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Summer 3rd Quarter Journal 2024 July-September

 

July

1 July 2024 Monday

It was such a pleasant first day of July with it only getting up to 80 degrees here in Northern Utah. It was a perfect day to work cleaning up the back yard for the pool that Kyle bought for the summer. all I knew was that he wanted at the edge of the patio on the side yard so I had to move the cattle gate and I clipped and pulled all the weeds  and while I was at it I went around the entire perimeter of the side yard and slipped and mowed down all the weeds and drying Larkspur to tidy up the yard.

            Kyle needed me to be home because Lowes was delivering 2 picnic benches between 10:30 and 2:30 but they came about noon.     That took all morning but around 12:30 I went to Papis to bring Kyle some lunch of the Meat Loaf I made yesterday. After coming back to the house, I worked a bit more mowing and raking and also cleaning up the patio.

            Adrian was gone for much of the day. I slept with him last night and when I got up noticed that one of the pups had pooped in his room, probably Lulubelle and I cleaned it before going on with my day. However, when Kyle came home he said that Adrian didn’t want the pups in his room anymore, which I couldn’t blame him but that also meant I wouldn’t be sleeping with him anymore because TJ can’t sleep without being with me and often Taco also. So that made me a bit sad but I can’t sleep without my pups.

            Anyway, when Kyle came home he was all excited because he sold his first shed today for Old Hickory and he also brought Jesus Pereira and Lusito home with him to set up the swimming pool which I had no idea it was so massive. It is 18 feet in diameter and will take days to fill.

            He had me go get 4 pizzas from Little Caesars and around 6:00 Luis,  Milagros, Johanna and Tutu showed up and ate with everyone also. I worked sweeping out beneath the veranda and chopped down the Virgina Creeper that had overgrown the fence around the hot tub so I stayed busy while Kyle and Jesus assembled the two picnic tables and Luis and Lucito worked on putting together the BBQ grill Kyle bought. I also cut up all the cardboard boxes that everything had com e in so I cold recycle them later. I ga d filed up another one of my large trash cans as a testament of how much work I did.

I went to bed at 9 while the rest continued working and listening to Latin music while swimming pool continued to fill up. I think I am going to have a huge water bill for sure.

Never would have dreamed in my old age I would have a Columbian and Venezuelan family and be serenaded by Latin music as  I went to bed. 

             The Donald Trump Supreme Court gave him immunity for his crimes committed as President. Republicans are truly the party of treason now nominating a felon as their nominee for president.

2 July 2024 Tuesday

Adrian didn’t not sleep at the house this morning but came home around 10. I fixed him some breakfast but then left to bring Kyle some meatloaf and then go to DI to look for some swimsuits. I bought two one 34 waist and one 36 to be safe but the 36 surprising was too loose. I bought a CD, radio, and Tape player for 8 dollars, which is a good deal.

I then went over to Mike Romero’s to retrieve a BBQ he didn’t want and a folding chair.

            Anyway, It took until 4”30 for the pool to fill which was almost 24 hours.  When Kyle came home he install the new closet mirror doors in Adrians room which is a mess because he was gone all day and clothes strewn everywhere and bed unmade. I always made his bed  but not today. I am still kind of upset with him that he hadn’t lifted a finger to help around the house or even clean his own room.

            Then Kyle drilled holes in the picnic tables for the Umbrella he bought but we then had to go to Lowes in Bountiful to get some umbrellas stands so they would flop around so much.

            It was almost 9 when we were home but I went down to Lucky; s to buy 5 more 12 packs of soda pops because you were on sell at $4 and I thought the sale might be over tomorrow and they are back to $9.

            Coming home Adrian’s car was blocking the driveway entrance which pissed me off again because I was tired and had to yell to get him to move it so I could pull into the garage.

            I didn’t interact with Kyle or Adrian because I was just plain tired so I went to bed and watched Monster University on the Disney Channel

3 July 2024 Wednesday

Adrian didn’t spend the night again and his room is still a mess. I left the house to go to Deseret Industries to  look at swim wear again and the one I bought today  when I tried it on a home it was snugged at 34 inches compared to the one I bought yesterday. Oh well.

            I stopped at the rose Park Library and checked out some books and an CD audio tape before coming home about 10:30. Adrian was finally home but I didn’t say anything to him  as he will go back to work today and hadn’t bothered to clean his room, which I don’t really mind. I think it’s because it just seems to be a symptom of something else.

            I didn’t go to Papi’s either as I didn’t feel well but I did scrubbed and cleaned the deck by the doggie door where the pups have been pooping. I hadn’t cleaned it  in a while and it was a job.  I am not feeling well. I think that is one of the reasons I am moody about Adrian.

            I worked mainly around the house as I was too tired to go anywhere. In fact, I sat in the hot tub for a little bit to try out my new swim suit. It felt nice but I only had he temperature at 97 degrees as Kyle doesn’t enjoy it being too hot unlike me.

            I decided to stop being an old poop abut Adrian. I love that boy and he is what he is so I went into his room dragged the large box contained his mirror closet doors, put away his laundry strewn all over his bed, and then made his bed. I went down into Kyle’s room and brought up the vacuum as well as his dirty dishes.  I don’t think Adrians room had been vacuumed since he moved in.

I listened to Murder on the Menu the audiobook I checked out  and some NPR. It is nice to have a radio In the house again.

I was working on cleaning out Mike Romero’s BBQ Grill of all the old charred remains when Kyle came home with party supplies for tomorrow. He sent me a picture from Papi’s showing that they erected the poles to show the height of vehicles that could be washed.

I went to bed at 10 but was wakened when Adrian came home. He shut my door to bring a boy home so he could be fucked. So, he was having his own fireworks.  They were downstairs afterwards. Adrian didn’t come back up so must have spent the night with Kyle. I wonder if the boy stayed also or went home.

I just hugged TJ and my teddy day.

4 July 2024 Thursday

I think the Reaper is letting me know my time is about up in this old world . Yesterday I almost choaked on my breakfast caught in my throat and today the pups made me lose my balance walking down the front steps making me fall and hitting my head on the concrete.  After laying there a while, I saw that I wasn't dead and so gathered up all the leashes and finished walking the pups.  Life goes on until it doesn't.

            Well Adrian spent the night downstairs with Kyle so when they were up I fixed them breakfast. Papi’s was closed today and Adrian did have to come into work until 2:30 and he got off at 6:30.

            I spent most of the morning cleaning and helping Kyle with setting up for the party. At one point Kyle and Adrian got really mad at Milagros because she at the last minute said they needed a charcoal grill to cook the meat they were bringing instead of the propane one he had bought and I brough over from Mike Romero. She could have said something before now and Kyle was pissed but he went out and bought another grill and charcoal briquettes. Mostly I think because Kyle was super tired and sometimes Milagros acts like an ingrate as I know Kyle must have spent over a thousand dollars for the party.

            Anyway, some of the gang started coming over around 2:30 and Kyle just let Leo Negron and Jesus Pereira  assemble the new grill while Luis Jr blew up the inflatables for the pool. Tutu and Luisana came over with Johanna. Leo had to go to work in the later afternoon and Luis and Milagros came when Bewilder closed early.  So, the party began around 5:30 with music from the karaoke slashed radio Adrian had bought. Jesus Pereira and Johanna did most of the food prep with Jesus barbeque.

            I have to say it was a very enjoyable after and I even got into the pool for a bit before both Kyle and I went to our rooms for a nap and for me to walk the pups before it got crazy tonight with fireworks.

            The food  was ready by 6:30 and there were ribs, carne steak, chicken, and sausage from the BBQ. I brought out the potato salad I made yesterday and Johana had a carrot salad also. There were plenty of chips, drinks, soda, beer, and margaritas.  Both Kyle and I ate very little meat, not because it wasn’t good, we were just tired. I mainly ate the ribs and had a couple of margaritas.

            Adrian showed up around 7 and by then everyone was back in the pool having fun. Kyle made it a special day with picnic tables, umbrellas, a pool, and the grills. The folks even use the hot tub.

            Adrian had a couple of friends from work over

The Executive Branch is not one person... compare Bidens cabinet with Trumps cabinet. Compare Bidens vice President to Trumps who he tried to get him killed.

5 July 2024 Friday

I trash trucks came this morning so I had to put out the yard refuse, the recycling bin, and the two garbage bins all which were filled to the brim.  Then I spent the morning cleaning up after the fiesta putting away what needed to be stored and washing and cleaning what needed there. Kyle wanted me to Papis so I loaded up the back of the FIT with all the cared board from all the boxes from all the items Kyle and Adrian had bought. I also bought him his meatloaf lunch.

            At Papis, Kyle said he needed me to go to Nicholas and pick up a small order of fries and hamburger buns, but also wanted me to go to Utah First to get a cashier check for $2700 to pay rent at Papi’s. He paid all his other bills but needed the rent for Papis to come out of the HELOC. He was over drawn in the Checking Account which irritated me because I am the one that had to deal with it.

            I was really tired because at Nicholas I had to wait 45 minutes in a warm car waiting for the Will Call to bring the food out and at Bewilders Milagros was out on the deck talking on the phone and not helping me unload so I just left it all on the deck for the gals to deal with before heading off to deal with Utah First. I got the check and brought it back to Papis but then just went home.           Kyle expects too much from me at my age.

            When Adrian came home to eat his supper he said that he had his hours changed from 2 in the afternoon to 6 in the morning.

            I have not been feeling well lately, probably just worn down. I’ve watched a lot of Walt Disney & Pixar movies lately because I have lots interest in typing right now. I think I might be mildly depressed over politics and the future of this country. I don’t know why I bother because most likely won’t live long enough to care.

6 July 2024 Saturday

I am in a bit of a summer malaise today as I have a lack of energy and don’t know what it’s from. I was up before 6 this morning to fix Adrian some breakfast as I thought he said he started  his new shift today but evidently he didn’t as he never got out of bed until this afternoon. Kyle left the house sometime this morning and I never saw him all day but heard ho come in around 10 at night. Michael Romero called and said he was home and has an appointment this Monday at the doctors but I said I may still be at work at Papi’s so just drop Coco off at the house that day.

            I didn’t leave the house today or do much around it but stay in bed or typed. I have kind of lost interest in doing anything which is kind of concerning to me because that may mean I am losing interest in life.

            Andy Dalrymple called this afternoon to talk about Roy Zang’s health issues having been diagnosed with Mastocytosis as well as his skin cancer. We visited a bit about what is left of the Gay community and Is aid that our experiences reflect a time 30 years ago and are not relevant to LGBTQ+ kids today especially among the Trans who would just as soon forget anything we had to overcome and struggle for. Gender issues have supplanted sexual orientation in this brave new world. Gays put up the chairs so that Trans could have a seat at the table but no one seems to care anymore. Oh well. Life goes on with you or without you. 

7 July 2024 Sunday

Two hours doing yard work is plenty but I needed to do it when the weather was cooler in the morning. I love Larkspur in the late Spring with its dainty purple and pink blooms but when July hits the heat turns them into just tall brown weeds. So up they must go but they drop thousands of little black Poppy like seeds that will come back next Spring.

I finally cut back all my oriental poppies that quit blooming last June as well as dead headed my Shasta daisies & roses that had burned up in the heat.

So now it’s just my drought resistant perennials that will give me color through the rest of summer. My sunflowers and hollyhocks are in full bloom & the cone plants are starting to flower.

I have been fighting milkweed which seems prolific this year. Ugh. Thank goodness I eradicated Scottish thistle from my yard early... Prickly weeds are the worse. Larkspur is pretty when it blooms but now they are just brown weeds.

Kyle wanted me to come down to Papi’s to bring him some lunch and while there I watered the geraniums. I didn’t stay long and went to the Glendale’s Smith hoping to find some more Apricots that I bought last week that were delicious. Too often they are picked too soon and have no taste but these were like off the tree. However, they didn’t have any just some loose ones so I bought some fruit like plums, nectarines, and bananas. I also bought more chicken for the pups,

When I came home the house was warm so I was really worried that the Heat Pump wasn’t working and it wasn’t.

The house heated up to 86 degrees so I called Kyle at 9 asking when are you coming home because I had called him around 5 to tell the house was warm. It kind of pissed me off that he didn’t come right away to look at what was wrong. He didn’t get home until 9:30 and said the compressor failed so the fan wasn’t coming on. He managed to get the fan going but only as a temporary fix until we can get someone out tomorrow.

Beneath the deck it was completely filthy from being beneath where the pups pee and poop on the deck. So, I spent an hour or more wiping the heat pump down and scraping up the crud on the concrete. It was a mess but I wasn’t going to have someone come over with it looking the way it was.

I finished reading one of the books I checked out the other day called “Ain’t Nobody Nobody” by Heather Harper Ellet. It was about a murder in East Texas and involved feral hogs. It was not my favorite book but I did finish it.

8 July 2024 Monday

I had to be at Papi’s at 8 so I was up at 6 to eat a bit and walk the pups. Kyle went with Jesus Pereira to Evanston Wyoming to meet with representatives of Hickory Shed so he needed me to be there to record sales. The only issue was this asshole returning a U-Haul who was bitching at me because I wasn’t helping him when Kyle had set everything up to be self-serve.

            I was really tired when Kyle returned at 1 but had to rush home to meet Mike Romero who was bringing Coco over while he went to see his catheter nurse. At 4 One day Plumber came over and Kyle rushed home to deal with the man who came to replace the compressor. Well, that was $500 later.

            I cut up the rest of the watermelon so Kyle and I could have it before it spoils.

            My sister Donna had called but I was busy so I returned her call later . She just wanted to check in and there wasn’t anything new with her. I also called Jim McMullin to visit a bit and he and TJ Otaka were fine. Nothing really new with anyone 

9 July 2024 Tuesday

I didn’t leave the house except to go walk the pups. I spent a lot of time on the computer rewriting information about the Macedonia Hotel that once stood at 528 ½ West Second South. In the afternoon I went to check on the heat pump and it was extremely hot beneath the deck so I sprayed water on the wood slats and underneath to try and cool off beneath the upper deck. Then I checked on the pool and I was shocked that it was filthy with dead flying insects, gnats, hornets, flies and other flying bugs. So, I spent about an hour or more skimming the surface and then when I saw so may dead flies and hornets on the bottom I climbed in and started using my butterfly net to scoop them out. I got the pool clean but it was an effort. Later when I told Kyle he said he forgot to plug the pool skimmer in last July 4th do there’s been 5 days of bugs attracted to the water.

I plug the skimmer back in and poured a half bottle of bleach in to help.

            In the afternoon Adrian came home to take a nap and I joined him for a little bit to just hold him and he fell into my arms.

Kyle said that Bewilder had been super business and did $600 in one hour! I guess Monday and today were both good days.

 In the evening, I watched the last of the season of Abbott Elementary and didn’t do much else. It was in the high 90s today and it’s going to get even hotter.

I am so sick of so called Democrats calling to replace President Biden when no Republican is calling for Felon Tяump to withdraw.

Reminds me when Kirsten Gillibrand declaring a "zero tolerance" doctrine regarding accusations of sexual misconduct by members of Congress,  was the first in her caucus to call on Senator Al Franken to resign when there was no proof of misconduct.

No one is calling Tяump's senility into question in spite of the rambling he does nor his connection with sexual predator Jeffrey Epstein who he admired.

No one knows the future, and even if Biden becomes incapacitated or dies in office at least a Democratic administration would be in place to keep democracy going.

If Tяump dies in office can you imagine the horrors his Fascist-Christians would inflict on us with immunity from the Trumpian Supreme Court?

10 July 2024 Wednesday

It was 104 degrees today according to the news. This morning, I went into Adrians room to snuggle with him before fixing him his breakfast. I walked the pups early because of the heat and then Kyle called and needed me to go to Nicholas to pick up an order of “ impossible burgers” because he forgot to order them.

            I had to get gas first because I was on empty and gas prices are around $3.55 a gallon. I then went to Papi’s to bring Kyle a lunch of meatloaf and to water the geraniums before heading out to Nicholas. I only had to wait about 15 minutes before heading to Bewilders. Maria and Milagros were working but it didn’t seem busy at all. I could see that the parking lot over at the Mixx stand was completely torn up to be repaved.

            I came back home after that and stayed inside after Adrian went back to work. I mainly typed placing some of my journals into Yahoo so they would be saved on the internet.

            I heard from my Rose Park Facebook page that Albertsons is putting Lucky’s up for sale and it’s not determined what may replace it if anything. I hate to see it go as I have shopped there for at least 25 years. 

            There is a growing group of Democrats wanting Joe Biden to drop out of the race. If some Democrats had doubts about President Biden they should have been voiced last year not 4 months before an election. I read where Trumps strategy is just to sit back and let Democrats fight among themselves. We need to elect Joe Biden and if age becomes an issue he can always step down. If Tяump gets elected he will have immunity to become a dictator.

11 July 2024 Thursday

It was a 106 degrees in Salt Lake today. I climbed into bed again with Adrian to lay with him for a bit before starting my day. I only went out to bring Kyle his lunch of meatloaf. He showed me that the fence was installed behind the Papi’s truck wash.

I went to Dollar Tree by Costco to get some items like aluminum foil and other odds and ends before going to Lucky’s to get some chicken thighs but surprisingly they were out just drum sticks which I hate deboning them.

            I worked some on organizing my journals by putting them on Yahoo mail so they would be somewhat safe in cyber space.

            While cleaning the kitchen this evening I listened to President Biden give a press conference. He appeared defiant at reporters suggesting he was too old to be President but he gave a litany of all his accomplishments and how Trump would be a disaster for NATO. You could tell he was strugglingly a bit with clearing his throat many times but I should be so virile at 81. Still, even I worried that many think he should not be running against Trump.

            When Kyle came home he said that Bewilder was doing great this week and he even went to the bank and paid everyone today. I hope I don’t have to do that anymore for him. He also said that he’s interviewing to hire another worker at Papis to help him out in the administration side.

            Lately, I have been watching a lot of old Walt Disney animation features like Snow White, Alice In Wonderland, Dumbo, and Pinocchio.

12 July 2024 Friday

I had a strange dream this morning that Bruce Harmon told me that Bryce Beesley was dead and I showed John Bennett where the chapel service was but instead of a service it was like a poker card game casino which John began to play. My bladder woke me up about then but strange that all these guys have passed away  many, many years ago.

            Adrian slept down stairs and I walked the pups this morning at 8 because its suppose to get up to 106 again today. I made spaghetti with gluten free noodles for Kyle’s lunch this morning also.

            I brought Kyle his lunch and water the geraniums although it wasn’t quite as hot as yesterday but still over 100. I stopped at Glendale Smiths to buy some chicken thighs for the pups before coming home and staying home for the rest of the day.

            Kyle came home late and we visited while I was watching Walt Disney’s Peter Pan. He said that Adrian was upset with him because he hugs Maria Hernandez and Adrian for some unknown reason hates her.  Kyle said it’s just jealousy on the part of the Villalobos. Kyle said that the family has turned against Maria for some reason I don’t understand. Workplace dynamics I suppose but don’t understand why Adrian is so upset like Kyle is taking sides. I am kind of relieved that my days of being down there so much are over

In the local news Ukrainian President Zelenskyy was in Utah as keynote speaker at the Governor’s Conference although it was telling that none of the Mormon Leadership met with him. Also, the Utah Supreme Court overturned the Republican gerrymandered map for Utah. I don’t know if it will make any difference but it’s ridiculous that they divided Salt Lake City into 4 Republican control districts because the Capital leans democratic.

13 July 2024 Saturday.

I woke up around 1 and after getting up to pee, I took TJ and joined Adrian in bed for a little while to snuggle with him and rub his feet that he enjoys so much. I only stayed for an hour or so until my bladder made me get up so after peeing again TJ and I went back to my room to let Arian sleep and for me also.  In the morning around 6 I was up again and I sleepily went back into Adrians room. He must have been up at some point because the bedroom light was on that I then turned off and then climbed into bed with him. There I noticed he had discarded his underwear so I just held him from the waist up so that I didn’t accidently rub up against his cock. 

I love Adrian who happens to have a cock, not because he has one.  I’ve played with many during my life time but want Adrian to know I love him not just his body.  My greatest pleasure at this point is just wrapping my arm around him and holding his hand and stroking his hair.

            I stayed home for much of the day fussing around the house. I made some peanut butter/chocolate chip cookies and baked the chicken thighs for the pups.  I also cleaned the pool some and washed my bedding. Domestic stuff.

            Kyle came home around 6 and asked me to go with him to Baskin Robbins to get some ice cream. He wanted a chocolate shake so I went. 

I saw that Richard Simmons passed away today right after his 76th birthday which was yesterday. He was a character but a good man I think. Also, Ruth Westheimer, the sexologist also died today. But the real news was that an assassination attempt was made on Donald Trump at one of his rallies in Pennsylvania. I watched some of the news and hoped that it was not some leftist nut  and was relieved that it was right wing gun nut.

            By the time I went to bed the shooter was identified as 20 year old Thomas Crook, and a registered Republican.. I am not at all sympathetic about the attempt on Trump’s life. On January 8, 2011, Democrat Gabby Giffords was shot in the head in Arizona. No Republican outrage back then. Trump said he could shoot someone on 5th Avenue and he would still have votes. Where was the Republican outrage then?  Trump inspired his mob to beat capitol police, and who wanted  to hang Mike Pence and kill members of Congress. No Republican outrage when the Supreme Court gave Trump a pass.

Republicans will make Trump a martyr during the Republican National Convention when he unveils what sycophant he has chosen to be a patsy I mean vice president.  Trump the MAGA Messiah.

Kyle Rittenhouse age 17 kills 3 people and is the darling of the MAGA crowd and is acquitted. Thomas Crooks aged 20 misses the former president  and kills  a rally attendee and is shot dead. Perhaps young men should not be allowed to own an assault weapon designed to murder people.  Well for that matter anyone.  Nah ... the NRA and Fascist Christian won’t let that happen. It was not quite as hot only 100 degrees but it stayed 90 degrees when I went to bed at 10. 

14 July 2024 Sunday

I went to Smiths to buy treats for the pups but spent way too much money on other treats for myself as well.

Adrian called in sick at Newrest so he could attend a soccer game on Television at Bewilder. I guess it was a big game between Columbia and Argentina. Adrian looked so cute with his yellow team shirt, Columbian flag and a cute multicolored sombrero hat of a type.

When Kyle came home he looked beat so not sure what is up with him except he was so upset with the gals at Bewilder for clogging up the kitchen sinks which will cost about $700 to have them snaked out.

This evening around 7:30 I finally went and water some of the front yard as the ground was like a brick from the heat. I cut down all my hollyhocks as they were done blooming in this heat and also trimmed back my roses and forsythia in from of the steps. While I was at it I decided to also trim the two trees in the south parking strip that had completely over grown. I was outside for about an hour and a half and that was enough. It was another hot day up in the 100’s.

            I’ve been tired for much of the day. Not sure why but no energy to do much. Maybe it’s just the summer blahs or cabin fever as I don’t get out much in this heat.

Is it me or have the Republican pundits all gone silent once it was learned that Trump's would be assassin was a Republican, Card Carrying member of the NRA whose father bought him the Assault Weapon 6 months ago.  Maybe they are still blaming President Biden, Black Lives Matter, and Antifa and everyone else rather than their own laws that made Pennsylvania an over carry state.

Trump says that God saved him but I guess God said too bad Corey Comperatore, the  firefighter who was killed.  I thought the Bible said that  "For there is no respect of persons with God."  So, God does play favorites? I am so confused!

Happy  Bastille Day. Back then people who were oppressed by the aristocrats had enough and knew what to do to their oppressors. No need for violence today just vote to tax the 1 percent who own more wealth the 90 percent of the rest of us. If Billionaires kept 10 percent of their wealth they still would have more than the rest of us.

15 July 2024 Monday

I’ve spent some time today typing up my journal from August and September 1976. Some of it is hard to recollect as I was a true blue indoctrinated Mormon back then but in limbo as I was in a state of disfellowshipment from having an affair with Larry Copenhagen at BYU and my Mormonism alienated me from my family and former California friends. It was a rough time for my 25 year old self.

            I went down to Papi’s to bring Kyle some lunch but didn’t stay long after going with him, and Luisana to get drinks for the crew. Adrian was gone for much of the day and was up so late this morning I didn’t manage to fix him breakfast. He said that working the swing shift at New rest was like being in Prison because of the time but felt free as a butterfly to start an early morning shift on Wednesday. 

I didn’t see him again until I was feeding the pups. He was agitated because he had a car accident on the FWY while with Johana. He left before I could find out more but he didn’t seem to be hurt. When Kyle came home I told him about the accident and he was able to find out that it wasn’t Adrian’s fault. I Didn’t  hear much more. Kyle said it was a super busy day at Papis and he went right to his room to rest.

            I had a phone call from Utah First saying that the checking account was overdrawn $2000 for 22 days. I thought Kyle was going to take care of that but I guess not. So tomorrow I better go down and make it right.

I don’t know whether it’s been the heat or just the middle of summer but I am in the doldrums with a heavy dose of lethargy. I just want to nap and do nothing. The news doesn’t help either with the Republican Crime syndicate anointing martyr Trump as king. Trump announced he picked the fascist from Ohio to be his running mate. Didn’t someone tell JD Vance that the last guy Trump picked for his Vice President ended up running through a basement while a mob hunted him down and tried to hang him as a traitor?

Then Trump's pick, judge Cannon, pulls the Trump's documents case. How convenient.  All done while America is distracted. She attacked the valid of Jack Smith rather than the fact that Trump had all these illegal to possess documents at his house in Florida.

16 July 2024 Tuesday

I had been getting calls about the $2000 overdrawn at Utah First which Kyle was supposed to have fixed weeks ago. So, I drove into Bountiful and deposited $2100 into my checking there to over it before it became a real issue. I can’t rely on Kyle to fix it. He is spending money at Papis like a drunken sailor so who knows what the finances are. He only tells me when there’s a crisis.

            On the way home I had a thought to drop in at Orchard Elementary as it being summer I knew none of the kids would be there and I thought I might be able to look around.  Once there I found the doors were locked, which I thought they might be but the Assistant principal saw me walking away and came and opened the door.

 I told her who I was and how I had taught at Orchard for 16 years and just wanted to see some of the changes. Her name was Dannielle Summers and she was so nice to show me around the school and I commented on many of the changes and things that stayed the same. I was even able to see my old class room. She was very excited that I had dropped by and asked if I wouldn’t mind attending their 60 Anniversary this year. I said certainly and gave her my contact number.

            Kyle later called me and needed a code on my phone but I didn’t know how to retrieve it so I drove down to Papi’s to give him the rest of the Watermelon slices and go with him and Luisana to get soda pop for the crew. I didn’t stay long and returned home.

            Adrian didn’t spend the night but came home around 4 as he had been out shopping with his sister Johanna Pereira. When he was home briefly he was so excited to start his morning shift tomorrow and asked me to sleep with him tonight which I did when he came in around 10.  I was already in bed and dreaming when I woke up and joined him.

            Before that I just watched Sleeping Beauty and did some typing on my September 1976 journal when I did a cross country genealogy journey because I thought I wanted to move to Washington DC.

            Jimmy Hamamoto is visiting Salt Lake and I said I will meet with him and Chuck Whyte this Thursday.

            I heard that Dr. Blotter’s Wasatch Springs Veterinarian clinic is under investigation for his license so I guess I am going to have to find another vet. I really didn’t have any qualms about him but some of the pets he did surgery on died so he is being charged with malfeasance.

17 July 2024 Wednesday

I spent the entire night with Adrian and was up around 5 to fix him breakfast and for him to start his new shift. I didn’t get much sleep because I was clinging on to him and he me all night. So, I went back to bed after he left and slept until around 8:30 before starting my day.

            When I took the pups out walking at 9:30, half way down the block Maxx started limping and I checked his paw but couldn’t see any stickers or rocks so I cut our walk short and carried him back home. I checked his paw again but still couldn’t see anything so I thought to leave him alone and let him rest it. Later in the evening he seemed okay with his paw so I took them all for a walk again around 8 at night.

            Kyle called around noon and needed me to go out to Nicholas to pick up a food order and bring it back to Bewilder. I was kind of put out because once I had to wait 45 minutes in the 105 degree heat sitting in the car but actually this time it was brought out to me in about 15 minutes although the guy just dropped it off and I had to load it into the FIT myself. Maria and Milagros was working today and I helped them bring it into the Bodega.

            When Adrian came home he was all excited about his new hours so I was happy for him but it just means I am back to being an early morning breakfast guy.

            Kyle came home around 6 and said that he was having a pest control person come over tomorrow because downstairs was infested with silverfish and ants. I’ve had ants before but never cockroaches or silverfish.

            Mike Romero called and said that Coco wasn’t eating so I brought over two containers of Cesars to see if she would eat  that and she scarfed it down so Mike was so relived because she stopped eating any of her treats. So, he gave them all to me to see if my rascals would.

            I worked some on my 1976 journal. It was so slow going but I wanted to make sure it was accurate because at the end of September I was in Bloomington Springs visiting with Grandpa Johnson’s first cousins Verdie and Dewey Patton and discovering his hillbilly roots.

18 July 2024 Thursday

I slept by myself  last night but was up at 5 to fix Adrian his breakfast to take to work. After that I didn’t see him for the rest of the day. The pest control came by around 9:30 and sprayed inside and side. He said I had a lot of hornet nests and wolf spiders who are killing the Black Widows. He took about an hour  and then Kyle asked me to come down to Papi’s to go with him to get drinks for the crew. We also picked up chicken from the Main Street Meat Market as well for me to bring to Bewilder. Additionally, he had me stop at the Chef store for Romaine Lettuce and tomatoes. I guess the kitchen did a $2000 night yesterday.

            From Bewilders I called Chuck Whyte and said I would be over in about 15 minutes to meet Jimmy Hamamoto. It was a bit after 12:30 so they wanted to go to lunch and Chuck wanted to go to the Greek Other Place which I don’t care for at all but I wasn’t all that hungry and Jimmy agreed to go as well.

            At the Other Place Jimmy wanted to pay for lunch but I just ordered iced tea because I didn’t want him spending his money on food I didn’t care for and there would be too much to eat anyway. Jimmy hadn’t changed just gotten older like me. He jabbers on about people and places I know nothing about, never inquiring about me, and Chuck just stares off into space eating his hamburger meal. I did manage to steer Jimmy to talk about Salt Lake people we  both knew. We were there at the Restaurant for over an hour and when we left, backing out the car, it sounded like something underneath was dragging.

            I had to get gas so I went to the Maverick across the street. I have so many memories tied up with Salt Lake because the Maverick location used to be a Circle K where in the summer of 1988 some Tongans who stole my car robbed the place of beer.  When I looked beneath the Honda Fit I saw that the plastic panel that covered some of the engine was dragging.

            So, I told Jimmy and Chuck we would have to go driving around another day and I drove down to Papi’s where Luis Negron looked at it and fixed it. While I was down there Cody McKendrick came in to rent a U Haul truck from Kyle. He mentioned that there was going to be a big to do on August 1st but I didn’t  inquire.

            I came home and took a nap and actually slept until 6 so I must have been tired. I fed the pups took them for a walk and was watching  some of 101 Dalmatians when Kyle came home. He told me some disturbing news that President Biden was going to decide by Sunday whether to stay in the race or not. That news kind of shattered me, and Kyle and I had a discussion about politics and I took exception to a what he was saying about the Democrats and especially FDR and how the country would recover from another Trump administration. I doubted that we would. It annoyed me like hell when he insisted that the Supreme Court didn’t grant presidential immunity which I know they did. Oh well he and I should never discuss politics as we come from different eras and generations.

            I heard on NPR regarding the Platform adopted at the RNC which was written almost verbatim from Trump speeches and the delegates were locked in a room and told to adopt it. Gone was any Republican tropes on the Constitution, Law and Order, and Morality. 

One of my favorite comedians has passed. I loved him as the college president in On A Clear Day and especially the first Bob Newhart Show with Susanne Pleshette. His wit was so droll and was perfect.

19 July 2024 Friday

I was up at 5 again this morning to fix Adrian some breakfast before he went off to work and I went back to bed and slept a little more.

I didn’t leave the house except to walk the pups. I cleaned up the dead branches I had cut from the south side trees since the yard waste bin was emptied this morning. I also watered the front yard some and then I heard the pool skimmer gurgling and could tell the water had evaporated  about two inches or more. I also saw leaves and stuff in the pool so I put on my swimsuit and went in the water to scoop out leaves and dead bugs that had accumulated since the last time. I was done by noon so I cleaned the kitchen some and laid down again to take a nap. I was feeling rather lethargic and glad Kyle didn’t call me to do anything today.

            When Adrian came home after work he had a friend over named Axel who he knew from New York when Adrian first came to the states. I guess he lived with him a while and worked where he worked. Axel had been here 7 years and was from Venezuela also, but he spoke English pretty well. He seemed like a really nice guy and was happy that Adrian had a friend to visit with.

20 July 2024 Saturday

Adrian didn’t get home until after midnight so after getting up to fix his breakfast, I had to go in at 5:40 and wake him as he was still sound asleep. He didn’t leave the house until 6 so I know he was late to work. I went back to bed and slept for about an hour before fixing me some breakfast and when it was a little later I walked the  pups around 8:30 so I could get ready to go meet up with Jimmy Hamamoto and Chuck Whyte at 10.

            I took them on a tour of Old Salt Lake to see the new Salt Lake. We started up at the U to see where the old Orson Spencer Hall was, where Jimmy was a vice president of the Gay Student Union back in 1978 or 9. Then we downtown over to Second South where all the Gay bars are now gone replaced with 5 story apartments.

From there I took him by the Greek Church to show him the vacant lot where he and I used to live. The space looked so small to have had so many folks living there at one time in row houses and at the LaFrance. I also went by the old KRCL studios on 8th South where he did his Saturday morning radio program and where i was a Cohost on Concerning Gays and Lesbians. Finally, after going to 9th and 9th area and through Liberty Park we stopped and had lunch at Charlie Chows. Last time I was there it was with Bill Poore.

I was surprised how few people were inside as it was lunch time. Jimmy just wanted a bowl of Won Ton soup, and Chuck ordered a beef and broccoli lunch. Jimmy bought their lunches but I paid for mine of a cup of hot and sour soup and some spring rolls which was plenty for me.

I have lots of memories from the 40 years I have lived in Salt Lake and I have known Chuck at least 40 of those years and Jimmy at least 35 years. We're just old Gay relicts now from a different time.

After taking them home and getting my obligations over, which I felt like I needed to do for John Reeves, I drove to Papis to see if Kyle was there but he wasn’t. So, I went to the Chef Store to buy Adrian his Mango drink and while there I saw they had a huge jar of Mangos already sliced up that I bought instead of fresh ones that you end up throwing most of it away because of the huge pit in the middle.

At home I laid down to finish watching  101 Dalmatians and was falling asleep when Adrian came home from work. He was super tired and I joined him in his bed to take a nap and to hold and caress him. I slept for about an hour with him but he was so tired he slept in until nearly 5:30. When he got up he asked me if I would take the dogs into my room as he said awkwardly he wanted to have sex. He was so cute about it so I gather them up and I went into my room to close the door so he could have a gentleman caller over.  It always amazes me that these encounters are so brief. He has guys over usually for around 15 minutes or 20 at the most. I think it’s cute that he feels comfortable enough with me to have boys over when he’s horny.

Kyle came home from getting a haircut and go to Bewilder around 7 and asked me to go with him to get a chocolate shake at Baskin Robbins in Bountiful. I went with him for the company but didn’t get anything myself as I have ice cream at home. He said the only excitement today was that one of the U of U buses he washes at Pipi had broken down in the wash bay and had to be towed out. It was just a mechanical failure nothing we did.

When he then retreated downstairs, I watched The Rescuers which is one of my favorite Walt Disney films. I have been going through a watch list I made on the Disney Channel and have been systematically watching a lot of old animated films.

Before going to bed, I did up the dishes and saw that Adrian was floating on the air devise in the pool. He looked so comfortable on this warm Summer night.

Returning from Bountiful I noticed that the side of the hill on Ensign Peak was burning. Later I heard about 40 homes up behind the Capitol were ordered to evacuate. The smoke from the fire on Ensign Peak reached us in the evening and it smelled like burning wood outside.

It’s been 55 years since we first landed on the moon  and it is shocking to me that half of Americans today do not believe in science but rather in a 2000 book which had been modified over the centuries. The ethically teachings of the Bible are still valuable but for being history or scientific  it is not.

On Facebook people are mocking stupid Trump cultists wearing a pad over their ear to support Trump who was obviously wearing a fake bandage over his ear to gain sympathy for the so called assassination attempt. 

21 July 2024 Sunday

President Biden pulled out of the Presidential race today. The media campaign against him worked. I am so depressed. I was so upset over the news that I could hardly get out of bed but to watch the news and post on Face Book. I wrote “I want to thank President Biden for all he accomplished to overcome the disaster that was the Trump administration. He will go down as one  of the greater Presidents. In 2020 millions were  infected or dying from Covid19, the economy was close to collapse and people couldn't even buy toilet paper.  He was the greatest supporter of Unions coming from a working class background and not from the robber baron class. I can only hope people who criticized him will shut the fuck up now and support whoever the Democrats nominate at the convention. 

However, I don't think there's enough decent people left to prevent Trump from now waltzing back into the White House with his accomplices to create an authoritarian government to benefit the Billionaires.  So many are indifferent and lack empathy for others. I hope I am wrong. And for those rejoicing  at Biden's decision just unfriend me now. It’s a sad day for democracy. I will however support whoever is nominated however I wonder how many else will.”

            I really didn’t care what else went on around me.

22 July 2024 Monday

I am still devastated by President Biden’s decision to leave the race for President but am heartened that Democrats have now rallied around Kamala Harris without any real infighting. I crawled into bed with Adrian this morning and just clung onto him and wrapped him in my arms before getting up to start my day.  I took the pups out for their constitutional and also cut up the watermelon I bought yesterday before going down to Papi’s to bring Kyle his lunch of meatloaf and watermelon.

            I stayed and watered the Geraniums and while I was there at Papi’s, Adrian came down, more to see his sister Johanna than Kyle. I only stayed for a bit then came back home and typed up some more from 1976 which was really quite a consequential year for me and my 25th year.

            Kyle said he was surprised that Democrats rallied so quickly behind Vice President Harris but I think we all know that defeating Trump’s fascism is more important than posturing.

I have lived through Presidents Truman, Eisenhower, Kennedy, Johnson, Nixon, Ford, Carter, Reagan, Bush, Clinton, Bush, Obama, Trump, and Biden and none have I had greater respect and admiration for than President Biden for his decency and love for the working class, especially women and people like me. It was Biden who changed Obamas heart towards marriage equality. Unlike the felon who only loves himself, President Biden loves all Americans.

I am so disgusted with how the media is treating Donald Trump as if he was a normal presidential candidate instead of the narcissistic felon he is and how his nomination has turned the Republican party on its head. This is not normal. They are acting like the Democratic and Republican parties are the same. They are not.

Will they go after Trump like they did Biden? Hell, no because they are so afraid of a vindictive Trump that if he does win, he will go after them like he did with NBC in 2017 when he threatened to pull their license for criticizing him.

I think why I feel such a lost and sadness over President Biden stepping down is that it's the end of my generation's time in the White House. It's over for us and there will never be another from my generation unless God forbid Trump wins.

President Clinton was the first President from my Generation when he won in 1992. It was the end of the World War II generation's time being leaders on the world stage.  It was an end of an era. Both Clinton and George W were born in 1946 and Obama in 1961.

Joe Biden was born in 1942 during World War II and technically not even a baby boomer but he is just 9 years older than me as Obama is 10 years younger.

 Joe Biden's resignation for me is also the end of an Era of Presidents who experienced the same time line of history as I did. He turned 30 in 1972 and I turned 21. Biden came to age during the 1960's Civil Rights struggles and I was a young adult in the 1970's.

Kamala Harris according to how you define Baby Boomers and Generation X is either the last of the Baby Boomers or the beginning of Generation X as she was born in 1965, too young to be a contemporary with me as she was a young adult during the Reagan Years. As wonderful as she is, the experiences which changed her are not the ones which shaped me.

But to me, President Joe Biden embodied all the best characteristics of our era for championing justice for the working man and woman and equality for all.  I suppose it is time to let the next generation change the world. God Speed and Good Luck.

The difference between German fascism of the 1930s and American Christo-fascists of today is strikingly similar...the Weimar Republic saw Germany as a Democracy  however National Socialism rose to power fueled by fears and promising to Make Germany Great Again and blaming Germany's problems on outsiders.

The difference between Hitler and Trump is that with Hitler, he laid everything on the table in Mein Kampf while  Trump makes it all up on the fly so his supporters had to come up with Project 2025. Hitler was driven by pathological nationalism, Trump is driven by his pathological egotism...

I don't see how the religious right can trust a word that comes out of his mouth except that they don't care about this world, only the promise of a better one after death, and controlling the government to make America over into an authoritarian Christian nation. They are happy with a lying adulterous criminal as long as he keeps giving them the power to control other people.

The uber rich also don’t care about America,  only how much wealth they can hoard through a Trump administration.

In a Trump America the middle class will continue to disappear until there’s just the upper class and lower class. Face it Trump isn’t running for President to help Americans but rather to keep himself out of prison... he’s one of most ruthless self-centered man ever to con his way into the presidency aided by corrupt enablers

23 July 2024 Tuesday

Adrian’s Day off so I fixed him a late breakfast and also went down to Papi’s to bring Kyle his lunch of meat loaf and watermelon. I took a nap in the late afternoon. I am down in the doldrums.  When Kyle came home in the evening he said he spent some time with Jesus  Pereira and Adrian trying to find a replacement for the Red Kia that keep failing emissions and can’t be registered.  Kyle found a government program that could help them get a newer replacement car. I hope so.  The air is really smokey but they say it’s from fires in Idaho even though the fire on Ensign peak is still not contained and another one has broken out on Antelope Island

 All that is in the news is how the Democrats are rallying around Kamala Harris pissing off the Republicans which were sure Biden’s announcement would fracture the party but she has enough delegate supports to be the nominee at the Democratic Convention next month.

President Joe Biden voluntarily relinquished the most powerful position in the world for the love of our Democracy and Country. It’s nothing a man like dementia Trump would ever do unless forced out like Nixon. This is why I think Biden will go down in history as one of the greatest Presidents. Face it Trump isn’t running for President to help Americans but rather to keep himself out of prison... he’s one of most ruthless self-centered man ever to con his way into the presidency aided by corrupt enablers

24 July 2024 Wednesday

I was up at 5 to get Adrian off to work with a breakfast. Actually, I was awake at 4 but didn’t get up until 5. TJ was restless and woke me first around 2.  My neighbor down the street put two nice chairs out on the street so when I went to take Kyle his lunch of spaghetti I put them in the back of the FIT. At Papis I went with him and Johanna to Wal-Mart as he had forgotten to get some pies of Pie and Beer Day at Bewilder. He needed me to deliver them so he wouldn’t have to be a way from Papis very long and he like the chairs so he took them for the office.

            After delivering pie and ice cream to Bewilder I went to Lucky’s to buy some groceries, specifically the white corn meal called PAN so I can make Arepas which is a South American corn bread. I had looked on line and saw that I had been making them wrong, flattening the dough like a tortilla instead of like an English Muffin that can be split.

            Back at the house my stomach became queasy so I am not sure what is up with that. I took a two hour nap in the afternoon and then watched the news until 6 when I listened to President Biden explain why he exited the Presidential campaign. I bawled all through President Biden’s speech tonight as he passed the torch to a younger generation, saying personal ambition is not greater than saving our democracy.

“I revere this office but I love my country more. It has been the honor of my life to serve as your president, but the defense of democracy is more important than any title. This sacred task of perfecting our union is not about me. It is about you.”

            Afterwards I went into Adrian’s room and saw that his bed was stripped and not made, so I put sheets back on and his comforter. He hadn’t put any of his clean clothes away so I did for him. Kyle came home about that time and said he had a busy day and was tired but looking at the pool I noticed it really had a greenish sheen. I guess the heat and evaporation of water made algae bloom. Kyle dumped in a bunch of bleach and I filled the pool back up so the skimmer would work better and I cleaned the filter again. The pool is needing more maintenance than I have been giving it or Kyle for that matter.

            Adrian came home also about this time and bought a bunch of Venezuela Arepas for his breakfasts so I guess I won’t have to be making any from scratch for a while.

It was a 105 today and I think because it was a Wednesday, the neighborhood was rather subdued with the fireworks.

            Every July 24th I have to remember how Billy Bikowski came into my life during the Neighborhood Fair at Liberty Park.

            I’ve noticed that when I go up steps I lose my equilibrium some and have to hold on the rails. Another sign I am aging faster now.    

Andy Dalrymple posted the other day that he tested positive for Covid so it’s going around again. Roy Zang has some serious bone cancer and was able to be transferred to Huntsman instead of the LDS Hospital.

25 July 2024 Thursday

The alarm woke me up at 5 to arise and make Adrian his breakfast then at 5:30 I woke him out of a sound sleep to get up. I then went back to bed and slept until 7:30.  It was  kind of a do nothing day although I did go down to Papi’s to bring Kyle some lunch. Afterwards I went to Wal-Mart to buy some algaecide for the pool and brush to scrub the sides. I didn’t get to it as I wanted Kyle to come home first to look at it

Mike Romero called and wanted to drop Coco off for a bit at 2 while he went and bought tires for his truck at Discount Tires in Bountiful.  I stayed with her watching the Disney Channel so she wouldn’t be too upset with not seeing Mike. He was back by 3:30 and we visited until nearly 4:30 before he left for his house. He wanted me to find a copy of the Romero Family genealogy I did so long ago and when I finally recovered it, it was kind of a mess of spelling errors so I spent the rest of the evening after feeding and walking the pups working on it.

Kyle never came home nor Adrian before I went to bed around 10. I did take a nap but not nearly long enough.

26 July 2024 Friday

It rained last night but after I went to bed, so I didn’t hear a thing but I guess it was a good little shower. It’s the first rain we have had in almost a month. I was up at 5 to fix Adrian some breakfast and he came upstairs around 5:30 from Kyle’s room so I guess he slept with him last night.

            I went back to bed and slept until around 7:30 and I heard Kyle leave for work about 7:45. After fixing some breakfast, I began to work on researching the Romero family lineage again. So much more had been posted on line since I did my initial research some 25 years ago.

            Kyle called and wanted me to bring him some stomach pills that he had forgotten to take this morning so I also brought him some watermelon and spaghetti for his lunch. I went with him to take Johanna to work at Bewilder and to get drinks for the guys at Papis. After that I just came home and worked for the rest of the day on adding some histories to the Romero’s family tree. He’s descended from Bartolome Romero who was with the Juan Onate expedition to colonize New Mexico in 1598.

            Adrian came home from work and fell asleep for about 2 hours in his room and during that time I took a short nap also. Kyle came home around 6:30 after paying all the gals at Bewilder. I am so relieved that I don’t have to go to the bank any more to deal with that.

27 July 2024 Saturday

I wonder why my friends who have passed away have been visiting me in my dreams. Lately, I have had John Bennett and Bruce Harmon, and tonight Bill Poore and Charles Frost appear. Mom and Grandma Johnson even come now on regular occasions. None have come yet to summon me but hopefully I can do some more good before they or others do.

I woke up at 3:30 when Adrian came home from somewhere. I tried to go back to sleep but couldn’t so at 4 just got up and stayed up. I worked some more on the Romero’s history until 5 when I fixed Adrian his breakfast and at 5:30 went to wake him up so he could get ready for work. After he left I stayed up and researched some more on the don Juan de Onate’s expedition into New Mexico in 1597 as several of Mike Romero’s ancestors were with the colonizers.

I went to celebrate Luis Alberto Negron’s birthday at Buffet Paradise on State Street and 45th South. I met Kyle and Luis, Milagros, Lucito, and Tutu down there after they were done washing the U of U fleet of buses at noon. The place is supposed to be a Chinese Buffet but it has a little bit of everything thing American.

            I was surprised by a brief shower that occurred as I was driving down there and I know it rained again last night. We sure can use whatever moisture the rain gods want to give us.

            The food I think was pretty bland compared to Chuck a Rama but there was plenty of it and everyone seemed to be enjoying their meal. I know Kyle paid more than a $100 for all of us but Buffets are kind of wasted on me. However, I took plates of food but just ate a bite or two of each thing I took but never really devoured anything completely but it was good to be with my Columbian family. Luisana had to work so she couldn’t be there. I guess Luis Alberto turned 45 today, which Kyle will be in October. That doesn’t seem all that old when you are 73.

            We left at 1:30 after everyone had their fill and I came home to work some more on Mike Romero’s family history, took a nap around 4 as I was super tired and stayed home the rest of the day.

            Adrian was in and out going to the gym and then down at Bewilder before coming home around 7. Kyle came home a little before that and bring Adrian a Little Caesar Pizza and Pepsi. I saw Adrian greet him with a kiss so hopefully things are good again between them.  They were laughing over Adrian saying that at work people said he must get up early to fix such a big breakfast and Adrian said that his American grandpa fixes it for him. He showed them a picture of me and they all said we looked alike and having an American grandpa is why Adrian looks so American more than Latino.      Later Adrian was off to some Latino Concert that started at 11 but by 10 I was already in bed.

I posted Matthew 25 “For I was hungry and you gave me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed me; I was sick and you visited me; I was in prison and you came to me.”

This is how I view the Democratic Party  and why I am a Democrat. The words here are everything the Heritage Foundation and Christian Nationalists opposes but it’s a code of ethics I've always tried to live my life by and hopefully I have the best I could. 

28 July 2024 Sunday

Adrian didn’t get in from his Latino music concert until after 3 in the morning so after getting up and fixing his breakfast I had to wake him to go to work.

I spent almost all day in my room researching the history of colonial New Mexico only going out once with Kyle to get a Dr. Pepper at Common Cents. I took a long nap in the afternoon and slept so hard it was difficult for me to get up. My hands and feet were freezing cold for some reason so I went outside and laid by the hot tub to warm up and fell asleep again.

29 July 2024 Monday

My alarm didn’t go off as I had forgotten to reset it as Adrians days changed from Monday and Tuesday off to Tuesday and Wednesday. It was nearly 6 when I woke up enough to jump up and tell Adrian he’s late and hurriedly fixed him some breakfast to take with him.

            After that I fixed myself some breakfast and worked more on Mike Romero’s New Mexico ancestry.  I did fix Kyle a roast beef and scalloped potato lunch to bring him at noon and then came back home and remained home for the rest of the day.

I am old enough to remember when Mitt Romney was brought in from Massachusetts by the Mormons to be the savior of the 2002 Winter Olympics after the bribery scandal. He was the hero of the hour and was so well admired that he was the Republican candidate  best thought of to beat President Obama 2012. Like any good Republican he made his fortune destroying companies that working people depended on, after all corporations are people too!

However, the Teabaggers swept all so called moderate Republicans aside and went after the crazies aided and abetted by Corporations, right wing religious lunatics, and Russian operatives.

Now we have billionaire autocrats ready to destroy democracy so they can maintain their wealth and power through the MAGA cult and people like Mitt Romney and Liz Cheney solid conservatives mocked and derided by the Grand Old Party.

I hate to admit it but Romney was a voice of reason crying in the wilderness of MAGA insanity

I posted on Facebook a fact that by the time you are 70 your heart has beaten 2.5 billion times as it beats 100,000 a day on average. Now let’s take that same analogy of no longer beats of the heart but to money. The first day of life a baby would have $100;000. In 10 days, he would be a millionaire.   It. would take him until he’s 30 years old to be a billionaire and to the age of 70 to have 2.5 Billions.  He would have to live to be a 100 to have 3.6 billion.

30 July 2024 Tuesday

Well i had enough excitement for the night. I get this call from Mike Romero that sounded really weird, echoey, not like over a phone as all. All i could hear was that he had fallen in his tub and was too weak to get up. So, i rushed over there and was able to get into his garage but he had the door into his placed locked. There was no way I could get in!

I was frantic so I called Kyle who called a locksmith and he and Adrian rushed over to Hodges Lane. Bless Adrians heart, he climbed up to the second floor balcony in the back of the townhouse and managed to get in through the sliding door. I was so shocked to see him let us in as I didn’t know what he had done to get in.

So, we were let in and Kyle canceled the  lock smith and i went upstairs to find Mike who was stuck in the tub. He was laying in the tub naked covered with excrement as he had taken earlier some antibiotics that he had just picked up earlier that basically gave him diarrhea, the chills and so dizziness that he fell into the tub and was too weak to pull himself up even. 

I had Kyle and Adrian wait in the other room as I cleaned up the mess and washed Mike the best I could so he wouldn’t be so embarrassed, covered in his own mess.

After i cleaned him up, Adrian and Kyle came in and lifted him up as i couldn’t have done it by me. We got him to stand up and I had him shower before dressing him in a robe.  Poor Coco had been stuck on the bed barking for 2 hours but I was able to take care of her, putting her on her pad so she could pee and poop.

I had the boys go home as there was nothing more they could do and I stayed and got some Gatorade into him and a yogurt waiting for the  effects of the antibiotic to wear off.

Mike had been laying in that condition for 2 hours with his phone downstairs but he tried the Alexis home system and said, “call Ben” and it did. That is how he notified me and why he sounded so strange over the phone.

I put Mike to bed at 8:30 and came home. I don’t know what I would have done without Kyle and Adrian. Call  paramedics I suppose.

So, all’s well that ended well but it’s a bitch getting old. I guess i am sticking around to be there for everyone else. Don’t  know why else I am still here.

It’s been 30 years now since I brought Mike home from Wyoming  to live with me and even though it’s been 14 years since we've been  apart . Family is still family.

I did tell Mike to quit locking the damn door to into his place from the garage and get me a key so if i need to get in for any reason so we won’t have to scale the balcony. When I saw Adran at home I called him superman.

I am lucky at my age to not be living alone but now as one of my greatest fears is passing away and no one finding me for days and no one to care for the pups. Well, it’s  time for bed and to cuddle with the pooches

31 July 2024 Wednesday

Well, another July has passed and I wonder how many more I will have. It was a hot one but we have had hotter ones. I barely watered the yard this month as that most of my water went into filling the pool that no one has used since July 4th. I called Mike Romero this morning and he said he was feeling better just stiff and sore from falling yesterday.

            I made arepas for Adrians breakfast this morning since today is his new day off and I had the time. In the afternoon I went down to Papis to bring Kyle his lunch and while there Luis and Lucito washed the FIT.

            On the way home, Kyle wanted me to buy soda pop for the Rick and Morty event tomorrow at Bewilder so I went to the Glendale Smiths grocery store because they had a sale on. However, when i pulled out a shopping cart I felt something on my arm so I brushed it off. It turned out to be a damn hornet that stung me a good one leaving a puncture hole in my arm...ouch ouch...i hate hornets.

            After that misadventure I bought the drinks and some more Purina Beggin treats for Maxx as I was out and then came home to research some more on the Romeros.

            While doing more research I came across an impediment to all the search I have been doing on-line with Mike’s pre-reconquest New Mexico genealogy. It now seems that his paternal line might descend from a Captain Diego de Romero de Pedraza instead of through a Felipe Romero de Pedraza and while Felipe is the grandson son of Captain Bartolome Romero who went with the Onate expedition in 1598, Captain Diego parentage is said to be unknown. Ugh. But he has to be related to Bartolome’s son Matias who married a woman “de Pedraza” and it was said that all those Romeros who went by Romero de Pedraza were related to Matias.

            I had enough after a while as I was frustrated and just went to bed.

            Trump made a fool of himself and made many racist remarks at the National Association of Black Journalists but no one is calling for him to resign from the race. 

AUGUST

1 August 2024 Thursday

Today is Lammas the cross quarter day, which is the only seasonal sabbat mostly forgotten.  October 31 is Halloween, February 2nd is Ground Hog's Day, May 1 is May Day but poor August 1st is  neglected. Lammas however  is the first harvest and midway between the Summer Solstice [June 21] and the Autumn Equinox  [September 21] Its the time that our fruit trees ripen, our gardens are abundant in tomatoes, squashes, beans, and berries, and our corn and wheat fields are plentiful.

I’ve always loved Lammas as it represented the God and Goddess of Nature being at full strength giving all life in the northern hemisphere bountiful and abundance sustenance. I didn’t have much of a garden to enjoy just some small tomatoes. The sunflowers are about the only thing thriving without much water and a lot of heat.

It was a long and busy first day of Lammas, however. I was up at 5 to fixed Adrian his breakfast of Arepas, scrambled eggs, fried potatoes with ham and black beans with Venezuela queso along with Oreos and fruit. He left at 6 after looking for his keys and then I heard Kyle leave at 7 instead of 8 because it was going to be a busy day at Bewilder.

            I made some spaghetti for Kyle’s lunches then began on Adrian’s room. When I woke Adrian I saw that he hadn’t made his bed up and slept on the mattress cover only so I spent about an hour and half putting sheets back on his bed and making it back up and saw that he had his clean laundry all scattered around and not put away so I pulled everything out of the bureau and rearranged all the drawers folding his clothes so they aren’t so wrinkled and hung up all his pairs of jeans and shirts that needed hanging up in his closet. I should have been working on mine but Kyle called and needed me to come down to Papis. He needed the tent awning brought down and the credit card machine that reads credit cards.

            At Papis I put Kyle’s lunch in the refrigerator and then went with him to get drinks for the crew. He needed me to go get some Sausages at Harmons but first I had to stop and get gas. I paid $3.59 a gallon but saw other places later at $3.45. However, the 15 cent difference wouldn’t even have made even a dollar. It makes no sense any more to drive around for cheaper gas where a nickel or two made a real difference as in times past.

            Anyway, Harmons had most of the sausages needed except for original as they only had 5 single ones when I needed like 40 of them. Kyle said that it was okay and not to go anywhere else so after dropping them off I went to Luckys to buy some more fruit for Adrian’s breakfasts and some gluten free spaghetti noodles for Kyle as yesterday I made spaghetti sauce.

            I barely had time to lay down for a nap when Kyle came to the house after 4:30 and needed my help getting the BBQ grill to take to Bewilder. He couldn’t fit it in his car so it had to go in the back on mine, so back to Bewilder I went. After dropping that all off I came back to the house and I fed the pups and rested for about a half an hour before heading back down to Bewilder to help out with the Rick& Morty mobile event that was promoting a new series called “Rick and Morty: The Anime.” –

When I got there at 6:30 Kyle had his booth already set up with the BBQ Grill, the cooler for the soda pop and containers to keep the meat and brats cool. We were selling cheese burgers and brats outside. It was really hot today 103 degrees and sitting out in the parking lot even with a breeze once in a while was uncomfortable but not miserable

The parking lot was set up with a huge inflatable movie screen and folding chairs as well a truck selling merchandise and the Rick and Morty mobile for photo ops. Inside the girls were super busy with Maria, Milagro, Luisana, and Joanna all working, I came in and helped wash up some dishes and fold some tray paper  before Kyle needed me outside about 7:30. I mainly just helped him by getting serving trays ready and waiting on folks while Kyle did all the cooking of the burgers and brats which came with a variety of chips.

The girls inside were slammed even with Luis Negro coming to help and they did over $3100 inside while outside I doubt whether we even made $150 but Cody McKendrick required us to have some food items for the event.

We starting taking things down after 10 because actually the show was over by 9 and people were beginning to leave anyway. Inside the kitchen it was a disaster. The sink drains backed up and flowed into the office and Maria was bailing water. They had piles and piles of dirty pots and pans so I don’t know what they are going to do. It was a mess.

Kyle had me go home as there was little more I could do and it was way after 10. I know he was exhausted himself but being a business owner is his dream not mine.

Driving home last night at 10 :30 i was worried I couldn’t see very well then realized i didn’t have my lights on. I was in bed but too keyed up to sleep until I forced myself after 11.

To my all Pagan friends where ever you may be Joyous Lammas to you.  Merry Meet and Merry Part  and Merry Be until we meet again.

In the news the Biden administration managed to bring home Russian held prisoners in a historic prisoner swap. Trump is fuming saying he would have done it without the swap to bring Americans home and Biden said why didn’t he then when he was President?

2 August 2024 Friday

I was so tired and was asleep when the 5 o’clock alarm went off and I dragged myself out of bed into the kitchen to fix Adrian his breakfast to take to work. I had to wake him at 5:30 as he was sound asleep. After he left I went back to bed myself and I did not hear what time Kyle left.

            I walked the pups twice today although they only got one yesterday. It was already hot out and it got up to 102.

            I took Kyle down a lunch of Spaghetti even though I knew he wouldn’t be there. He said he had to go to the Chef Store as they at Bewilder were out of so much from yesterday.

            I did a little shopping at Dollar Tree by Home Depot and stayed home after that. I made some banana bread from over ripe bananas and I paid off my Ashley furniture today of $1,028 to close that account.  We bought the bunk bed and couch for Adrians family a year ago July.

            I managed to rest today and even took a nap while Adrian had a gentleman caller over. I have never met the dude so I’m not sure if it’s the same guy or a variety of guys. I don’t care as long as he’s happy and stays healthy.

            I really needed to clean my own room after cleaning Adrian’s yesterday. It was pretty scuzzy. I only made my bed while I should strip it and wash the sheets. I did sweep and mop the floors so that was an accomplishment.

            In the evening Adrian was able to get his own car back from the loaner one he had been using and he and Kyle wanted me to go with them to Baskin Robbins for an ice cream. I only went for the ride because Baskin Robbins is way too expensive and I don’t think it’s such a treat. Anyway, it was nice doing a family thing on this hot day and on the way home the sky was beautiful during the sunset.

            I told Kyle that I heard on NPR’s “what we are” when they did a program on Seniors opening their houses to younger people as part of the housing crisis. The term was “Boom mates” from the term Baby boomers. I thought that was funny.

3 August 2024 Saturday

I’ve fallen into a regular routine again. Up at 5 to fix breakfast for Adrian. I wake him up at 5:30. I try to go back to bed or I will read face book posts until I hear Kyle leave around 8. I write in my journal, look at the news and then either type up my old handwritten journals or do some New Mexico research. Around 9 or 9:30 I take the pups for a walk. That’s my usual morning.

            I decided to water the front yard today since my water bill wasn’t as outrageous as I thought it would be. Everything was pretty dry from all the heat we had this summer. The only color I have now is from the abundant sunflowers that have thrived.

            I didn’t see Kyle until early evening and Adrian not at all today. I went to Smith’s and bought Lulubelle more Cesar dog food and a watermelon for Kyle and more eggs for Adrian’s breakfast. Finished watching Walt Disney Aladdin while making chili verde and doing the dishes up so it was pretty bland day.

            The middle east is heating up again with war possibly breaking out between Israel and Hezbollah in Lebanon and possibly with Iran. 

4 August 2024 Sunday

It was kind of a do nothing day. Adrian went to work, Kyle stayed home for much of the day resting and the only thing I did was empty the back of Kyle’s Volvo of the ice chest of left over soda pop from last Thursday event, along with the boxes of left over Lays snack chips. I also unloaded the awning tent and cleaned out the back of his car. I spent the rest of the day working on New Mexico research.

“If you’re wondering why a felon is allowed to run for our highest office, it’s because we never expected a party to be stupid enough to nominate one.”

            My cousin Stephanie Williams moved to Huntington Beach and it got me to thinking about Garden Grove and the Highway 39 Drive-In which was opened when I was 4 years old in 1955, 6 months after my parents moved to Garden Grove. It was less than 2 miles from our house on Trask and Beach Blvd. That drive in was even opened before Disneyland did in 1956 seven miles away.

The Santa Ana Register called the drive-in one of the largest drive-ins in the West because of its 1,600 car capacity and a screen almost ten stories high. As Orange County’s fourth drive-in, this Pacific Theatres' snack bar was six times larger than normal and had counter space almost a quarter block long.

 My parents took us kids to the Drive-in a lot and there was a playground in front of the screen to hang out until it was dark. As a teenager I often went to the movies there, sneaking in by hiding in the trunk. Back then the speakers were on poles that you hung on your car window and you had to be careful not to drive off without putting it back.

As the drive-in was on Beach Blvd I probably passed it a thousand times when i lived in Garden Grove and never thought much about it. At night sometimes you would look at the screen while driving by to see what was playing.

There was something wonderful about a drive-in that you never quite experienced being in a sit down theater. I heard after I moved away it became a 4-screen theatre in 1979.  When it closed in 1997 it had the distinction of being the last to go, of the 11 drive-ins of Orange county.

They built a  Lowe’s and Wal-Mart store on the site of my childhood and youthful memories.

I grew up during a golden time and place, and for that I am grateful

5 August 2024 Monday

Kyle called at 11 for me to come down early to Papis. I was in the middle of cutting up a watermelon but I gathered his lunch of chili verde and watermelon and brought it down. He wanted me to go with him to Costco where he bought a membership and wanted to put me on it also. So, we had our pictures taken and cards made before going to get drinks for the crew.

I had to go to the bank for Kyle to get a cashier check made for the Mixx as he had so many interviews today that he didn’t have time before 1 if he was going to get a chance to eat.

I delivered the check to Axion the landlord and noticed that the parking lot of Bewilder was being torn up to be repaved so that’s in the works.

I went to the Glendale Smith’s because I was out of chicken for the pups supper but after that I was home for the day.

I cooked up the chicken and made soup from the broth and cooked up a pot of black beans as both Adrian and Kyle like their blacks beans rather than pinto.

In the afternoon a gust of wind blew in with a storm cloud but we barely got a sprinkle. However, it knocked the google fiber internet off for about an hour or more. With the Internet out here in my neighborhood, it's either go to the library or watch DVDs, you know those things before streaming. Fortunately, by 7 the internet was back on and I watched the live version of Aladdin with Will Smith in it. Very similar to the animated on but enough of a change in story line to make it enjoyable. I think I like it mainly because it’s the first movie that Kyle and I saw together nearly 5 years ago now.

Kyle said that Papis had a microburst down there and the power went out again at Bewilder so Kyle closed them down for the night. Probably just as well it being a Monday and the parking lot torn up.

When Kyle came in he said that Adrian, Johanna, and Jesus Pereira were going out bowling. Ha! He asked if I wanted to go but said absolutely not. I haven’t bowled since my last day at Orchard Elementary with my students.

I’ve been posting pictures of scenes of Utah lately on my Face Book posts. I suppose I miss the road trips Bill Poore and I used to take to get away for a few hours. Utah is so beautiful but at least I have memories.

In the news a hurricane called Debby has  turned into a tropical storm  and is dumping about 2 feet of water in Florida, Georgia, and South Carolina.  “Forecasters say the conditions were only expected to worsen this week as the storm unleashes historic and potentially “catastrophic” flooding across the region.” We are high and dry here in Utah as the monsoons haven’t reached us yet.

6 August 2024 Tuesday

I didn’t leave the house at all today. Kyle didn’t need me to bring him lunch and Adrian was gone a lot except for having a gentleman caller over. In the news Kamala Harris picked Tim Walz governor of Minnesota to be her running mate. All I need to know about Tim Walz, is he is a retired school teacher with a rescued pup while Dementia Don calls his enemies dogs and hillbilly Vance disparages women who own cats. It was an excellent choice.

I found confirmation on Mike Romero’s family that his direct paternal ancestor as being Diego Perez y Romero who was a grandson of Captain Bartolome Romero who colonized New Mexico with the De Onate expedition. It was 102 degrees today.

7 August 2024 Wednesday

I woke up at 4:30 for some reason but stayed in bed until 5 then was up to make spaghetti and meatballs for Kyle’s lunch before leaving for my 8 o’clock appointment with Dr. Stoneburner. He said I have a gold star and won’t need to come in again until February 10th next year. My blood pressure was 130/64 and I had a vitamin B 12 shot. I weighed in at 186 pounds.

            I brought Kyle his lunch then stayed home afterwards for most of the day writing up the Romero history.

            This evening Kyle and Adrian went grocery shopping and Adrian stayed up late cooking meals for his lunches and supper for the week.

            All that is in the local news is the pending execution tonight of a man on death row. Utah is paying a lot of our tax money to kill this man.

8 August 2024 Thursday

I went with Mike Romero down to Papi’s so he could have his truck washed. I also wanted him to see the place as he had never been down and eventually he will bring his trailer down to be washed.  Then we went to Costco because he wanted to check out the produce there. After walking around, we soon realized there was absolutely nothing we would ever need from there at our stage of life.

Utah executed a man shortly after midnight last night and I posted on Facebook that I thought all the pro death penalty state legislators should be forced to witness them. Facebook flagged my comments and I had to delete my post.  So, any comment about Utah’s death penalty goes against Face Books community standards now.

            Little is going on with me as summer is progressing, still in the 100s but expected to cool into the 90s later this week. Smoke was heavy in the valley I suppose from the California fires, so much so our mountains disappeared in the haze.

I am old enough to remember that 50 years ago today Richard Milhous Nixon resigned as President of the United States rather than be impeached. Even he had more decency than lying trump who the Republican'ts nominated even though two years ago the FBI raided Mar a Lago for the stolen documents dementia Don hid in his toilet.

I read this quote by George Bernard Shaw and it is how I'd like to be remembered in my own little way when it’s my time to expire.

"This is the true joy in life, the being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one; the being a force of nature instead of a feverish, selfish little clod of ailments and grievances complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy.

I am of the opinion that my life belongs to the whole community, and as long as I live it is my privilege to do for it whatever I can.

I want to be thoroughly used up when I die, for the harder I work the more I live. I rejoice in life for its own sake. Life is no "brief candle" for me. It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got hold of for the moment, and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations."

9 August 2024 Friday

 I went back to sleep after fixing Adrian his breakfast at 5 this morning and slept in until 10:30 before jumping up to walk the pups as I was afraid it would be hot out but it wasn’t. I was dreaming about being at Orchard Elementary and telling the teachers there all about how the school used to be.

            I brought Kyle his lunch of spaghetti and meat balls but didn’t stay long and came back home to organize Mike Romero’s genealogy. I think I am done with the research part of it and now need to write it up in a coherent manner.

This late afternoon when I went to walk the pups, the weather outside really changed with rain clouds and gusts blowing but I managed to go around the block before the little bit of rain drops we got fell.

            I remember the news of the murder of Sharon Tate and her friends so distinctly from 1969. It was my summer between high school and college. It was shocking but not until a few days later when the LaBiancas were gruesomely murdered was So. California was thrown into a panic. For the 1st time ever, my parents started locking our doors while we were asleep. Helter Skelter.

It took months to find out the Manson family was responsible and during the 4 years I was in college the Manson family trial was always part of the news. Their death penalty conviction was voided when the Supreme Court ruled the death penalty as performed back then was unconstitutional.

I was living in Utah in 1977 and recently married when Utah was the first state to revive the death penalty in America. They just killed a man yesterday at the new state prison by lethal injection rather than shooting him this time. And so it goes

Twenty years ago Fay Wray, died at 96 on August 9 2004.  In Answer to Dr. Frankenfurter's question in The Rocky Picture Show, "What Ever Happened to Fay Wray, that delicate Satin draped dame?",  All time screamer she said ''I yelled every time they said, 'Yell,' ''. She  was paid $10,000 for 10 weeks' work -- good pay for Hollywood in the Depression. RKO Pictures got more than its money's worth - the Beauty and the Beast  movie grossed nearly $90,000 in its first four days, a fortune at a time when movie tickets were 15 cents.  King Kong saved RKO studios which later brought us all the wonderful Ginger Rogers and Fred Astaire films.

Wray lived in Salt Lake City with her family from about 1913 to about 1922. Wray's Salt Lake City addresses were at 814 Sherman Ave., which Wray's family rented for $12 a month and 236 Hampton Ave., where Wray once rode a pet horse up and down the street.

I should have known I would grow us as Gay since as a little boy I idolized Fay Wray being rescued by hunky men from the grasps of the beast.  She was my first role model lol

10 August 2024 Saturday

After midnight I was wakened by Kyle and someone coming upstairs to retrieve Adrian. At first I thought maybe they were having a ménage à trois but when I woke Adrian up this morning to go to work, he told me he was tired as that Jesus Pereira and Johanna had come over last night to celebrate Jesus selling his first shed.

I accidently over watered my front yard by being forgetful. After walking the pooches I turned the sprinkler on in the front yard around 10 and didn’t set a reminder so not until I went outside around 4 did I realize the water was still going! Well I guess I won’t have to water again for the rest of the month. Kyle said he didn’t need any lunch so I never left the house today.

I am so sick of pundits and reporters for not going after Trump as they did Biden for his age and abilities. Trump can't even put a coherent sentence together and usually it's delusional, when all Biden's criticism was that he was sometimes slow and a bit forgetful  but at least he was articulate.  At least Biden has all his marbles. But that is what happens when you truly don't have a free press and journalism any more, where Billionaires and corporations are more interested in greed and profits over truth and democracy. We will never have a Walter Cronkite again.

I live in a very red state where my vote counts for  little except in a few pockets of places like Salt Lake City. I still vote every election because I am an American and people have given their lives here in America and overseas  for that right. I will vote this election like every other because it might be the very last time that it will count on a national level. 

11 August 2024 Sunday

Kyle was really not feeling well today and didn’t even get up until around 1 and asked if I would make him a waffle but he didn’t even feel up to eating it. So he went back to bed and not until around 6 did he ask me to make him some chicken broth which I did and brought down to him. He was in his room all day I hope he got the rest he needed.

            I didn’t leave the house again today. There really wasn’t any need to except to walk the pups. It was only in the 90’s today so it felt much cooler than the 100’s.

Michael Aaron West enhanced an old photo taken in 1987 when I was at the March on Washington. The snap shot had faded over time but now it looks so clear. With me was Robert McIntier and Bruce Harmon both have since passed away. Bob was the leader of the Restoration Church for years and Bruce became Emperor of the Royal Court. Back then i still had hair lol. I love the Washington Monument peeking out of Bobs head. I am pretty sure Rev. Bruce Barton took the picture. It was so thoughtful of Michael who also did some others of mine as well.

Makes you wonder who is more of a lunatic, Trump or people who worship him? He is now claiming that all the crowd sizes at any Harris and Walz events are A.I. generated.

His  running mate J D Vance is also a moron as he thinks childless people have no stake in this country. He is a Catholic so try telling that to nuns and priests. Also, I think George Washington, who never had children, thought he had a stake in the future of this country.

Why are right wing weirdos so weird!

12 August 2024 Monday

We had a monsoon ran come through in the late afternoon with about a half an inch of rain. It was unexpected but welcomed. It sure cooled things off.

Little TJ still isn’t feeling well. He has sharp little pains and yelps for unseen reasons. It pains my heart to see him in such distress when he just wants to be with me.

            Kyle was feeling better but not up to snuff so I just brought him some chicken soup for lunch. Luisana was down at Papi’s so we visited briefly. Her English is getting so good as she takes the initiative to learn it and speak it.  After getting drinks for the crew I went to Deli Donuts down on 27th and State Street to buy a dozen donuts for $15 to bring back to Papi’s and shared with the guys there and after taking a couple I sent the rest with Luisana to bring to Bewilder when she goes in tonight.

            Adrian starts his medical assistant class tonight in Bountiful so he’s off to start a new career. Hopefully by this time next year he will have a new career.

            There is tension in the Middle East where Iran is expected to strike Israel this week over Israel’s killing top Hezbollah and Hamas leaders.

13 August 2024 Tuesday

TJ is not feeling well as he is yelping like he’s in pain whenever he gets uncomfortable, This evening when Kyle came home he gave him a quarter of Persephone’s tranquilizer and that seemed to help him relax. So I am worried that the little guy is quickly going downhill.

            I went to Papi’s to bring Kyle his lunch but he was busy selling a shed so after waiting for about an hour I just went on home. Around 5 the weather looked so threatening that I quickly took the pups for a walk around the block and barely made it home before the rain started.

            Kyle went with Adrian to his EMT school in Bountiful to help him with his syllabus when they were caught in the deluge that hit. We were pounded by wind, rain and thunder.

14 August 2024 Wednesday

I brought Kyle down his lunch and Adrian studied all afternoon for his class tonight that lasts 6 to 10 Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. TJ seemed really out of it this morning  but in the afternoon walk he seemed a bit better. TJ is having a rough time lately. I think his old age is catching up with him and I am worried that he's not going to get better. He's around 15 or 16 so it's inevitable I will lose him eventually. I just wish he would go to sleep like Buster did so I don't have to make the dreaded decision for him. Taco and he shared a rug in the sunshine on the veranda this afternoon. When Kyle came home he made an appointment for TJ tomorrow for the Wison Veterinary Clinic on HWY 89 up in North Salt Lake that we used to take Oscar and Priscilla to years ago.

            It rained briefly here at the house but Kyle said it down poured with hail down at Papis. Kyle stayed up and visited with me this evening, which was unusual. He sold another shed this morning. He had to leave to go get hamburger meat for Bewilder as the girls were slammed for two hours.  It was much cooler today only in the high 80’s. I went to bed around 9 with TJ curled up next to me as 5 o’clock will come pretty early tomorrow morning.

15 August 2024 Thursday

I took TJ down to The Wilson Veterinary Hospital at 11 to see what was going on with him. I really liked the vet and she said that he had a severe ear infection which may be the reason he has been in so much pain. While there I had his nails clipped and of course he screamed bloody murder but I did warn them that he’s  very dramatic but otherwise he was a good boy. She prescribed antibiotic for the infection and some arthritis pills to help also. He seemed so much better today than yesterday and by the end of the day he almost seemed his old self again. I made another appointment for Maxx and Taco for 4:30 as they both needed all their shots and I had their nails clipped also. So it was a rather expensive day at the vet for it was about $550 for all three dogs today.

            I made Adrian his breakfast this morning and brought Kyle down his lunch. He said he hired a kid to work at Papis to help him out in the office which I guess he will start next week.

Peter Marshall passed away. He was 98. He always seemed happy especially with Paul Lynde’s  adlibs on Hollywood Squares.

16 August 2024 Friday

I was up early this morning to fix breakfast for Adrian but did go back to sleep as I baked a meat loaf and scalloped potatoes to bring down to Kyle. I think TJ is doing so much better with th medicine but I have some kind of infection in my right ear to my jaw that is really tender. I am hoping it will just go away. Kyle brought home Little Caesar Pizza for Adrian and I had a few pieces. Kyle said that Adrian dropped the class he was taking but signed up for a new one at the same school.

            It was a very nice day today around 90 degrees and I cleaned the swimming pool a bit but I really need to climb in and get some of the leaves on the bottom. Oh Well.

            I met Taco the chihuahua 5 years ago  today. Jim Dabakis wanted to bring him over to see how he'd be around other dogs in case Jim brought him down to Mexico with him. He was  a sweet heart like TJ and got along swimmingly with my gang and even went down the porch deck steps into the yard like a trooper.  I think Jim was pleased as punch how well Taco did when my canine crew overwhelmed him by saying howdy do. Jim starting leaving him with me instead of taking him to Mexico and Taco loved his little bay window  where he could bark at the world passing by. In time Taco stayed more with the gang here than with Jim as Jim traveled the world. 5 years later he's sleeping by myside under the blanket and finally gives me kisses

17 August 2024 Saturday

We have had good soaking showers almost every day with the monsoons from the south and it so needed. However the Dogs were super freaked out, when a lightning bolt hit nearby, lighting up the whole house this afternoon. It shook the entire house and lit it up with the flash. Never had one so close. It even startled me...thunder and lightning very, very frightening Mama Mia.

            Its mid-August and school is starting back up here in Salt Lake next week. It already started in Davis. I started my last year at Washington 10 years ago now.

Kyle took Adrian out to dinner to celebrate his 2nd anniversary of being in the United States. When they came home, they wanted me to have some champagne with them to celebrate. 

18 August 2024 Sunday

I had a phone call that someone threw a rock and broke the window at the Mixx stand over by Bewilder so I let Kyle know this morning. He had a busy day taking Jesus Pereira up to Evanston to meet with the Frontier Shed guys.  Adrian went to work this morning after I was up fixing him his breakfast.

            It’s raining and thundering again this way over Jordan. I love the monsoon season after a hot summer. The pooches are huddled with me in bed this afternoon as I took a break from typing up Mike’s Romero’s ancestors. With all the rain we have been having and cooler weather my grass in the front yard is greening up again. It looked dead almost all through July as I never water much. I might even have to mow.

The pills i have been giving TJ seem to be putting the spring back in his step. So grateful for that although now Lulubelle has something as she has been throwing up.

Yesterday we celebrated Adrian 2nd anniversary of crossing the Rio Grande into the United States. He showed me a picture of him wading across in almost chest high water that was so swift it carried him downstream a bit.  Now he’s safe with me, working full time, learning English and going to school and I have someone to fix breakfast for again ...

19 August 2024 Monday

I was up fixing Adrian’s breakfast and didn’t go back to bed but just typed up the research I have been doing.

            Mike Romero called around 11 and wanted to come over after being at the vet. I was worried that he might have put Coco down but he said he just went in to have her looked at and they gave her a pain shot for her and he had her with him. He went to Wilson Clinic and the vet said that Coco has a heart murmur and infections in her mouth. Mike just wanted me to go with him when it is time to take her in.  He also said that he needs to go to the DMV to get handicap placards for our vehicles. Dr. Stoneburner gave him a form so he can get them. Stoneburner won’t give me one because he says I am too healthy.

            I heard that Phil Donahue died today at the age of 88. He started his talk show program in 1967 when I was 16 which last until I was 44 years old.

            I then went down to Papi’s to bring Kyle a lunch of meat loaf and to help him go get drinks for the guys. Afterwards I went to Costco to buy a package of their all beef hot dogs which I made one for my lunch. I can’t stand any other kind of regular store brands anymore.

            Kyle made an appointment at the Farmington DMV for Mike and I said I would go with him tomorrow because I know where it is after going there several times with Kyle when he had the Turo business.

I watched every bit of the first night of the Democratic  Convention from Hillary  Clinton to President Biden. I was really moved by Sen. Warnock’s speech but I loved, Loved,  loved Joe Bidens basically goodbye speech. President sounded strong and enthusiastic. He said he loved being President but he loves his country even more. The Convention talks made me even more proud to be a Democrat.

As Dementia Don fumbles through embarrassing diatribes he calls campaign speeches, it is clear the right wing media supporters are there to prop him up even more. Trump is the antithesis of what it is to be President. His slavish MAGA cult followers are the very people Presidents of the past warned against. Trump instead says he loves them and they are fine people. The Republican Party has gone off the rails

20 August 2024 Tuesday

I was woken at 3:30 this morning by a phone call about a break in at the Mixx and I was never able to go back to sleep. I tried to sleep but finally just got up at 4:30, fixed some breakfast  and started typing on the computer.

            After 8, I drove down to Papi’s to retrieve the DMV form but as it turned out, I didn’t really need it as it was the same as the one that Dr. Stoneburner gave Michael. Kyle was dealing with a couple renting a U haul van so I had to wait a while for him to print it off.

Mike came by after 9:30 and we drove up to the DMV in Farmington. I was a little cranky, probably from lack of sleep and was annoyed with Mike being so contrary about President Biden. He can be so negative at times and I have always known that but it irked me today after being so stirred up by the positivity of watching the convention last night and hearing President Biden speak.

            Anyway it didn’t take any time at all for Mike to get two handicap placards and was surprised and delighted that they were permanent without any expiration date on them. The one I had been using that Bill Poore gave me when I was hauling him around expired in 2022 and I had been using it the entire time still.

I can’t help it that Dr. Stoneburner thinks I am too healthy for him to let me get one on my own. I am over 73 years old and think I should not have to walk an entire parking lot even if I am able to.  Well I have been a sexual out law for most of my life being a sodomite but I guess not in my old age I am a handicap parking outlaw.

            This afternoon Kyle called and asked me to go out to Nicholas Foods to pick up some items for Bewilder which I did. The weather was hot but not in the 100’s and the skies were beautiful a brilliant blue with white summer clouds that I don’t see that often anymore.

            I finally saw the Bewilder parking lot that had been repaved and striped. It really looked great. Only Maria and Johanna Pereira were working when I delivered the goods. I didn’t stay very long as I wanted to get home.

            I put a pot roast in a crock pot for lunches this week but otherwise just worked on the Romeros and watched some news.

            Kyle came home around 8 saying that U-Haul gave him the contact to repair vehicles that are damaged or have issues. He was hyped about that.

I really enjoyed the DNC tonight...it confirmed why I am a Democrat. Kamala Harris husband Douglas Emhoff spoke. Which the first time I heard him, and I was pretty impressed. Then Michelle Obama spoke followed by President Obama. They were electrifying as always.

21 August 2024 Wednesday

I woke up around 4 and crawled into bed with Adrian to cuddle and sleep. It’s been a while as I want him to get his sleep when he works and has to be up so early.

            It was a warm day but suppose to get cooler by the weekend. I made Lulubelle go for a walk with the pups because I figured she needed the exercise from being so lethargic and not eating the  past few days. She did eat a little tonight so that’s good.

President Joe Biden personifies the words of President John F Kennedy. "Ask not what your country can do for you but what you can do for your country."  Joe Biden would have been a 19 year old youth when President Kennedy spoke these words and they must have resonated with him throughout his life.

Only three Presidents ever chose not to run again while President, George Washington, Lyndon B Johnson, and President Biden. I can't even imagine a Republican doing the same instead like the felon would try to stage a coup.

We aren't perfect for sure. I heard a comedian explain the difference between Democrats and Republicans. Democrats are like the sweet old Uncle who promises to take you to Disneyland someday... eventually when times get better.

Republicans are like the grumpy old Uncle who says there's no money to go to Disneyland and then you find out he went without you.  Don't tell me there's no difference between Democrats and Republicans

Third night of the DNC was tremendous...it was so good to hear President Clinton speak again, and while never  been a big fan of Oprah, i appreciated her sincereness tonight. And of course Tim Walz, never underestimate a school teacher.., i was so impressed with seeing his son tearing up so proud of his father.  I love President Biden but realize it was time to pass the torch

I was pretty disgusted with CBS for airing a vile anti Kamala Harris ad implying she was responsible for all the heinous murders committed by some crossing illegally across the border.  As if Trump and Republicans aren’t responsible for the mass murder of school children .

I am especially disgusted with Pharisaic Franklin Graham buying up million dollar ads to promote his "prayer line" ...Last I read Christ said to pray in secret not in public like the hypocrites do. Christianity is supposed to be a religion not a business.

22 August 2024 Thursday

Final day of the Democratic Convention with Kamala Harris accepting the party’s nomination for President. Her speech was strong and it gave me a renewed commitment to her campaign. There were lots of powerful speeches and images. The mothers and a student who were victims of gun violence was so moving. I was also so impressed with Republican Adam Kinzinger historic appearance at the convention asking for people to put love of country over politics and defeat Trump’s authoritarianism. So it was a good day to be a Democrat.

            Adrian was up late cooking up all his meals for next week while I watched the convention.

Lately several Billionaires have been dropping dead and the world is probably better off now for it.

23 August 2024 Friday

I am having Democratic Convention withdrawals. I just loved it so much. It was refreshing how much Harris and Walz talked about their families, while the felon rarely  does except for his own brood but never about even his own mother. Now the vile conservatives are attacking Tim Walz’ son for his enthusiasm for his father.

The hatred spewed at a sweet boy who loves his father is a symptom of a hardened heart which is basically a heart that is unmoved by things others would be compassionate about... that is what so many MAGA cultist and billionaires have, unfortunately, and it’s a sickness that has infected American politics. They mistake kindness for weakness the more fools them.

When Dementia Don was in the White House liberals made a plea to others to leave Barron alone and not attack him because of who his father is but evidently conservatives have no such moral compass. I have never seen Barron Trump smile even when he is around his sperm donor. Poor little rich boy.

I made Adrian his breakfast and took Kyle his lunch but spent most of the day just organizing the family history I am writing for Mike Romero. The weather is cooling off into the pleasant 80’s.

Adrian surprised me by joining me in my own bed tonight. I guess he needed the cuddles. Kyle said that South Salt Lake is giving him shit about displaying the Sheds on the Papi’s lot.

24 August 2024 Saturday

The Hateful MAGA Party only has fear as their platform ... don’t be fooled by the demented vicious attacks on prosecutor Kamala so Dementia Don can stay out of prison and the Uber rich can get another tax break. A reminder to Republican MAGA cultists who believe Dementia Don's vision of a wall at the border instead of immigration reform that the Great Wall of China didn’t stop the Mongols.

            Only time I left the house was to go get groceries for the pup’s supper. Adrian thinks he is catching a summer cold. 

25 August 2024 Sunday

I was up to fix Adrian his breakfast and I know he was tired because he slept with Kyle downstairs. I was able to go back to sleep for a bit and when Kyle was up he asked me to make him a waffle. Since I was up I decided to make a cheese cake since I had cream cheese and sour cream in the icebox.

Later Kyle asked me to go down to Bewilder today to help with washing because a huge group of 150 was there that he wasn’t told about and there were only Luisana and Milagros working today. He hadn’t planned for it so the kitchen was also low on food.

So I quit what I was working on and went down there where a Trivia Contest was going on and the place was packed. But Kyle brought down more food and helped the girls get the orders out while they kept the dishes and trays caught up during the rush.

            I was only down there for less than two hours before coming back home.

            Back at the house I made a chicken and noodle casserole for supper and fed the pups the meat loaf I made for them yesterday as I could tell they were getting tired of chicken especially Lulubelle who won’t eat if it’s just chicken on the menu.

            It was so much cooler today only around 77 degrees for a high. It felt more like October than August.

            I finally made a break through on Mike’s family tree by finally discovering who his 8th Great grandmother Sebastiana was. She was the mother of his 7th Great grandfather Salvador Romero who had his  6th Great grandfather Diego had his  5th Great grandfather Felipe, had his  4th Great grandfather Juan Miguel, had his  3rd Great grandfather Felipe de Jesus, had his  2nd Great grandfather Antonio de Jesus, had his  Great grandfather, Ricardo, had his  grandfather  Modesto, had his  father Bill  Romero.

            The only thing I had known for certain was that  Salvador stated his father was Diego Romero and his mother was Sebastian Martin. Actually his father was Diego Perez y Romero who took his mother’s last name.  Sebastiana was not a Martin but rather married to Domingo Martin Barba. Diego Romero and Sebastiana were not married but had two children Salvador and Ynez and by much circumstantial evidence I was able to discover that Sebastiana was a Mondragon, so I am pretty proud of that.

26 August 2024 Monday

I took Kyle down his lunch and met his knew hire Sebastian Stuart Johnson, this black kid who went to BYU and  posted a lot of videos called Black Menaces of his experiences there. It a very cool day with it only being in the 70’s.

27 August 2024 Tuesday

I went to lunch at Chubby’s with Alan Anderson and Scott Stites but little else today so I didn’t go down to Papi’s. Later Kyle said he sold two sheds today. Alan is attending a class at the River Bend Senior Center on Tuesdays which is at the northwest community center. We had a nice visit catching ups with what we are up to and how we aren’t involved in the so called LGBT community anymore as they have moved on without us seniors.

28 August 2024 Wednesday

Since it was Adrian’s day off I didn’t have to get up early to fix him breakfast. I took Kyle his lunch and after that stayed home to work on the Romero clan. I have printed off some of it so I can edit it before giving it to Michael

            I should do some yard work but have very little interest in keeping up with things anymore. Signs of old age I guess.  I have  been watching the Disney channel lately in the evening just to unwind. When Kyle came home he brought Adrian and him dinners from Chubby’s, I guess my mentioning it yesterday made him hungry for some Mexican food.

            I saw a Facebook Page called If You are From Anaheim and I scrolled through a lot of it seeing what people posted, mostly about Disneyland which is surrounded by Garden Grove. Where we lived on Dale Street was Garden Grove, however, across the street at Jean Horan’s house she was in Anaheim. My  friend Jerry Smith who lived behind her on Poes Street was in Anaheim also. The area I grew up in I could walk a half mile and be in Stanton or Anaheim.

            It made me a bit nostalgic as that most of the comments were to the north of us at Ball and Cerritos and Lincoln. I did see that someone posted that the Brookhurst Theater that I went to a lot was turn down and they showed the rubble. Some talked about Newberry Department Store on Brookhurst east of Zody’s across from the Orange County Plaza, which was actually in Garden Grove

29 August 2024 Thursday

Adrian went back to work today. I woke up at 4:30, really feeing okay so I got up and began to fix a breakfast for him to take after getting him up at 5:30.

            When Adrian came home he took a nap and I went and joined him.

            I walked the pups and fixed Spaghetti and meatballs to bring down to Papi’s for Kyle’s lunch. I should he gone shopping but didn’t as  I have been feeling really lethargic lately.

What dementia Don and his team did at Arlington was a clear violation of the law and shows without a doubt what he will do as president having the Supreme Court granting him immunity and the powers of a king.

Dementia Don claimed “Joe Biden killed their children by incompetence. It should never happened. Kamala killed their children, just as though they had a gun in their hand, by gross incompetence.”

“And then they accuse me of having a picture taken at the tombstone with a family because they love the president,” he added. “They love me and I love them.”

Cadet Bone spur "has repeatedly faced criticism over remarks he’s made about service members. Recently, he told a billionaire GOP donor the Presidential Medal of Freedom he bestowed on her — the nation’s highest civilian honor — was “much better” than its military equivalent, the Medal of Honor."

"He also reportedly made comments in 2020 that Americans who died in World War I were “suckers” and “losers.” He has refuted those claims, although a former top aide has since attested to them."

When the U.S. Army has to call a former commander in chief out for a blatant disrespect and violation and even John Bolton says it was wrong, there's a serious problem with the media let alone the Trumpublican party  for not condemning him as fit to be President and commander of our armed forces.

Putin must be so pleased.

Just a reminder that it’s not just Dementia Don we want to defeat in November but all of his base...cockroaches scatter when you turn the lights on

30 August 2024 Friday

Kyle had to go to Ogden his afternoon so he said he didn’t need to bring him any lunch. My keyboard is sticking so much I think Imay have to replace it

31 August 2024 Saturday

I was tired this morning getting up to fix breakfast but I love Adriean and I know he loves me> He’s been spending the night downstairs a lot with Kyle and that makes me happy. Kyle was gone all day and he said he as very busy at Papi’s as he sold a shed and did lot of U haul rental . Well it is the end of the month and people move at this time. Michael Romero came over and wanted me to go with him to Verizon in Sugar House as he bought himself a telephone watch to have if he ever in an emergency again and doesn’t have his phone with him.

            Nothing really much to write about. I should go get some mice raps but  I hate killing the things but they are now making such a racket at night in my room that they keep me up.

Enjoy tonight’s sunset as it is the last one after 8 o'clock until next April 2025. Summer is winding down.  

September

1 September 2024 Sunday

Kyle and I went shopping today as I needed a new keyboard as the tabs on my old one kept sticking. We had to go to Rodizio Grill first at Trolley Square to retrieve my Utah First  Credit Card that Kyle had dropped there when he took Adrian out for dinner yesterday. Then we went to Lowe’s to buy a couple of mouse traps and then across the street to Wal Mart to buy a new keyboard.

            When Adrian came home he slept in for most of the afternoon which I think pissed Kyle off because he wanted to get together with Adrian and Johanna to discuss bringing their mom and the others up from Columbia.

            The mice in my house have become so brazen. I saw one in the kitchen jumping to go hide, another making a racket behind my nightstand, and one actually peeked up on my computer desk. I am so conflicted about killing them because I know they just want to eat and hang out but I also know they are unsanitary but still, they are living creatures.  Damn Walt Disney for personifying mice.

            Well it’s the first of September and a year ago Adrian and I were struggling in the kitchen of Bewilder while Kyle was on the road bringing his sister and her three kids up from El Paso.

2 September 2024 Monday

It’s Labor Day Holiday.  Only way to save the middle class from predatory capitalism, corporate tyranny and monopolies is to unionize. Kyle left the house early and never saw him again. I know Papi’s is closed for the holiday so maybe he wanted to be alone. Adrian had to work today so I was up early fixing him his breakfast.

            I spent almost the entire day on my computer correcting errors in my research and printing it off so that was a major accomplishment to finish at least part one pre 1680.

What a difference a year can make. Adrians family just arrived from a harrowing journey crossing rivers, jungles, deserts and detention in El Paso, after Kyle drove the family of 4 in my Honda Fit all the way back to SLC.

            Adrian and I had to hold the fort down cooking at Bewilder until they arrived, and i took the family shopping who were allowed to  enter with only the clothes on their backs and flip flops for shoes. I had them all live with me for 2 months ... not sure how we were going to manage. I didn’t speak Spanish and they didn’t speak English.

A year later they are all working or in school, paying taxes and helping the economy thrive. We had our ups and downs for sure but the American dream is built on love and hope not hate.

Milagros Villalobos wrote me Yes, thank you very much. I am very grateful that you welcomed us a year ago. We found a new home and family in you. God bless you for being very kind people. We love you very much

María Hernández wrote, “There are always cultural differences and so on, but you have been a great help not only for them, but for me, which is why I value and honor you, both as bosses and as friends.”

3 September 2024 Tuesday

I woke up at 5:30 thinking I had overslept for Adrians breakfast than realized that the alarm didn’t go off because it was Tuesday and he didn’t work today. I guess I am getting used to getting up early. Next week I will have to get up even earlier because Adrian shift has changed to 5:30 instead of 6. On well the things you do for love.

            He slept a lot today, not sure if tired or depressed. At 26 it could be either or both.  Went to China Delight to get Kyle  a rice bowl of Orange Chicken for his lunch but at Papi’s he was busy with a Shed customer and Sebastian wasn’t in. Kyle said he called in sick. So I went to Maverick and got Kyle and Luis Negron their drinks then came back home.

            Mike Romero was coming over at 1 to drop Coco off while he went to have his catheter changed and flushed out. He said Coco hadn’t eat or drink water yesterday and while he was gone I noticed she had the tremors.  So the sweet girl I think is on her last legs like Buster was. It’s going to kill Michael when she passes.

            When He came back to the house, he wanted information on funeral arrangements from Wiscomb. He knows he ought to get that taken care of.

            I didn’t see Kyle until he came home late and thanked me for the Orange Chicken. He took Adrian out to get something to eat I think to make up for ever they were fussing about.  Adrian slept all day into the evening and only was up to go with Kyle.

            I had a bit of a queasy stomach today and had to use the toilet downstairs because I didn’t want to have Adrian walk in on me while on the pot. However, after going to bed early around 10, I woke up thinking Adrian fell asleep with his light on so I opened his door to turn his light off and I surprised him because he was buck naked LOL. I apologized and went back to my own bed.

            I watched a show on Hulu called The English Teacher which was pretty entertaining about a Gay high school teacher.

            It was windy this late afternoon walking the pups and it even rained on us slightly before getting them home but we never really got a soaking.

4 September 2024 Wednesday

I went over to Ron Johnson’s this afternoon because he had a gift he wanted to give me of a large, beautiful stain glass window that he made for me because he said all that I have done in the community. I almost started crying but gave him a long and hung and a kiss. I knew he said he had something for me but had no idea that it was so magnificent and I am sure worth thousands of dollars. I couldn’t believe it.

            Michael Romero called this morning all weepy as that Coco hasn’t eaten or drank water in a couple of says. He made an appointment for Friday at 11:30 take her in for a wellness check and if she doesn’t eat anything this week he’s resigned to put her down and asked if I would go with him and I said of course I would. I know how devasting it will be for him.

            This evening I watched Only Murders in the Building on Hulu and kind of binged watched the entire season.

            Another school shooting in Georgia with a kid with an AR 15 Rifle. We must be raising a generation of psychopaths.

5 September 2024 Thursday

Back to get up to fixing Adrian his breakfast at 5 although next week it will be at 4:30 yikes. What you do for love. After dropping off Kyle’s lunch I went to Home Depot looking to see what their mums looked like  and I need pruning shears because I can’t find my old one but I didn’t see anything there so I went to Walmart and their whole garden area was gone so I just bought a couple of school binders for 50 cent each on discount sale and a candle and a few grocery items. I really do not like how they herd you thru the self-checkout lines. I was too tired to go over to Lowes  to look for shears there so may be tomorrow.

            I watched another season of Only Murders in the Building and not much else. Kind of taking a break from the genealogy Although I am now research the Pueblo Revolt of 1680.

            I didn’t see Adrian much today

6 September 2024 Friday

Kyle called and asked me to come down to do running around with him. He wanted to me to go with him out to Nicholas to get an order for Bewilder, then to Wells Fargo to cancel Vibe Faktory and Bismark business accounts but we had to meet with a bank officer so we made an appointment for 2:30. Kyle wanted to get all this done because Sebastian Johnson gave his notice because he got a better job at a nonprofit so Kyle will be with help again until he can find someone new. Because we had to wait we went to Costco where Kyle bought some soda pop while I took a  nap in the car and then to home depot where he bought a garbage disposal for the house. Well it’s at least bought, who knows when he will have time to install it.

            So then it was time to go back to Wells Fargo where Kyle had them open a new business account for Tiny homes and Sheds which is his business selling Fronter Sheds.

            It was after 4 by the time I came home and around 5 Adrian wanted to talk to me about having his mother and invalid brother come live here. I think he was nervous about asking but I told him we are family and family takes care of each other. At one point Adrian was in tears telling me how much he loves me. I said one day I will be just a  memory but was glad that he loved me and loved being held by me.

            Mike Romero called me after taking Coco to the vet where she got another shot and some more medicine. She has a weakened heart which may be the reason she was not eating or drinking earlier this week but seems to be back to her old self, which while never really healthy but at least eating and drinking again.

7 September 2024 Saturday

I brought Kyle down some lunch and he wanted to visit with me about what it is going to take to bring the rest of clan up from Columbia. Kyle will drive down and spend the night at Primm before heading to San Diego and cross over to Tijuanna to fly out of their airport to Bogotá. Then after picking them all up they will fly to Cancun, Mexico on a tourist visa and then fly into Tijuana where they will be smuggled across by Coyotes and then detained in immigration. Kyle will stay in either Tijuanna or San Diego until they are released and he will drive them home to Salt Lake. That is if everything goes according to plan and that is a big if. It’s going to cost $4000 just in plane fare which Kyle will have to borrow from me but he says the family is supposed to pay me back. There will be four of them coming, Adrian’s mother and older disabled brother, and Johanna’s two boys. One is 17 and will work for Kyle at Papi’s but the youngest is  only 8 and will need to be in school. Oh well another adventure. 

8 September 2024 Sunday

Adrian the dummy got a speeding ticket this morning on his way to work going 107 miles an hour on the Freeway over the 70 miles speed limit. Ouch that is going to cost him. Kyle installed a new garbage disposal after the old one went out, about  9 months ago or more. All this time I have just been using strainers in the sink but even as I tried to keep the garbage from clogging up with gunk, it still would trap some and it would smell some. I thought the switch had gone out when actually the old garbage disposal had just quit. While at Home Depot I bought some more pruning shears and a hand saw to cut the broken tree limb of the Mayflower tree out front

            I made meat loaf for the pups for next week and a chicken noodle casserole as well as a meat loaf for Kyle.  Tomorrow its 4:30 in the morning to get up to fix Adrian his breakfast. Ugh. Oh well.

9 September 2024 Monday

Well I changed my alarm so I was up at 4:30 to fix Adrian his breakfast but went back to bed afterwards but woke up around 7. I was tired by Kyle wanted me to come down to Papi’s by 11 so we could buy the airline tickets for everyone to bring up from Columbia.

            So I was down there all afternoon because first I made him go over step by step how to do the U-Haul portion of the business and some more about the wash bay as that this Friday I will have to run the business until he returns which may be a week or more. That’s 7:30 in the morning until after 4 and do what else needs to be done for Bewilder.

            Later in the afternoon we sat down and Kyle used my Credit Card to purchase all the plane tickets and hotel rooms for this new adventure. I came home exhausted just thinking about it all but I guess I can rest when I am dead. Speaking of death James Earl Jones died today. Luke I am your father.

10 September 2024 Tuesday

I typed up a list this morning on operations down at Papi’s this morning, dreading the thought of being in charge while Kyle is away. However when I brought Kyle his lunch he showed me a text with Sebastian Johnson asking if he could have his job back because the nonprofit position wasn’t working out. I felt like a ton of bricks fell off of my shoulders. I certainly hope he doesn’t flake off again.

            I was so relieved that  I decided to stop at the NSP garden shop and looked to see what they had. Everything was 20% off so I bought $100 worth of plants and some groceries inside and then went back to Papis. I planted all the plants and cleaned up the geraniums before heading home.

            This evening I settled  in to watch the Presidential Debate worried that it might be a fiasco but Kamala Harris came off really strong. But It’s crazy that so many people are rooting for the Felon. When I hear people say the economy was so much better under dementia Don I just wanted to yell you idiot you couldn't even buy toilet paper... sheesh some  people are so stupid that they can’t remember how store shelves were empty and you couldn't even get a haircut... yes things are more expensive due to corporate greed but at least now you don't see empty store shelves.

The felon 45 is a broken record also screaming about criminal emigrants eating our pets and how great he is and how evil Harris is. I do think the moderators did a better job than those who did the Biden debate who let Trumps lies stand. I know I am biased but the felon seems unhinged. Kamala Harris cut the Felons balls off.

11 September 2024 Wednesday

It’s 23rd Anniversary of the 9/11 attacks but most people are still talking about how Kamala trounced Trump in the debate yesterday.

To many born in this century,  like Pearl Harbor is for us Baby Boomers, September 11 has no connection to them and for others it is fast becoming a distant memory or just history... so many haunting photos like ones of firefighters lost and people jumping from burning buildings. It’s a day I never will forget. We were all shell shocked...and like Jan 6 I will never forget the storming of the capitol. Voting has consequences...we invaded Iraq for no reason as the Taliban was in Afghanistan which Benedict Donald invited to Camp David on the 9/11 anniversary date

Several years ago, a woman I don't know left me this sweet message... I know we all fought the good fight but it's sweet to know at this time of my life that all that we did to make Salt Lake City a kinder place, radiated out and allowed St George, Provo, Ogden, and Logan to thrive.

 I know this woman didn't know me either by calling me Edgar my birth name. When I am gone I will be glad that some Gay child has it easier for what we all did back in the day.

It is important while we are passing through that we light the way for others.

"Edgar, I wanted to private message you to tell you how truly thankful I am about your courage.  I have a 13 year old son who shared with me that he thinks he is gay.  He is not ready to come out publicly yet but I am doing everything I can to make his journey as successful as possible. Thank you that my child will face a kinder and more open world than you faced.  I am forever grateful of the individuals who paved the way before us."

It’s football season again. I dislike Baseball, football, basketball as I was born without a sports gene I suppose, and i can't stand the roar of a crowd. Its pure torture to sit through any athletic competition ...

Little  known fact,  I once was a water boy for my Jr Varsity Football high school team... My Junior year  history teacher tricked  me into it... It's the only "letter" I earned so technically I was a letterman in high school... i never picked it up.

Even though I had to go to all the games and bring water out to the pigskin heroes... Actually they appreciated me and the extra attention I gave them...taking care of the battlefield boys

 I also handed out towels from the towel cage in the locker room  so that was kind of a perk lol ... I was 16 years old

When i was 28 and worked for the Special Event Center at the U of U i was often assigned to guard the football visiting team locker room as it had no door to keep people away while the college guys showered and dressed.

No i did not avert my eyes lol

12 September 2024 Thursday

Back to fixing breakfast for my “grandson” as Adrian calls me. I am waking up on my own around 4:15 before my alarm even goes off. I went back down to NPS before going to Papis to buy some mums for my front steps and a few more grocery items. Kyle had to leave right away for a shed meeting in Bountiful, so I stayed while Sebastian Johnson went to lunch and then got the drinks for the crew.

            I then went to Bewilder to give a box of plastic kitchen gloves for Kyle. He used the last yesterday removing the mouse that I had trapped a few days ago but was squeamish about getting rid of myself.

            Back at the house I put Adrians clothes away and made his bed before  taking an afternoon nap myself. When I got up around 5 I finally pruned some plants in the front yard but there’s a lot more to do.

            When Kyle came home we talked about how South Salt Lake is making remove the Old Hickory Sheds because of some stupid ordinance but will most likely move them to a site behind Slim Olsen’s in Bountiful. But that’s something he will have to do when he returns in a week or so.

            Kyle ordered me a Harris/Walz campaign sign for the front yard that came today. I hope it doesn’t get stolen. There was a quake off the coast of Malibu in California this morning. No injuries.

Republican nominee Dementia Donald  announced "he would not participate in another presidential debate against Kamala Harris ahead of the Nov. 5 election. In all caps he wrote on his social media site Truth Social. "THERE WILL BE NO THIRD DEBATE!"

 What is wrong with these undecided voters? Stupid, apathetic, no morals? All of the above?  If he is too afraid to debate Harris again can you imagine as Commander In Chief him standing up to Putin and other authoritarians?           

13 September 2024 Friday

I woke up a little before the alarm went off and fixed Adrian his breakfast. This morning I finally mowed the front yard because I wanted the Harris/Walz sign to look nice.  Around 11:30 I went down to Papi’s to bring Sebastian Johnson some lunch and get drinks for the crew before heading to Bewilder where Kyle was there for a health inspection of the kitchen. I had the girls make me a hamburger while I waited.

 When Adrian was off work he came to Bewilder to say goodbye to Kyle as he will be gone at least a week. We left from Bewilder and he had me meet him at Wells Fargo to withdraw some cash and give Sebastian his pay. Kyle gave me a long hug and then he was on his way.

Well today begins an adventure of 4,140 mile journey to Bogota, Columbia and another 4140 miles back to bring Adrian's mother, Yolanda Perez, his invalid brother, and his two nephews to rejoin their mother Johanna and  to come live with us. Hoping for a speedy and uneventful journey.

On the boats and on the planes They're coming to America, Never looking back again, They're coming to America, Home, don't it seem so far away We're traveling light today, In the eye of the storm In the eye of the storm.

14 September 2024 Saturday

I woke up at 5 realizing my alarm didn’t go off so I jumped up and quickly fixed Adrian a quick breakfast while he showered. I looked at my phone and the alarm was turned off. I wonder  how that happened. That was just the beginning of a very busy day.

            Kyle called me from the fruit inspection station in California after spending the night in Primm, Nevada where he said he spent over $6 a gallon for gas there. He had a list of chores he needed me to do this morning before noon. I had to go to Smith’s and buy 30 lbs. of meat. They ran out of the 15 lbs. I brought yesterday as they had a $2,000 night. Adrian even had to go last night while I was asleep to get even some more for them.

Also at Smith’s I had to buy avocados. Then off to the chef Store to buy more produce, and cleaning supplies. No one was at Bewilder when I arrived there so after putting everything away I had to go to Harmons to buy more Original bratwursts and a gallon of Milk.

            When Bewilder was taken care of I had to go to Wells Fargo to pull out money for payroll. It still makes me nervous whenever I have to do that from all the times there was deficient funds but  there wasn’t any issue today.

The gals down there are mostly Latina and know Kyle from all his transactions and he had told them he was going to Columbia and they remember me from yesterday and friendly like asked if I was a relative and I said I was his father and then they asked if Kyle was going to retrieve his wife, when I said actually he was going to get his husbands’ family.  I goofed because then they said they didn’t know, as Kyle always said, “his wife” but it didn’t faze them at all and said they would just refer to his “partner”. Oh well. Kyle is usually so opened about Adrian  that I hadn’t thought twice.

            At Papi’s I paid Luis Alberto, Johana, Luisito, and Lucianny their pay then went back to Bewilder and gave Lusiana and Milagros their pay.  I kept Maria’s pay for later.  Kyle said that Maria said she would come to Bewilder at 4:30. So I was done by noon and could go home and rest some before Adrian came home from work.

            I took a nap and fell asleep and barely woke up a little before 4:30, so I rushed back down to Bewilder but I didn’t need to bother as that Maria wasn’t there and Luisana called her and Maria said she’d come in at 7 later to get her payroll.  So I left as the crew didn’t need me.

 I stopped at Maverick across the street and gas was about $3.70 but after what Kyle said he paid, I couldn’t kick.

Before going to bed I looked at Facebook and saw a post I hadn’t posted. Very weird it was something about a wedding dress posted on my page that looked like it came from me and it mentioned Adrian and Kyle and a wire transfer. I messengered Kyle who was on his flight to Mexico City who didn’t know anything about it nor did Adrian  so I changed my password to Edgar10@gayflower and now post   is gone. Hower  two friends liked it so I suggested they might want to change passwords also.

            The weather has turned really mild down in the 70’s while I guess much of Orange County out by Mission Viejo is on fire. They have had a series of earthquakes also. Shake and Bake. 

15 September 2024 Sunday

I was  up on time to fix breakfast for Adrian and then went back to sleep for a bit. Kyle called and said I needed to get a flat of eggs for Bewilder as well as some deli corned beef which I did. He was already in Bogota waiting for the family to get there but then they would have a long flight as their plane to Cancun wasn’t until 1:30 tomorrow morning.

            I tried to take a nap but decided I had too much to do to prepare lunches for Sebastian Johnson. So I was cooking and baking all afternoon. I made an apple pie and cherry pie. I cooked up southern fried chicken thighs, fried okra, and baked yams, and arepas for Adrian's breakfast, The rest were all for Sebastian who is working for Kyle while he's away bringing Adrian's family home. 

I haven't really cooked this much since I use to have Bill Poore over for Sunday dinners. Oh well nothing last forever except the pyramids

16 September 2024 Monday

I was in bed already last night when Adrian climbed in bed with me which surprised me as I was nude, so I got up and put some underwear on. He just needed to be held, as he had been up late, excited that his family was getting on a plane in Bogota to fly to Cancun with Kyle. I was up several time having to pee but mainly I just cuddled him, tried to sleep but couldn’t much, as I was  aware of the handsome youth in my bed who had drifted off to sleep, so I laid my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat.

So beginning the day after fixing Adrian his breakfast, I went to Common Cents and got drinks for everyone before heading down to Papi’s to bring Sebastian some lunch. I brought him fried chicken, yams, okra, corn, cornbread and some cherry pie.

It was a pleasant day, in the 80’s, but tomorrow temps are dropping to the 60s with chance of showers so I made a pot of my dad's cabbage soup tonight to be ready for the cooler weather.

I watched a little bit of “Kaos” on Netflix, a reimagining of the Greek Gods in a modern setting. I’m not sure whether I like it or not. Right before going to bed around 10, Kyle called and said everyone is now in Tijuana just waiting for someone to get Adrian’s family across to be detained at immigration. So this is a crazy time for them.

Then around 10:30 tonight, Adrian came home with Johana, Jesus, Milagros, and Luisana to fix hot dogs and watch some television. I heard Persephone crying downstairs so I went down to feed her a bit more and pet her as I am sure she is lonely. It was fun hearing them in the front room while I went to sleep. I thought well I better get used to more people in the house again

            A would-be assassin armed with an AK-47 with a telescopic sight was  within 500 yards Sunday of Frump playing golf in Florida yesterday. I wonder if Republican members of congress are still sporting AK pins on their lapels? I don't think even assassination attempts on their "Dear Leader" will get them to reconsider a ban on assault weapons. What is a good Christian like Dementia Don doing breaking the Sabbath playing golf rather than being in church?

Frump wants to blame everyone but himself for the attacks on his life when he is the author of the violent partisan rhetoric that has divided America. he spews hate without regard to its consequence among the moronic  MAGA  crowd because he’s a psychopath. Springfield Ohio is terrorized not by Haitians but by insane statements made up by Frump and vitriolic Vance to rile up their base.

17 September 2024 Tuesday

It’s raining this morning but because Adrian didn’t have to work I was able to sleep in until 7:30 then I was up to go crawl in bed with him this morning because once his family arrives those times will be over.

            It was much cooler today with rain showers off and on all day. I took a lunch for Sebastian Johnson today and saw that Old Hickory was removing the sheds because South Salt Lake said we couldn’t display them.

            Kyle video called Adrian this evening and talked to me some saying that they were waiting for the family to be smuggled across the border to be detained by immigration. He said they might have been turned back in Mexico if he had been as insistent as he was being an American and had the same last name as Villalobos.

18 September 2024 Wednesday

I took Sebastian Johnson a lunch of fried pork chop then decided to drive down to 9300 South to go to Colonial Flag to buy another America flag as the one on the flag pole was shredded. I don’t know why the one at the house gets so raggedy.

            Anyway on the way back I had a call from Kyle saying Yolanda Perez and her son Angel Jesus were released from detention but the boys won’t be released  until tomorrow.  Adrian’s mom and brother are with Kyle now so that’s one victory lap.

            I then did a bit of shopping for groceries for Adrian’s breakfast tomorrow before coming home to rest. Then Kyle called again around 4 this afternoon and needed me to do a lot of buying of items for Bewilder.

            First I had to buy 30 lbs. of hamburger meat at Smith’s and then went to  Harmons to pick up an order of bratwurst. Adrian was down at Bewilder with the rest of his family all anxious and excited and there I was told they were out of eggs, so I went back to Smiths and bought them two flats of eggs of 60 each.

            Then when I came back home Kyle called and said the  gals were out of red cabbage, avocadoes, tomatoes. So I went back to Smith’s this time in Glendale then to the Chef Store.

            It was nearly 7 before getting home and I saw that Luisana’s car was parked in the driveway along with Adrians. At the house was Johana, Luisana, Tutu. Luis Jr. and Adrian who all came over to  clean and scrub the house.

            I just let them while I finally was able to feed the pups and I laid down in my room out of the way and when I went to sleep they were still going at it.

19 September 2024 Thursday

Buddy’s been gone 5 years now, Today is my sweet Grandpa Johnson's birthday. He was born in 1901 in Commerce, Texas and was a farmer in Texas all his life. He was such a tear. When we were kids he'd grab under our chins and say "gimme some sugar."  It aggravated us to no end. LOL  He was one of the best men I ever knew.  Never met a stranger. He'd strike up a conversation with anyone to my grandma's aggravation LOL.  I am who I am because of him. Now at 73, I am the grandpa...i had a good role model and miss him and the earthy smell of west Texas soil and tobacco snuff which was grandpa.

I worked scrubbing the poop deck after coming home from bringing Sebastion a lunch. I brought down all of Mike Romero’s winter jackets he doesn’t want or need any more for Luis, Sebastian and Jesus to use if they can. He had a couple of quilts I can use at the house. The lot at Papi’s sure looks empty with all the sheds removed as per South Salt Lake. It took me about two hours to clean up the messes on the veranda but now the family is coming I have to keep up with it better. Also I spent a lot of time just generally cleaning the kitchen

Well, there’s a major hiccup with getting everyone here. Kyle called and said immigration separated the 17 and 8 year boys and sent them to Texas as they were considered unaccompanied minors. So Kyle is coming home only with Adrian's mom and brother,  but without Gabriel and Brayan. Everyone is so stressed that the boys are being held separated and detained from their mom who is here with us. Well I guess we are grateful they aren’t in cages like under Trump.

We will have to figure out a way now to get them here through the bureaucratic red tape.  Just more hopes to go through but it may be weeks now that they are separated from their Grandma who had been taking care of then and before we can unite them with their mother.

I went to bed just worried about them but it’s not like last year when Luisito was separated from his mom and sisters in the Jungle of Panama last year.

I stayed up way to late watch the rest of KAOS  which turned out to be disappointing as it never really resolved anything satisfactory.

In the news the Israelis set off all these pagers and Walkie Talkies in Lebanon as bombs, killing many of the Hezbollah members. Kind of like a science fiction movie.

20 September 2024 Friday

Enjoy the last day of Summer and Lamma because tomorrow is the first day of Mabon and Fall. The weather sure has cooled off  as its been in the 70’s all week. I was so zoned out this morning getting up at 4:30 to fix Adrians breakfast but I went back to bed and slept until 7:30. I then was up making sure the house was clean and I didn’t eat any breakfast but made hamburger patties with mushroom gravy over noodles for Sebastians lunch.

 Kyle called me this morning and said they spent the night in Las Vegas because Yolanda wanted to see the lights. Kyle and Adrian's mom and brother were finally back in Utah around 8 on their way home. He said it would be 1:30 when they get in. He was taking Yolando to Olive Garden first in Sugar House to meet Adrian so he could have some alone time with her first.

Then Kyle took them to Bewilder for a touching family reunion. Then they all come back to the house around 4 when I finally was able to meet Adrian’s mom and invalid brother. I know they had to be exhausted but Milagros, Lusiana, and Luis Jr were all over  for a bit until Lusiana had to go into work and they all left. Strange that Tutu wasn’t here to her grandma.

So happy that Adrian has his mother here although I know it must be a culture shock for her and she has to be exhausted. It’s been 15 years since I was able to hold my mom.  Bringing family together is a good deed. Now we got to get the boys out of immigration detention. I told Kyle I would fly Johana and him down to get the boys when they are released  and everyone back up here. Kyle drove and flew 8000 miles for this journey to bring family together. That’s enough. He never came back home before I went to bed as he had so much to do, like payroll, ordering, and tomorrow Oktoberfest starts at Bewilder.

21 September 2024 Saturday

Well I went to bed too early as I woke up at 11:30 and it was after midnight before getting back to sleep and then had strange dreams interspersed with having to get up and pee 4:30 came way too early but got up to fix breakfast. Then I managed to go back to sleep until almost 8.

            Yolanda was up so I showed her what was in the kitchen to fix for her and Angel Jesus’ breakfast.  Kyle brought up Angel Jesus’ wheelchair before he went off to work.

            I went back to bed for a bit but at 11:00 Kyle called and asked me to come down to Bewilder. Today starts Oktober Fest. When I got there he just wanted me to count out the money for pay roll. I told him I would take Sebastian’s money for him to Papis, which I did and when I returned, he had me go with him shopping for produce. He really didn’t need me but I suppose he just wanted the company and share a bit about his Bogota adventure since we haven’t had to time to visit. He looked really bushed. He had me hold on to Tutu’s payroll because Kyle was upset with her for not coming over yesterday to see her grandma and spend time with her like everyone else did

            At home, Adrian this evening took Yolanda shopping for groceries and I pruned back some of the Sunflowers as the yard truly needed some sprucing up. 

            When Adrian and his mom returned they brought so many groceries that I had to rearrange the pantry so it all could fit and they stayed up cooking while I went to bed. Kyle went over and gave Tutu a dressing down about not coming to see Yolanda so she came over to watch her uncle while Adran and Yolanda were out. She stayed later and helped out. Kyle said it was typical teenage drama as Tutu said she had fallen asleep yesterday as she was so tired from school. Kyle did not accept that excuse when Yolanda traveled 4000 miles. Not to mention the $1000 I put out to get the family here. Teenagers!

I love this season of Mabon with warm days and cool nights and trees are a blazed with color... Merry Mabon, the autumnal equinox, the last harvest and cross quarter day... celebrate by baking something merry meet and merry part until we merry meet again     

22 September 2024 Sunday

I was up to fix Adrian his breakfast then tried to go back to bed. I guess that is my life right now, waking up at 4:30 and groggily going back to sleep at 5 and sleeping a couple of more hours. It could be worse I could be sleeping on the streets I suppose.

            Kyle was up at 11 and asked to fix him his usual Sunday waffle. Then he had to run to the Chef Store to get some produce so I went with him mainly for the ride. He still has a cold he caught  from his rescue journey. It’s Oktober Fest all this week at Bewilder so it will be busy with beer drinkers.

            Back at the house I played around to get the Disney Channel to play in Spanish so Chuito which is Angel Jesus nickname can have something to watch when he’s in his wheel chair in the front room. He mainly lays in his bed and sleeps.

            Jesus and Johana came by to take Yolanda and Chuito to church. I guess the Cathedral of the Madeleine has a special mass today.

            Yolanda was cooking up a storm today for Adrian’s lunches for the week. I imagine it makes her happy to cook for him after all these years so I just tried to stay out of the kitchen. In the afternoon when Jesus and Johana and Adrian were here around the kitchen table Kyle joined them  and visited for most of the evening. It felt like family and it’s my new reality I guess to be surrounded by Spanish speakers, I tried to go to bed around 9. 

            It seems like Kyle finally has a family again when I know for so long he felt like he had no one. He’s affectionate to both Johana and Chuito and basically has become the father/caretaker of the gang. I guess he truly is a Villalobos now.

I’ve been entertained by 1000s of movies and books but only one truly impacted my life.. a little known film from 1982 called The Year of Living Dangerously ... the message of Billy Kwan made me want to live my life with purpose... one of the quotes is-"Don't think about the major issues. You do what you can about the misery in front of you. You add your light to the sum of all light."

I know I can’t save all dogs but I changed the lives of the ones I could. The same with the big issues like immigration...i can't solve that for all , but for one family, wanting a better life, I can...

Another quote from the film is was What must we do? " help the ones God has put in front of you."

I might not have made a huge difference in this world but I hope my life has for the few that God has placed before me.

23 September 2024 Monday

I went back to bed after fixing Adrian his breakfast but later in the day I brought Kyle some soup and the guys their drinks. Sebastian took today off for some personal reasons. I didn’t do much myself. Yolanda and Chuito went to Bewilder this afternoon where Jihanna was working today so I had a little time to myself.

            Adrian’s class tonight was canceled again as they haven’t finished their new building yet. Kyle went with him but when they came home, Milagros and Luis was here with their mom and I went to bed around 9.

            I saw a message from Ross Poore that Bill and his sister Janice Marcus Harvey died last Saturday from Alzheimer’s disease.  I only knew her slightly through Bill and that she was the President of PFLAG for a while here in Utah about 15 years ago. Her husband Jim Harvey was Bill’s main caretaker before he passed.

24 September 2024 Tuesday

I brought Kyle a lunch of pork shiskabobs and curry rice before running around with him to get chicken for Bewilder and go look at The Other side donut options for Bewilder. He wants me to come in tomorrow to fix a screw up at Wells Fago did on a business account Also a Fed Ex package is supposed to come tomorrow or Thursday for Johana Pereira to send photos to get her kids out of immigration detention. Yolanda and Chito went to Papis today and I suppose to get out of the house.

            It was quite warm today in the high 90’s, which is unusual for late September. It’s strange that it will be October next Tuesday.

25 September 2024 Wednesday

There is not a lot of new news except going to Wells Fargo to fix the business accounts that were screwed up. Adrian was outside washing the front of the house of the eggs that had been thrown last spring by kids.

You can’t fix stupid ... how many Floridians are under threat of 20 feet storm surges but will vote for Frump and Project 2025 which will eliminate Hurricane notices

26 September 2024 Thursday

My phone alarm did not go off and when I looked to see what time it was, it was 5:15! Evidently Adrian’s didn’t go off either so I jumped out of bed and quickly threw a breakfast for him together while he jumped in the shower. He didn’t even leave the house until 5:30 when he was supposed to be at work at that time.

            Kyle wanted me to be on the lookout for the Fed Ex truck as the papers for Johana’s boys was expected today and they came early around 9 so Kyle came back from Papis to take the photos immigration required. I guess the boys are near Brownsville, Texas, nearly 1300 miles from Salt Lake City and over 1300 miles from Yuma where they were separated from their grandma and uncle.

Since I didn’t have to go to Papi’s today I went into North Salt Lake and did some shopping at Lee’s Market, got some lunch at Del Taco, and filled up my gas tank.  I was home almost the rest of the day.

            Michale Romero dropped Coco off as he had had an appointment to have his catheter changed out. This Sunday we are taking both Coco and Lulubelle in for a haircut with the groomer Sally.

            Still working on compiling Salvador Romero’s family history.

27 September 2024 Friday

It was announced that the actress Maggie Smith died.  She was a movie icon for sure. I fixed breakfast for Adrian and tried to sleep some more.  I had woke up at 3:00 and couldn’t sleep anymore. I fixed Kyle some ravioli and meatballs for his lunch.  I did do some grocery shopping and that is about all. 

Kyle was home early around 6 and Adrian soon came home afterwards. They talked about configuring Adrians room into two rooms for more privacy for him and his mom. So that’s going to be another project for sure.

It can't be any clearer to me that Kamala Harris is running to preserve Democracy while Donald Trump is running solely for self-preservation...it shames me that half of Americans can't see that or just don't care.

28 September 2024 Saturday

It’s weird that I still think of Billy Bikowski on his birthday. He is 63 today and was 25 when I tried to celebrate his birthday in 1986 when he stood me up.

            I was up at 4 this morning rather than trying to sleep any more less I oversleep so I was up and fixed Adrian his breakfast before he went on his way.

            Later in the morning I made the lasagna I said I would while Yolanda cooked up some chicken and rice combination afterwards.

            I didn’t have to go to Papi’s today but did go out to Walmart to buy Taco a new leash and over to Lowe’s to buy some mice traps.

            When Kyle came home he showed me the tile he wants to replace the rug in Adrian and Yolanda’s room. It was nice but I didn’t care. Ain’t gonna need this house no longer ready to meet the Saints.

            It was at least 91 degrees here in Salt Lake today. 

29 September 2024 Sunday

I gathered up Lulubelle this morning and went over to Mike Romero’s place to pick him and Coco up, to take the girls to Sally the Groomer who is off of 13th East and 45th South. Once there I saw they had a “Trump” sign in their window. I just held my nose and delivered the pups because she is kind to the pups and besides it’s probably her redneck husband.  

The pups wouldn’t be ready until after 10:30 so Mike and I drove around looking for a place to have breakfast. It seems like everywhere is just fast food places but found Village Inn on State Street. I don’t think young people eat at coffee shops anymore since it’s hard to find any like Dennys, Village Inn, or Dees anymore. I think it’s a generational thing.

            Michael splurged and had three pumpkin pancakes while I did the 2-2-2, which was 2 eggs, 2 bacon, and two pancakes. I gave Mike one of my eggs and bacon. We visited about him perhaps eventually moving to Colorado to be closer to his brother John in Denver but he said he hates Denver anymore and actually John is going to be more involved with his grandkids than looking after Mike if he became sick.  We are both at that point we need to look into eventualities. At least for now, I have Kyle and Adrian to be with me as I decline.

            It was near $30 for our breakfast and it used to be that breakfast was the cheapest meal you could have but not anymore. After picking up the pups I made another appointment for Lulubelle for January 12 at 11 a.m. We didn’t make one for Coco because who knows how much longer Mike will have her. I noticed with this haircut her face looked really old.

            I took Lulubelle home, changed into a short sleeve shirt and we went to the Redwood Road clinic to get our flu shots and Covid booster. I don’t want to get sick with Chuito in the house and bring something home.

            Later in the afternoon I went back over to Mike’s because I had forgotten to pick up the TV that he is letting us have for Chuito and Yolanda. I see poor Chuito just lying in bed most of the time so at least with a TV he can be entertained somewhat. Kyle came up to help program the Roku and I put it all on Spanish for them.

            Well I heard Kris Kristofferson died yesterday at the age of 88. He was a song writer, singer, and actor.

Today is Dr. Kristin Ries’ birthday

30 September 2024 Monday

Verizon's mobile network is down for tens of thousands of users in US including Kyle but not me. Strange. Well my Samsung Tablet died. I had it for at least 5 years or longer. A message came up on it saying unplug charger immediately as detected moisture or foreign object. So I did now it won’t open at all. Oh well nothing lasts forever so I guess I will be on the lookout for a new tablet but sad all my galley pictures disappeared as well.

This morning Kyle wanted me to take him down to Bewilder before his colonoscopy appointment. I was surprised to learn that he had given up the Bismarck/Mixx coffee stand back to the property owners because they found another tenant. So I have no idea what is going on but we were there to remove some equipment. I am so relieved that he let that business go, as it was a headache he really didn’t need. I hope now he doesn’t have to  pay $1800 in rent for a business we never used. I know he said giving it up made him feel like a failure but I told him to knock it off and concentrate on the businesses that are thriving.

While there Yolanda and Chuito showed up. They are going to be there everyone Monday  with Johana.

            Then he wanted to go to Harmons to pick up a Boston Cream Pie Cake. He bought it for Brian’s 8th birthday which is today but we can’t celebrate it until they are released from immigration detention hopefully this week along with his older brother Gabriel. We put it in the freezer downstairs.

            Kyle’s appointment was at noon so after dropping him off I came home and fixed a bite to eat before turning around to go pick him up.  He was hungry so we first when to KFC but they didn’t have popcorn chicken for his chicken bowl so we went to Canes over on State Street.

            After that we came home and he went down stairs to rest and I went and laid down with Adrian to cuddle and massage him. He said it was a busy day and his feet hurt. When I crawled in bed next to him he just wrapped his legs around me and we snuggled.

            When Yolanda and Chuito came home I went and walked the pups. It was nearly 20 degrees cooler that yesterday.

            Dementia Don on Sunday stated his views on Climate change: “It’s one of the greatest scams of all time… people aren’t buying it any more. I don’t want to use bad language, my wife said, ‘Please don’t use bad language.’”

At least 116 people have so far been killed and hundreds more remain missing after the devastating hurricane made landfall in Florida last week, bringing catastrophic flooding to communities and plunging millions from Florida up into the Appalachia mountains into darkness.

And there are more Tropical depressions that may turn into hurricanes by next weekend. Those evangelicals and Baptists better hunker down with their "Thoughts and Prayers"

In 2022 Hurricane Ian hit Florida on the exact same day at Hurricane Helene this year.  Biden was told not to come by Governor DeSantis  back in 2022 when de Santis was running for reelection as it would be too disruptive for rescue operations.

This year Frump is slamming both Biden and Harris for not being in Florida and Georgia because they didn't want to disrupt the cleanup and rescues missions.

However climate change denying Trump is going as a political stunt. I wonder if he bring a truck load to paper towels.

Watch out Red States, Socialism and liberals are coming to rescue your asses.

Red States should thank God that President Biden and the Democrats are in charge during this latest Hurricane disaster.

When Hurricane Harvey hit Texas and Louisiana in August 2017, causing catastrophic flooding and more than 100 deaths, Trump was in the White House. When a reporter asked him for a message for Texas, he replied, “Good luck to everybody.” Which certainly does not inspire much confidence in his ability to take this seriously.

When Hurricane Maria hit Puerto Rico which is part of the United States Trump spent one day throwing out paper towels.

FEMA in 2017 was  very different from FEMA in 2005, thanks in large part to efforts taken during President Obama's administration.

Harvey is tied with 2005's Hurricane Katrina as the costliest tropical cyclone on record, which occured during George W Bush's presidency when Michael Brown's FEMA was a total disaster for New Orleans.

Trump only sent aid to states with Republican governors.

God help the Red State morons if disaster hits with a Trump Presidency because Trump and Project 2025 won't.

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