redburn opened The Sun Tavern on the northwest corner of South Temple and 400 West. The Sun Tavern was Utah’s first Gay bar owned by a homosexual and oriented from its opening towards a Gay clientel in Salt Lake City. The Sun more than any other bar shaped the face of the Gay Community in the 1970’s and was a de facto Gay Community Center. The tavern was often the first Gay experience in the coming out process. The reputation of the SUN was legion. The SUN was a political as well as a social organization. It funded fledgling community organizations such as LGSU, it provided space for the first Gay Community Center, as well as bringing top rate entertainment to Salt Lake City. Disco Diva, Gloria Gaynor appeared at The Sun Tavern in 1975, as well as Charles Pierce and His Star Impressions in 1977. Pierce performed at The Theater of the Sun in the Sun Tavern, which was used for live comedy theater.  Pierce brought his troop to Salt Lake for the first time ever engagement in the Rocky Mountain area. One of his pieces to finish the show was a dialogue between Talula Bankhead, and  Bette Davis wearing a red dress. The most famous celebrity associated with the SUN in the 1970’s never performed there. On January 11, 1978, Paul Lynde, most famous for being the center square of Hollywood Squares and guest of The Donny and Marie Show taped in Orem, was busted outside the Sun Tavern for interfering with a police officer. A charge of public intoxication was dismissed but the incident caused Lynde to lose his position on the Donny and Marie Show. In 1975 the Daily Chronicle wrote “1 South 400 West is probably the best place to get drunk and have a good time in the city. But sometimes they get too exclusive and they bar the door to any of the poor straights who can’t stand dancing next to jocks. By 1978 the Sun was described as the “Largest Gay Complex in the Rocky Mountain Area. Joe Redburn as owner of the SUN put money back into the community and supported almost every progressive movement of the seventies. The Sun was the location of many firsts in the Gay Salt Lake City community. Rose Carrier hosted the first of her annual Pajama Parties at The Sun Tavern.  On the 5th  Anniversary of the Stonewall Riots in Greenwich Village, the Sun organized a a Kegger party to celebrate Gay Pride. Over 200 Gay men gather at approximately 8000 West along the south-east shore of the Great Salt Lake, commonly known as “Bare Ass Beach”, for the festival sponsored by Joe Redburn of the Sun Tavern. This was the first public celebration of Gay Pride in Utah. The first Gay Community Center was organized May 1975 in the Taylor Restaurant and Grill, a building secured by Joe Reburn, and located just south of the Sun at 11 South 400 West SLC. .The “Gay Community Service Center” held its meeting on Mondays and established  a Gay-Crisis line 533-0927 which was in existence for nearly 25 years. The Gay Help Line was the first listing in Salt Lake telephone book with the word Gay in its discription. Joe Redburn served as treasurer for the center. The Salt Lick Seagull Awards Banquet, held  at the Sunset Room, is Salt Lake City’s first official Gay awards banquet in 1976.  Approximately 30 awards were given that night  including, “Best Baths Attendants”, “Judy Garland Comeback of the Year” and “Best Advise Bitch of the Year”.  In 1978 the first Annual Mr. Gay Utah contest was held at the Sun Showroom. It was Utah’s first entry in the Mr. Gay America Contest.  Grover Smith, a native Utahn winner of the Mr. Gay Utah Contest. The East Room next to the Sun was opened  as Salt Lake City’s first Gay after hours disco restaurant in December 1979. The SUN hosted many community events outside of the bar such as its annual picnic in City Creek Canyon. The Sun Tavern with KSXX bought out the whole Trolley Square theater for the 10 p.m. showing of The Ritz on 24 November 1976. An article written on the event stated: “Naturally the audience was 99 and 44/100 percent pure Gay. I’ll say this for the homosexual people, they certainly have the ability to laugh at themselves. When Chris, the head queen said, “Oh I’m so glad I’M Gay,” I thought the roof was going to fall in from the audience’s resounding cheer.” By May 1978The SUN TAVERN began showing free movies every night except Mondays. In an era before VCRs and DVDs this was a big deal. While many other bars refused to be political, fearing an alienation of patrons the SUN always took a stand. Joe Redburn actually ran against Jill Atwater in 1976 for a seat in the state legislature. He lost.  In 1977 The Sun Tavern hosted a community luncheon with Sgt. Leonard Matlovich, in 1978 Joe Redburn dedicated a night at Sun Tavern to support the anti-Brigg’s movement in California. Shirley Pedler Ex-Director ACLU addressed a full house in the Sun Tavern’s show room and $1300 was raised. The mid 1970’s were a time of run away inflation as the cost of fighting the Viet Nam War came home with a vengeance. President Ford asked Americans to wear WIN Buttons (Whip Inflation Now) as his solution to the economic crisis. An article from October 1975 stated that both Club Baths and the Sun had their own plans to fight inflation. “The Club Baths and The Sun have something for fighting inflation. Each Tuesday night after the bar closes you can get into The Baths for only $3.00. You must present a card to the Baths that is available at the Sun every Tuesday night. So far it’s been a big success with the Sun Staff there in “full bloom”. In 1979 the Sun Club and Joe Redburn sponsored Denver’s Gay Pride Marching Band  coming to Utah to participate in Utah’s Gay Pride Day. The Band was called the Denver Mile High Freedom Marching Band directed by Tom Robinson. After the march the band appeared on The Sun Club patio in the evening. The SUN Tavern formed an Inter-Bar Volleyball League to build a sense of community between the Gay taverns in SLC. Joe Reburn was asked his opinion of disco in 1977 as the genre was peaking. There had been complaints that the bars were playing too much disco. Joe Redburn of the Sun answered: “I totally agree that disco is boring. We have had disco music at the sun for 2 and a half years and I’m as tired of it as any one. When we try to break out of disco we get complaints and loss of business. I understand the boredom of disco...it is hard to dance to.”  In the late fall of 1978 several unsolved murders occurred among Gay men in Salt Lake City. One of the more notable was that of Douglas Ray Coleman. Coleman was shot to death in a box car behind the Union Pacific Railroad Station at 177 West South Temple was last seen leaving the nearby Sun Tavern. 

THE UPTOWN PLACE at 15 South 400 West was opened as a woman bar in 1976 after the closure of the Gay Community Service Center. The Uptown Place was advertised as “Serving the Lesbian Community”.  In May 1977 a fund raising dance was held at the Uptown Bar for The Boise Seven. The dance was sponsored by the Gay Service Coalition, which replaced the Gay Community center. By June 1979 The Uptown located was known as the main women’s bar.

SECOND SOUTH

 

STUDIO  8  located at 8 West 200 South was started as a straight bar but had a large Gay Clientele. In 1979 it switched to being a Gay Bar and lasted until about 1980/81. Studio 8 “Comes Out “ as a Gay Bar. The most fabulous Gay Bar Salt Lake ever had.Studio 8 has benefit show for The Boise Seven “. The Boise Seven were 7 women who were fired from the Boise Police Department because they were alledged toi have been Lesbians. Salt Lake City being the largest Gay community in the intermountain region west of Denver raised several fundraisers to help with these women’s legal bills in their lawsuit against the city of Boise.” Minor civil rights celebrities the bar advertised that several of the women  “will be present, ” at the event

 

STATE STREET

 

 

RADIO CITY Lounge at 147 South State Street. Advertized all through the 1970’s as “The Original and first Rocky Mountain Gay Bar”. It was the only Gay Bar to survive the 1960’s.

  THE NAME OF THE GAME JR. at 535 South State Grand opening of The Name of the Game Jr was held in 1975. It began a transition from a straight bar to a Gay Bar in December 1974. the bar was owned by Harold and David and managed by Max. Max stated, “Our initial motive was for purely business reasons. We would rather have an open crowd so that Gay did not feel alienated. Gays get down a lot more and are less trashy than some of the straight street people we get in here.”  The bar offered free drinks on Mondays and Tuesdays from 8-10 PM for ladies, and men in drag, a first for any Gay Bar. The bar was still known as a Gay establishment in 1976 and was listed as one of the places that  distributed SLC Gay paper, The Salt Lick.

 SECOND WEST

 

Satan’s Playpen Lounge 1067 South 200 West Satan’s Play Pen was a Leather biker bar where some of the early members of the Gay leather community was tolerated by bisexuals and straights.  Not openly accepting.

 

THIRD WEST

 

Perky’s at 66 North 300 West,  SLC was a Lesbian  bar which opened in Salt Lake City in 1970. The woman owner was a named Perky. Last name unknown and probably a nickname. It was important for the development of a woman identified community within the Gay community. The bar closed in 1975. In 1975 the Gay Community Service Center Newsletter interviewed people at the Sun, Radio City, and Perky’s on a program aired by KSL on homosexuality. The following comments were quoted: The KSL series on homosexuality was conducted like so many other subjects which are controversial-in order not to offend anyone, it must be treated with so much caution and delicacy that it also fails to do anything substantial like inform, enlighten, educate, or elevate people to a higher level of understanding. This ignorance only adds to the already tremendous waste of human resources. Sorry KSL but the attempt was somewhat impotent”. “It was good that KSL had the guts to air this type of show, but their bigotry and hypocrisy exposed its ugly head somewhat.”  “The KSL series on homosexuality reminds one of something called depression soup- damn little meat-lots of water-hardly any substance- and served lukewarm in a cold bowl.”  “Visions of Clock Work Oranges! I think Dr. Card and others like him ought to be subjected to his own therapy for treatment of his aversion to homosexuality.” When the First  Gay Freedom Day was held at City Creek Canyon in 1975 a shuttle service ran to and from the site for those who didn’t have transportation. Pickup points were Radio City, The Sun, and Perky’s. In an article written by Babs De Lay for the October 1975 issue of the Salt Lick it was announced GAY BARS PERKY’S CLOSES.  “After five years of dedicated service to the Gay community Perky’s closest her door and sold out. In an exclusive interview with Perky, she had the following to say about her bar. “Five years of the bar business is enough for me. IT takes a lot of hours and time to run a bar. I grew up without having a Gay bar to go to. We had to go out you people’s homes to socialize. When I opened up the bar we had a fantastic group of girls that were all very grateful to me. We really had a good time, but there were two groups of girls; the ones who started out with me, and the younger girls that came out in the past few years. For the older girls it was harder being Gay.  We had to be cautious about our selves. Originally we couldn’t dance in the bar, but after a few months the police let us alone. The younger kids have it a lot easier with the attitudes changing and the new bars.  They don’t have the hassles we used to have. The spirit of the neighborhood bar isn’t felt anymore. I enjoyed both group of girls. They were in two different ball games. The young ones kept me young. The whole five years was a really neat experience. The kids were good to me it was a good living, and we had a lot of great times together. I believe that the only way to go out is to go out on top.” Perky is planning to spend more time with her family. She also stated, “I’ve got some pokers in the fire, so I can’t really say what I plan on doing. Let the young one’s take over.  People will always be good to me.”  The Gay community regrets the loss of Perky and her bar. We all wish her well with her future plans. Perky’s is now a straight bar for your general information.”

THE COMEBACK CLUB at 551 South 300 West was opened in 1977 by Mac Hunt at  with the slogan “Where the friendly Men are”!- It was advertised as a private bar open to the entire Gay Community but club membership was not required. “Lighted, flashing dance floor, Disc Jockey every Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Food served. Every Sunday a Brunch. Every Wednesday is Spaghetti Night for all you can eat for $2.50.”  In an article about disco music Mac Hunt was interviewed and stated:  “I’m tired of disco music. However most of the customers seem to request this type of music. We comply with requests and give what is most requested. So we are forced to play the music that customers request.” On Valentine’s Day Party 1978 the club celebrated its first anniversary.  In the spring of 1978 controversy erupted between Mac Hunt and the Gay Service Coalition which published the Open Door, only Gay newspaper. A  GSC meeting was held discharged Cam Morrison for his mishandling advertisement with Club Comeback. A final disposition of small claim courts proceedings ordered the Comeback Club to pay Open Door $96.00 for advertisements.  The Comeback Club advertised in three issues of the Open Door but was not informed by Cam A. Morrison  concerning the costs of the ads. The Open Door  arbitrated and settled for the cost of only one ad in the paper. The Comeback Club was then ordered by the small claim court to pay the Open Door which they did.  The club as did many others, allowed political meetings in their buildings. On June 14, 1979 the first meeting of The Stonewall Club was held at The Comeback Club. The Stonewall Club founded as a vehicle for Gay political action.  However to involve younger college students meetings were shifted to the Denny’s Restaurant on North Temple which had a large Gay clientele.  

REDWOOD ROAD (1700 WEST)

 

 

The Rusty Bell location (2013)

THE RUSTY BELL 996 South and Redwood Road  In July 1975, the Rusty Bell  was opened by its owners Paul Douglas, Mac Hunt, and Jim Beveridge. While the owners of the Rusty Bell were Gay men, the bar soon became a Lesbian establishment. The Rusty Bell like other early Gay Bars were community minded organizations. Some being more political then others. In October 1975, Rusty Bell held a 1950’s Party to raise building funds for the Grace Christian Church, a Lesbian break off church from the Metropolitan Community Church. The following month a two Lesbian activists Shirley Price and Camille Taratagila , after a year long engagement, exchanged wedding vows at the Rusty Bell. Rev. Bob Darst pastor of the Metropolitan Community Church, in a double ring ceremony, married the two. “Marty was the best man, and Hilda was the matron of honor. Shirley wore a white satin gown of her own design and Camille wore a baby blue pants suit. The reception was held immediately afterwards with an abundance of champagne and wedding cake, No marriage license was required, as the state of Utah does not recognize Gay marriages as yet.  The vows are recognized by the church and Shirley stated that “To us the vows are as legal to us as any other marriage ceremony.  The license makes no difference to us because we take our marriage vows very seriously.  The wedding between Shirley and Camille was the first wedding to be held at The Rusty Bell since the bar opened. In December 1975 The Western Rustlers, a Lesbian organization sponsored by The Rusty Bell hosted a Sub for Santa. First known Gay organization to contribute to the Sub for Santa Charity.  The Royal Court of the Golden Spike Empire held their first Coronation at the Rusty Bell on 14 January 1976. The Court was originally called The Imperial Court of Utah.  The 1st Reign was called The Salt and Pepper Court. In the 1980's it became an exclusive Lesbian bar known as Puss N Boots

·         WILMINGTON AVE, SUGAR HOUSE

 

BOGARTS at 1225 Wilmington Avenue in Sugarhouse This bar had a checkered past. It was at best Gay friendly however in December 1979, Women Aware, a Lesbian feminist organization sponsored a Christmas Dance there

SISTERS location unknown All that is know about this Lesbian establishment is found in the Jan 1976 issue of the SALT LICK  where it was listed as a distribution place along with Cosmic Aeroplane, Open Book, Club Baths, The Sun, Radio City, The Sunset Room, Rape Crisis Center, Name of the Game Jr., The Munch Shoppe, Mother Earth, MCC, Grace Christian Church, and Round Records.

OGDEN

Sweetwater Tavern.  Helen Runnells  opened the first openly Gay Bar in 1974 in Ogden called Sweetwater at 25th and Grant

Bobby’s First Endeavor on 12th St. below Wall Ave. in Ogden

10 September 2004 Friday

A “Letter to Harvey Milk”  performed by Plan-B Theater Company opened today to run for two weeks.

 

11 September 2004 Saturday

Lucie Blue Trembly performed at the South Valley Unitarian Church as a fundraiser. Kathryn Warner opened for her.

LUCIE BLUE TREMBLAY IN CONCERT Sept 11, 2004 Salt Lake City  Don't miss Lucie Blue Tremblay, a lesbian singer/songwriter from Quebec who has an incredibly beautiful voice, in concert at South Valley Unitarian Universalist Society on Saturday September 11 at 7:30.  Utah singer/songwriter Kathryn Warner will open.  Tickets are $20, $10 for students and children 14 and under are free.  No one will be turned away if they can't afford those prices -sliding scale is available.  Its a fundraiser for the South Valley Intern Fund (we hope to be able to afford an intern minister in the by next fall).  The church address is 6876 South 2000 East. Call 944-9723  for tickets or information

 

13 September 2004 Monday

Mu cousin Stephanie Williams wrote me: Hi ya Ben, Hope you had a nice weekend & are doing well. Did your classes start up? David's first day in 4th grade was today. I am anxious to hear all about it.

He has been with his dad all this last week because no day care or school so he's had him stay with his Grandmother Mary. She's a really nice lady.

It's been really hot here this last couple of weeks. So we went to Laguna Beach Saturday and spent the day & evening there and had some friends come down and had a bonfire & bbqed and it was really nice there. It's a bit cooler and it supposed to cool down some. I am hoping that the hot part of summer is over.

It was really nice seeing you when you came down. Take care. Love,  steph.”

I replied: Glad you had fun at Laguna Beach. Its easy to take the beaches for granted. I've been in school since August 17 with kids starting on the 25th so we are in the thick of things.

I talked to RL [Williams my uncle] Sunday to visit. He's doing fine.

Mom has the flu. She is going to see if Social Services will pay Charline for staying with Mom.

I am thinking about attending my 35 school reunion in the first part of October for just a quick weekend trip.   Do you know of any Motel 6's in Anaheim Hill areas on any other inexpensive places. I guess I will get on the internet and look but sometimes locals know places that aren't listed. I'll try and visit you then since the Reunion is either in Brea or Anaheim Hills. I forget right now. Anyhow I better get ready for school love CuzJr

Stephanie replied: Ben, there is one at State College and the 91 freeway. You are welcome to stay at my house if you like. There is room & I have an extra key and you can come and go as you like.  Steph

I replied: Thanks, Steph....I'll probably change my mind a hundred times before then but I'll let you know days before I go. Love Jr.

 

17 September 2004 Friday

Evergreen International's 14th Annual Conference held in SLC over two days. Evergreen uses the teachings of the Mormon Church to guide its members away from homosexual "behavior."

 

18 September 2004 Saturday

Equality Utah hosted its 3rd annual "Allies Dinner" with guest speaker former Arizona State Representative Steve May. The event was held at the downtown Hilton. Recipients were Jim Dabakis, David and Erin Litvack, and Cactus and Tropicals. There were over 600 in attendance.

Dear Friends and Allies: Students at Salt Lake Community College will be flying the neighborhood  around the State St campus tomorrow, Saturday, Sept. 18 beginning at 3:00 pm. They will be distributing the Hate Free Zone flyers and a cover letter with resources (both are attached) to residents and businesses. They would love your help! Please send this announcement to your lists asking for people to meet at the south side of the building near the pool/cafeteria entrance. Lorna D. Vogt Director Utah Progressive Network

Mr. Salt Lake Leather Competition will take place on Saturday night September 18th, at Club 161 (161 South 1440 West). The competition actually begins on Friday during private interviews between the judges and the contestants. On Saturday night starting at 10:00 PM the contestants will present themselves in their leather wear and give 90 second speeches on the reason they believe they would be the best Mr. Salt Lake Leather. At approx. Midnight Mr. Salt Lake Leather 2005 will be announced and presented to the audience.  In addition to the competition there will be a raffle for various leather items.  Throughout the night the bar will be giving away various prizes for "Best Basket", "Best Chest", Best Leather" and a variety of other things our sick minds can come up with (within legal constraints of course). On Sunday Blue Alley Fair will start at Noon and go till 5 PM. This will take place at Club 161, the back parking area will be fenced off so you can check out the variety booths while enjoying an adult beverage, or two. We look forward to seeing you all there.

 

19 September 2004 Sunday

The 13th Anniversary Party of the Trapp was held.

The Wasatch Leather Men's Association hosted its annual Blue Alley Fair at Club 161. Jeff "Tiger" Rands was chosen as Mr. Salt Lake Leather 2004

Artist Trevor Southey hosted an exhibit for the “Don't Amend Alliance”

 

20 September 2004 Monday

Mark Havnes of The Salt Lake Tribune reported - Big Water mixes gay mayor, polygamists Near Lake Powell: The libertarian town of 400 residents almost liberalized its marijuana laws a few years ago Big Water Mayor Willy Marshall standing on one of the streets he had paved since being elected mayor in 2002.

The paving of the streets and reducing taxes are two accomplishments the openly gay mayor is most proud of.

BIG WATER - The tiny town of Big Water is not a typical Utah community. There is no church. At least 10 percent of its more than 400 residents are unaffiliated polygamists. It does not have a main street. The Town Council once tried to pass more-lenient marijuana laws. And Big Water has an openly gay mayor.

Situated in a small oasis of greenery well off U.S. 89 in Kane County just 8 miles from Lake Powell, the south-central Utah town sprung up in the early 1960s as a watering hole for workers building the Glen Canyon Dam. Over the years, the town became a haven for retirees and political mavericks who were drawn to the area by its isolation, mild winters and some of the country's cleanest air.

Mayor Willie Marshall faces problems that many mayors do – bad roads, the need for economic development. The fact he is gay has never been an issue. "If people disagree with me, it's politically - not because I'm gay," says Marshall, seated behind a desk in his window-encased office at the town's headquarters on Aaron Burr Boulevard.

On the walls are a plethora of newspaper articles documenting events in the town's colorful history, including a cover story by a gay newspaper in Salt Lake City that features Marshall.

"Whenever I go into a gay bar in Salt Lake City now, everybody goes, 'Hello, mayor,' " says Marshall, with a tinge of pride in his voice. Marshall said being gay was something he never tried to hide in his campaign, and the subject never became an issue. "It's easier for a gay person to get elected in a small town because people know you and their biases go away," says Marshall. "In a place like Salt Lake City, it would be a bigger issue because you can't meet everybody and they vote their biases."

Marshall says he was drawn to the area by his friend, the late polygamist Alex Joseph, who led the town's incorporation efforts as mayor in 1983. "I always said I would move here someday, so I did in 2000," says Marshall, who in addition to mayor, works as a dispatcher for Classic Helicopter in nearby Page, Ariz.

Shortly after moving to the community, Marshall was appointed to fill vacancies on the Planning and Zoning Commission and Town Council. As a councilman, he helped defeat a measure to disincorporate the town and began pushing for a tax cut.

Then in May 2001, Mayor Tonya Roseberry proposed an annual salary of $3,000 for the mayor, which the council passed. Marshall voted against the measure. "I thought that was ridiculous, especially when she said we can't afford to cut taxes," says Marshall. "So in the fall, I ran against her for mayor, saying that if elected I'd repeal the salary for the mayor and cut taxes."

Marshall won the 2002 election, receiving 90 of 157 votes. "It was a good win over an incumbent," said Marshall. "We cut taxes by 50 percent. The town treasurer predicted it would ruin us, but it didn't. And he works with no salary.

 Roseberry, the former mayor, has little to say about her successor. "I guess he's doing an OK job," she says. "But I don't care to comment."

As soon as he became mayor, Marshall successfully took care of one problem plaguing the town. He paved the streets using state road funds, as well as with grants and loans from the state's Community Impact Board. "They were just washboards, and the dust was incredible," said Marshall.

His current project is getting the town a main street along U.S. Highway 89. Marshall hopes to convince the Utah Department of Transportation to reduce - from 300 feet to 116 feet - its right of way on either side of the highway. "The right of way was established before the town even existed," says Marshall. "If UDOT traded the land with the [state's] school-trust lands, it could then be sold in parcels." Marshall believes such a deal could bring $20 million into state education coffers and bring needed businesses to the town.

"Look at Salt Lake City and Kanab." he says. "Both are what they are because they have a main street. As it is now, people fly by Big Water at 65 mph, not even knowing we're here."

Boudicca Joseph, one of nine polygamous wives of Alex Joseph – he died two years ago - runs Palaquin Realty in offices converted from one of the town's former bars. She is a Town Council member, chairwoman of the Planning and Zoning Commission and a Marshall supporter. "He's done a great job," says Joseph.

"Prior to his being mayor, there was a constant turnover [in town government], but he stabilized things with a spirit of compassion and vision. We don't have the bickering we used to."

Joseph would like the state's help for promoting the community by taking advantage of Big Water's proximity to Lake Powell. This would give life to Marshall's main street vision, she said. And such a move would also bring more attention to what the area has to offer.

"We have the lake surrounded by open spaces, pristine nature and some of the cleanest air in the country," says Joseph. "What we want is high-class development - not runaway growth."

Marshall says he is just carrying on the tradition of freedom for the individual espoused by Alex Joseph. That tradition was exemplified in an effort in 2001 to lessen the penalty for possession of marijuana in town from a misdemeanor to a citation - even less than a parking ticket - and a 0 fine. The measure never went into effect, but Marshall says it sent a message about what the town stands for. "We appeal to the libertarian," he says. "In this town, freedom and individual responsibility [make up] the common attitude."

 

21 September 2004 Tuesday

Holly Mullen Reflects on Feminism in Utah Mullen: Moore flap reminiscent of Steinem SL Tribune Regarding filmmaker Michael Moore's upcoming appearance at Utah Valley State College, will you take a little trip with me? If you would, strap on your goggles, buckle your seat belt and hop into the time machine. Destination: the University of Utah campus, almost 29 years ago to the day. It was fall 1975. The Women's Resource Center at the U. was gearing up for its annual Women's Conference, an event partially funded with student fees. Keynote speaker: Gloria Steinem, pioneering feminist, founder of Ms. magazine and vocal advocate of the proposed Equal Rights Amendment - a measure that died in no small part because of the LDS Church's well-organized and aggressive opposition campaign throughout the '70s. The parallels between the explosion created by the UVSC student association's decision to pay Moore $40,000 for a stop along the route of his anti-Bush, anti-war road show and the U. of U.'s invitation to Steinem are stunningly similar. The mere mention of their names - both of them firebrands within a particular cultural and political freeze frame - have led smug conservative legislators to threaten snipping at state higher-ed purse strings. People start screaming for boycotts and equal time for opposing speakers. Then the scramble is on to round up all those brazen little college students who are risking and experimenting and learning to think and shut them down. "I always have found it fascinating that on college campuses we have this pretend environment where students are encouraged to make decisions to help prepare them for the real world. And then they get punished for it," says Cynthia Boshard, who was a student chairwoman of the 1975 U. of U. conference that brought Steinem to Salt Lake City. In the framework of the time, Steinem's appearance on a public university campus in Utah was every bit as controversial as Moore's is today, following his rise to fame around "Fahrenheit 9/11." The ERA had been hotly debated nationwide. The U.S. Supreme Court had legalized abortion two years earlier. Women were joining the workforce in droves. Title IX, passed in 1972 and requiring equal access for females in high school and college athletics, was taking hold. Among the bedrock right wing in Utah, feminism was a filthy word and Gloria Steinem was feminism's guru. "We couldn't think of a more exciting speaker at the time," recalls Boshard, who today is director of IHC's Community Health Partnership. "Unfortunately, too many people see a university's invitation to a controversial speaker as an endorsement of their position, and not as an opportunity to learn more." The days leading up to Steinem's speech had been peppered with threats from conservative student leaders to pull funding from the Women's Resource Center. Protesters threatened to gather outside the University Union Ballroom. Boshard remembers dining with Steinem shortly before her speech. "We were worried about no turnout. We drove back to campus and found the parking lot overflowing. Our first thought was, 'Oh no. They've scheduled a conflicting event here for the same night.' '' The ballroom was packed. Spectators lined up against the walls. If there was a boycott, no one felt it. Boshard even heard from a few attendees, who, while still vehemently opposed to Steinem's views, found some value in the way she challenged their beliefs. And scary as it seems, Moore will do the same. Just as Steinem did before him, and Ronald Reagan and Karl Rove have done in between. Because the message to take home is never really about the speaker. It's about stretching the mind.

23 September 2004 Thursday

Rocker Patti Rothberg in concert at Mo Diggity's. Two of Rothberg's songs appeared in films: a cover of "Kung Fu Fighting" in Beverly Hills Ninja and "Inside" in The Misadventures of Margaret.

 

24 September 2004 Friday

 Steve Fales’ "Confessions of a Mormon Boy" was performed as a benefit for the Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgender Community Center of Utah at the Rose Wagner Theater

Steven Fales' funny and moving "Confessions of a Mormon Boy" is opening this Friday, September 24., at the Leona Wagner Black Box Theatre in Salt Lake City. The Center will receive $15 for each ticket sold to Friday's (Sept 24) performance.  Following the performance, there will be a  reception at Baci. Please come and bring your friends! Thanks! Chad Beyer Executive Director GLBTCCU

 

 

Paul Rolly and JoAnn Jacobsen-Wells  Salt Lake Tribune Columnists Rolly & Wells: Web site squelches 'Hitler' talk  A speech delivered last February by Deseret Book CEO Sheri Dew has been deleted from Meridian Magazine, an online magazine geared toward LDS readers, after complaints that she compared the gay rights movement to the rise of Hitler.  

A story on the Web page of Affirmation: Gay and Lesbian Mormons, says that "two weeks after the Human Rights Campaign and the National Black Justice Coalition called on President Bush to repudiate Mormon leader Sheri Dew for controversial remarks posted on the Meridian Magazine Web site, the speech was removed from the site." 

Dew had given the prayer at a session of the Republican National Convention, prompting the groups to write to Bush that "featuring individuals on the stage of your convention who compare a group of Americans to Hitler . . . is divisive and irresponsible," according to the Affirmation story.

Dew's remarks on the Meridian Web site implied that the gay rights movement threatened the traditional family, and she warned against complacency, stating that people ignored the dangers of the rising Nazi movement in the 1930s until it was too late.

"At first it may seem a bit extreme to imply a comparison between the atrocities of Hitler and what is happening in terms of contemporary threats against the family - but maybe not," said Dew, who had been considered by several Republican Utah gubernatorial candidates as a possible lieutenant governor running mate prior to the GOP state convention.    

Mike Picardi wrote  “SHE COULD HAVE BEEN OUR LT. GOVERNOR”-

Kathy Worthington wrote- For a time Sheri Dew was a member of the Relief Society Presidency of the Mormon Church.  She is the author of several books, including a biography of church president Gordon B Hinckley. She has been CEO of Deseret Books for several years.  Dew has never married nor had children.  When she was younger, Dew had a female friend and the two were practically inseparable; they lived together, traveled together, were in the Relief Society presidency of their (single) ward together, and went through the temple together.

 

25 September 2004 Saturday

My sister Charline Wachs wrote me, “Hi, Mom said that you sent her an email.  She still has not received the email.  She is to lazy to use the computer.  So I am sending this for her. Hope you are well, we are fine here.

John [Johnson my cousin] called yesterday. He was in Tulare delivering milk and was going back to Clovis for another pick up.  Said he would be empty going back to Clovis. You take care do not work to hard. Love ya, Charline.”

26 September 2004 Sunday

You're Invited to the PWACU Barbeque Come Join Us for Our Annual SUPER DUPER - END OF SUMMER BBQ BASH!!! When: Sunday, September 26 at 4:00 pm Where: Fairmont Park, (900 East 2400 South) Please RSVP to the PWACU by Sept. 20th 801-484-2205 Food - Beverages and Tons of Fun! This event is for our clients, supporters and volunteers. We hope you can join us! Toni Johnson, Director People With AIDS Coalition of Utah

 

27 September 2004 Monday

USU Pride Alliance of Cache Valley has invited Ben Williams to speak on Utah Lambda History When : 7:30 p.m. Monday September 27 Where: Room 335 Taggart Student Center Utah State University Logan, UT

 

29 September 2004 Wednesday

The Salt Lake Tribune reported, “First, the Pride Alliance at Utah State University had a "blue jeans day" last spring to show support for the Gay and Lesbian Alliance. The College Republicans this month had "flip-flop Friday" that promoted wearing of flip-flops to show how Democratic presidential candidate John Kerry flip-flops on issues.

So this week, the College Democrats sponsored "mislead Monday" in which students were asked to wear pants if they believe President Bush has misled the country on Iraq.

Apparently, the northern Utah campus is 100 percent Democrat because there were no reports of anyone going without pants.

Note: Only the Gay organization was criticized for using clothing for political reasons.

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